— has the most trouble sleeping, so they usually roam around at night.
— the worst at getting up. It takes them awhile to actually get up. Even if kits decide to use them as a playground they won't budge.
— keeps mostly to themselves. whenever someone is talking to them, they have a hard time holding the conversation.
RELATIONSHIP: "i watched a dream withing a burning light"
— It's not entirely difficult to form platonic relationships with her, but she must remind you she isn't the most expressive person out there. Talking with friends isn't an issue, but she doesn't really know the norms of conversation. She might slip up and say something random or a little offensive, as she lacks practice. Usually the quiet one in groups, but isn't afraid to set in and help friends out. Depending how close she is with someone she is a little more expressive. That is, when she's alone with said person. Cracking jokes here and there or telling them the sights she's seen on her walks. Although, she gets a little embarrassed talking about it. She tends to go on and on about the scenery, which she apologizes for. Once and awhile she has her moments in saying profound things, but quickly changes the subject. The closer you are, the less she's willing to befriend you again if you break her trust. She'll forgive you, but things won't be the same.
— It's more than a little difficult to form romantic relationships with her. She wouldn't know if anyone was crushing on her or had any feelings for her because she doesn't see herself worthy of being loved. Why me?There's other cats better than me. Sad to say any who try to be forward or try to suppress their feelings, she would continue on as nothing changed. Avoiding her only makes her assume that they do not wish to continue friendship, so she'll slowly start to detach herself from you. If someone somehow manages to get it through her skull that they do indeed like her, she'll be out of whack. The most expressive you'll ever see her be. It'll take her more than a few days to figure the situation out, but let's say she won't look at you the same way. She isn't aware of her own feelings. She isn't sure what is considered attraction or love, or when the line of friendship is crossed. In the case that she's crushing on someone, it won't even seem like it. She won't even realize that she was one. In other words, love with her is going to be a challenge. And if you're wondering if she prefers those inside her clan or outside, well... She never thought about that before. It honestly doesn't matter to her, but she wouldn't want partners (if that ever happens) that are burdened between leaving their clan or trying to maintain a relationship.
APPEARANCE: "i'll entrust this body as it becomes indigo"
— Smokehaze is extremely apathetic. They're not going to do anymore than what they have to do. However, she usually does it because she feels obligated to. She doesn't have to courage to say no to those who are more respected within the clan, or cats who she considers powerful. As in, the social ranking. It's not very hard for her to consider many having more influence, as she's got pretty low self esteem. Her low esteem is attributed to the bullying they endured as a kit and apprentice. She may come off as insensitive, but the truth is she doesn't know how to deal with the situation. When it comes to others She doesn't know how to comfort people or what to say. She may come off as stoic as a result. In the worst case scenario insensitive, because she may have said something odd. Despite everything, she doesn't like to talk about her troubles. She figures that she isn't someone special in order to get help, and asking for help... It just proves how much of a mess she is. With her being exhausted most of the time and sleeping during the day, it already seems like she's a lousy warrior. She hates it. However, she can't do anything. She's at the complete mercy of her dreams, however strange they might get. Not that anyone would know, she's very secretive when it comes to her dreams and state of mind. She even questions if she's sane, with all that's going on. Are her morals in the right? Is how she living alright? Is she even living? She doesn't know, which bothers her all the more.
CONFRONTATION; "it'll rust like your favorite cutlery"