//retro to the latest meeting c:
She'd left them in the dead of winter, body frozen over when she'd followed her instincts to the old camp and been greeted by the starry form of her mother's mother. She'd left behind a far-too-young apprentice, her sister, an almost-lover she had never quite gotten the courage to confess to, and her starving and famine-ravaged Clan. Her family. The only consolation was that she'd found a new camp for them and relayed the information to Blackstar in the days before, so maybe her coward's death when her family needed her most had been forgiven enough for her to ascend to StarClan. Forgiven enough to give a life to Gladestar, one which he had ultimately used up while saving his Clanmates from the heavy smoke plaguing his home.
Yet she still felt miserable.
Heatherbloom's guilt over the circumstances of her death followed her everywhere she went, and she hated the fact that every time she'd visited her home since she'd died it had only been for a few moments to escort her loved ones to the stars. And so many of them walked among the dead now, so many of her closest friends, that Heatherbloom felt close to withdrawing completely to live out her days.
White-toed paws led the spirit to the hollow she'd discovered more than six moons ago, the lilac tabby alighting atop the boulder which separated the medicine and elders' dens. Leaves scattered across the sandy earth as a brisk leaf-fall breeze swept through the camp in the early evening, and she took a deep breath. One that she didn't need to, what with the being a ghost and all, but it settled her nerves nonetheless. The astral breeze ruffled the long fur around her neck, and as she dropped gracefully down into the ThunderClan camp the former medicine cat looked arounf for a face she knew.
"H- hey, guys."