Slam! The gold and white double doors of the castle slammed shut with such force that the already weakening door cracked. Magic swirled around the furious God as he made his way down the stone steps. Dark cloak flowing around his feet as he reached the bottom of the steps, Ezotz icy-blue and black flecked eyes shot an irritated look towards the castle before a beam of light shine down on him and he vanished. Leaving a carved image of a sword with the sun and moon imprinted on the blade; in the place he stood mere moments before.
Reappearing in the gardens beside his home, the God sighed and his shoulders sagged. A nudge on his leg caused him to look down with a wry smile. “Ah. I see that you are visiting from your secret getaways. I’m seriously considering that you’ve found yourself a new mate,” voice laced with amusement and curiosity. Kneeling, his fingers carded through her soft thick fur. “The other Gods and Goddess are really beginning to make me question my sanity…” trailing off, the faintest of frowns touched at his lips.
Standing, Ezotz felt his body tense up and the wind blew around him. A jolt coursed through him, like lightning. Eyes closing, an invisible forced sliced through his dark long hair, as the strands fell they glowed and before hitting the ground the magic around him swept it up and was absorbed. A stinging sensation crawled across his skin, as it lightened in color. Hair splitting between two colors and the length becoming longer, reaching the middle of his back. Those long strands falling like a waterfall. Finally, his pure black and white eyes fluttered open. Sightless once again.
“Do you ever regret giving up your mortality, my friend? My dear Freyja?” he whispered, voice barely audible. Lately, his dreams consisted of his time as a mortal… as a child. That lifetime had been full of pain and anguish but, at least he knew he wouldn’t live beyond everyone else. That he didn’t have to contend with other Immortals. It was such a pain, such a mundane sort of life. He hated it.
Smiling bitterly, he shook his head and stood. “So many regrets. The endless mistakes I’ve made during all these Eons. They pile up so slowly but, when I look back- All I feel is anger at myself,” he muttered, hands clenched at his sides. His latest was going to speak with the other Immortals, though the biggest would be severing the bond with his mate for the second time. Would he ever not make a mistake? Gods are thought to be flawless beings, never making mistakes. Or at least they never regretted their choices. But for the God of Life and Death, he regretted a lot.
A gentle nudge, then the wolf bounded off. The God turned his gaze in the direction she usually went and he hummed. For the last several years his beloved wolf friend disappears for moths on end. Of course, she returned each time. Then disappear for a few days. Each time she came back, her aura radiated of mortals which was quite intriguing. The only reason he allowed her to go was because of the time differences in his realm and the mortals. Time in the mortal realm moved faster and so for example, if she stayed in the mortals realms for a three weeks, it'd only be a week here.
Time was fickle in itself. Ezotz tried to not think about it too much, as it gave him a headache.