*:・゚✦ BLOSSOMKIT
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The white young molly carefully stepped through the undergrowth, letting out squeaks as her small paws touched the unfamiliar, uncomfortable ground. She was hating every second of this - she was so, so tired. The kit didn't know how long she had been walking, and if it wasn't for her desperation, she would have stopped long ago. Her paws trembled as she walked, and as she looked down, she could see mud on them. Unsheathing her short, shiny claws, she noticed dirt stuck inbetween them.
"Just get off!" The tall kit wailed, distressed, scraping her claws against the ground in an attempt to get rid of the dirt, but more dirt just built up in the areas between her claws as she scraped. There was no end to it. She wanted to vomit. She just wanted to sleep. She just wanted to leave.
She didn't think there was any way her brother was alive. He had disappeared, and honestly, she had already given up most hope. She knew she still had to search - he was her brother. But really... she had her doubts.
A thunderstorm raged in the molly's mind as she walked, trying to ignore the disgusting feeling of her paws pressing into the undergrowth. She had already lost everything else - her mother, her father, probably her brother... and it seemed as though she was now losing her dignity. Nothing made sense anymore. One moment, her life was fine, the next moment, everything she cared about was gone. Looking for her brother was her last hope - she didn't know how she could go on without him.
Images of her family flashed through her memories, and, lacking any control over her emotions, the kit broke down sobbing, wailing uncontrollably, unable to form words in her grief. She was trying so hard and she was losing everything and she was never ever going to find her brother and now some stupid cats were going to eat her. She wasn't dumb - she could smell them and they smelled foul. She wondered how many cats lived here - would she make a good meal? She was tall, but then again, she was still only a kitten...
If these cats can eat small animals for prey, they can eat me, too. They will eat me, too. Maybe they ate my poor brother already!
The white molly was beginning to panic. She fiddled with the diamond around her neck, which was attached on a piece of string. It was the only beautiful thing left, and so with a gasp, she held onto it, clutching it in one small, trembling paw.
The world seemed to spin around her. She could see her mother, father, brother, repeat, again and again, and it felt like she was being taunted. They were all gone and she was still here, because the world was cruel.
"Get me out of here!" The kit screamed, before slamming her paw over her mouth, still sobbing. She had alerted those predators to her whereabouts, she was sure of it, and now those beastly creatures were going to have her for breakfast. It was all over, she knew it was.
Still, she was going to try and put up a fight. Whoever came to eat her would have to deal with her first.
I feel faint... why are there black spots everywhere?
Just get me out...
"Speech."
