my memories are wilting — :・゚✧

  • IMPORTANT INFORMATION

    · Blind since birth, Rentarou is able to "see" with enhanced senses. He can sense the souls of others, and is therefore able to identify someone is present through the use of that power

    · Died as Novocaine, formerly known as Ryuusaki, and reincarnated shortly thereafter - memories of his past is very faint and vague, a product of amnesia. He struggles to remember not only things of the past, but struggles to make and maintain new memories as well, often forgetting things as simple as someone's name unless they are a huge impact on his life

    · Fluent in Japanese

    · Afflicted by Ghoulism [sub-type of vampirism]. He is able to utilize ice elemental in an uniquely offensive manner through ice tendrils that extend forth from the lower part of his back; gives him the illusion of an kitsune

    · Former Godfather of the Cartel

    · Former Riverguard of Riverside


    GENERAL OVERVIEW

    · RENTAROU IKURUSABA | CISGENDER MALE; HE/HIM

    · 3 years old | Physical aging has slowed down due to ghoulism | Ages at the roleplayer's discretion

    · NPC x NPC | Eldest of three [siblings are deceased]

    · Homosexual Demiromantic | Uninterested in romance, but is open to courtship | ½ of Nothing

    · Sanguine Ruins, Nurse [shp] | Loyal to people, not groups | Traveling with Katame


    VISUALS & AESTHETIC

    · CATAHOULA MIX [current] / status — 100%

    — He stands a tall and lean canine, the fur along his body thicker in some parts and shorter and cropped in others. Black is splattered haphazardly across his body in no discernible pattern along his face, throat, flank, legs, and tail - making him appear as if he were static on an television screen. His eyes are a dull, hazy glacial blue. They hold little emotion in them as he cannot see through those eyes of his, but sometimes they sparkle with the sugar plum daydreams he plays in his own mind though, a majority of the time, they appear empty as if he were in a daze.


    MENTALITY & PERSONALITY

    · OVERALL : Lonely, observant, empathetic, fair, withdrawn

    · POSITIVE : Spirited, practical, sensitive, polite, outspoken

    · NEGATIVE : Distracted, melancholic, brooding, bitter

    · MENTAL STABILITY — 78% and decreasing

    — Soft and gentle in nature; loving and nurturing, idealistic, and foolishly trusting and eyes are always glittering with contemplative dreams wanting to come true: a happiness he wanted to pursue. He gazes into a monster and he finds only human qualities, he wants to make them better. And he loves, and loves, and loves, and expects nothing in return for loving; it's only doing what's right.


    He finds it easy to sympathize and empathize with others, his heart is theirs as they are his, and all he wants is to make others feel appreciated or content. However, his own disposition is solemn at best. He is confused, troubled, conflicted even as memories come and go as they please, swimming in the murky depths of his mind. Because of this, he seems almost withdrawn and carries a melancholic, brooding aura.


    The world weighs upon his shoulder like lead, pressing, pressing, pressing downwards. The words of others go in one ear and right out the other, he finds himself frequently disagreeing with those who rush headlong into violence without thinking of better, alternative options. He has turned argumentative and mistrusting towards those he believes lacks tact and humanity as if he, a monster too, has any either.


    Although largely unable to string his own thoughts together due to his amnesia and damaging concussion, when he can he speaks his mind in volumes with surprisingly conciseness. It can be cutting sometimes how straightforward he can be, his voice and tone a sharpened razor blade in stark contrast to how he speaks so gentle, so softly without passionate emotion. He feels ignored and underappreciated, but he hides this under a mask of indifference, a bitterness brewing and bubbling underneath.

    · GRYFFINDOR , MELANCHOLIC TEMPERAMENT , NEUTRAL GOOD


    MISCELLANEOUS

    · MEDIUM MENTALLY , HARD PHYSICALLY

    · Tends to ghoul out during fights; it is recommended that when this happens that one must administer restraints of some kind and then lock him away for an indeterminate amount of time. This is typically brought about with intense emotions or extreme hunger.

    · POWERS : Rentarou uses these powers subconsciously.

    ↳ SMELL ENHANCE - ★★★★★

    ↳ ICE ELEMENTAL - ★☆☆☆☆

    ↳ POSSESSION - ★☆☆☆☆

    · Attack in white italicized underline and mention RENTAROU I.

    · Penned by Yakan

    IF LOVE TRULY MAKES YOU BLIND

    RENTAROU / SANGUINE RUINS NURSE / PENNED BY YAKAN / INFORMATION ——— :・゚✧

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