unforgivable | butterflydawn

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    So... some npc warrior had decided to spark conversation with him by mentioning the fact that he was going to be a father. Usually Berylbreeze was fine talking about it despite being nervous, but lets just say... the conversation went on way too long. And now a billion thoughts were racing in his head, and he was beginning to realize that really it wasn't going to be long at all until the kits arrived. So he pardoned himself from the conversation, and left camp to just... walk around. Y'know smell the roses, listen to the birds sing...

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    He was about to go insane honestly.

    Though he usually did his best to... hide it, especially around Heronswoop but.

    He was doing to be... a dad? Him? He could barely take care of himself. How could he possibly take care of children?

    Oh god... oh god... and they could be having up to six...? Lavenderskies and Butterflydawn had that much for their first two litters, what if he was that unlucky too? How could the two of them cope with the daily chore of making sure all of their about twenty children (active around the clan or not) were alright...? How did they not fall over and die due to stress? The kits weren't even born yet and he was already panicking, he so wasn't ready for this... and he was so afraid he'd turn out exactly like his parents. Not in his children's lives. He didn't want that... he didn't want that for his kits or Heron. He knew he wouldn't be like that but what if it just happened? What if he was just destined to be a shit parent? Oh...


    This scared him a lot. Eventually he sits down in the middle of his walk, a troubled expression on his face. Really he was lost and afraid... and anxiety weighed down in his chest.

    Were all cats panicked like this the first time they were gonna have kits? Yeah? No?... Maybe not?


    Butterflydawn~ lame ass post im so sorry dsfbhdgvf he's just nervous lol//


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