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    GENERAL .

    ✧ AMBEDO AETERNUM \ ABBI \ CHILD LEADER

    — nonbinary, male leaning (he/him)

    — one year \ december 24 \ ages on the 24th of every month

    — undetermined sexual attraction \ crushing on baldr, quick to crush on strong, reliant characters

    — agrelos \ shadow veil + shadowkeeper \ sanguine ruins + physician + warlord of training



    IMPORTANT INFORMATION .

    ✧ MIDDLE CHILD

    — ambedo was born into a litter of eleven, with him being the fifth. on top of that, his mother had two daughters prior to that litter, as well as adopted several others after. no matter his successes, he always feels as if attention is either on the eldest or youngest.

    ✧ PTSD

    — ambedo suffered a mild torture right before he became an apprentice, and due to his ptsd not being diagnosed or helped, he lashed out physically at his brother and ran away. times are different now, however he is no longer the soft, tubby boy. he still suffers from flashbacks and moments where he feels he needs to prove himself, prove that he's strong and that shadow veil or sanguine ruins needs him. he still holds onto the old form of his that was battered, only now grown. he uses shapeshifting to give himself the extra tails as well as hide his scars.

    ✧ UNCERTAINTY

    — ambedo has formed much of his current life around ambiguity, as he has found some comfort in not having to define himself with some regards. it is the little bit of control he had, as his life seems to be throwing fast ones left and right. he doesn't wish to ever define both his gender and sexuality.

    ✧ SUPERNATURAL

    — ambedo has an odd affinity for personifying death and mother dragon. he often thinks of both, though not two sides of a coin, two halfs of a whole. death plays with him should he linger too long in his thoughts, death plays with him and his family and doesn't care for their mental health. if anything, death adores watching everyone suffer. meanwhile, mother dragon is someone who listens and helps without a word. she's caring and careful, she is one to want to help but is without words more than half of the time. ambedo loathes and adores these imaginative figures in his life and often references them in his highest of highs and lowest of lows.



    PHYSICALITY .

    ✧ CATSUNE [BIRTH] \ HEALTH: 94% [UNHEALTHY]

    — fawn point catsune with three tails and sunflower yellow eyes.

    — accessories: maroon cloak with gold detailing, bronze ring with a dragon skull emblazoned on it, satchel with buckles

    — inventory: occasional glittering stones and daily herbs

    — injuries: three scars across his face (hidden), smaller nicks from sandstorm event



    PERSONALITY .

    OBSESSIVE, POSSESSIVE, PRIDEFUL, ANXIOUS

    TEMPERAMENTAL, CURIOUS, HOPEFUL, DETERMINED

    ATTENTIVE, SELFLESS, EMOTIONAL, JUDGING

    DEPENDENT, ADAPTABLE, BABY, IMMATURE

    — ambedo is an amalgamation of many desirable traits, along with so many more undesirable ones. to put simply, he is a mess, and while he doesn't necessarily own it, he comprehends and handles his ups and downs the best he can. he can initially come across as off put and nervous, or nice and helpful, depending on the given day. however many learn within the first few days of knowing him that he isn't entirely trusting and will often dash his trust in someone, should they make a single mistake. he, in contrast, also attaches himself to those who insist on keeping him around, and so forth will invest all of his available time and attention into them. he will adore them and the ground they walk upon and often will decide to turn a blind eye to their missteps. he divides the world out of the gray area and into black and white as soon as he is able to, as it makes everything easier for him to process. no good can come from evil, and no evil from good.



    INTERACTION .

    ✧ PHYSICAL HARD \ MENTAL MEDIUM

    — won't start fights \ might end fights \ will be merciful

    — won't confront violence \ will run away in case of fatal injury \ will heal any of his personal captures

    — telepathy, invisibility, earth elemental, shapeshifting, project and manipulate emotion

    trusts: nadine, ambrosia, stone, sprucenight, mercy, baldr, madrabbits, stratocumulus

    neutral: sear, ver

    distrusts: abyss, zach, sojourn, barghest, sasha



    MISCELLANEOUS .

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    — penned by raebaer

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    shadow veil

    shadowkeeper

    draconic feline

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  • ART!!!!!

    THANK U EVERY1 WHO IS, GOOD, AND LOVES THIS BOY


    [ tags ]

    shadow veil

    shadowkeeper

    draconic feline

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