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  • Hand drawn maps of the stars are useless for guidance in the daytime. Florence knew this. He still obsessively held onto the crumpled, stained paper in his mouth, occasionally setting it down because if he tried hard enough- surely he could imagine the positions he had seen hours ago. The idea had been to travel at night for this very reason, but look who already knew they wouldn't stay put and sleep for the day. Florence wasn't sure when he had slept last. He couldn't bring himself to care. The ache in his limbs and his unfocused eyes were tinged with excitement and determination. The drunken energy of being too tired to stop moving.


    Of course, the small leopard's paws would have thanked him to not have an oversized pack tied about his middle. He had spent hours choosing what he physically could and could not bring with him on this journey. Trinkets, crystals, paints, and useless knickknacks, but all apparently more necessary for his well being then any amount of food or fresh water. (He supposed he had some paints he could eat if, somehow, say, for reasons he couldn't really think of now, he was absolutely on the break of death through starvation, but that was a different train of thought entirely. He was more than fine.) It would also, of course, help if he hadn't found a piece of rose quarts on the way. Which had to have been added to his pack. Would have helped if he hadn't stopped to get distracted by flowers, picking them and forgetting which direction he was facing. --But these mistakes weren't all that harmful. Wasn't there something cheesy to say about the journey being more important than the destination?


    ...And maybe his growling stomach. Oh well. He'd live.


    It was hard moving. Florence loved how vibrant the world around him was, but letting go of the vast majority of his belongings was more than difficult. He struggled. Quite a bit. There was healthy solace in the new things to distract himself with- all the new things to see, and down the road, all the new memories to make. It was better to look at this as new opportunities rather than old closed doors. Doors that led to people, things, and places he loved with all his heart, and could never be replaced. Doors that would have stayed open for him forever if they weren't forcibly shut. It hurt, but he needed to hold onto his excitement. It's what had gotten him this far, and it's what would carry him now.


    But where was Blizzardclan at this point?


    The leopard was a bit of a mess, but not in a way that he had tried to fix and failed. His fur was clean but strangely ruffled and fluffed where most of his species' would be sleek. Small, but numerable cuts and bruises lined around his paws and lower legs, and at the tips of his toes were char-colored ink stains, matted into the fur there. His eyes were tired, but wide, and showed a red tint through his exhaustion. By some conventional standards, he wasn't trying with his appearance. Walking with his head held as high as he could, however, eyes catching on every detail of the world as if they held equal importance, none of it looked unintentional. A bright red scarf was wrapped around his shoulders, not matching his fur or anything else on his body, but nonetheless, somehow fitting. He had fun being his own mess.


    Finally, Florence's eyes caught on the color blue. Not the sky. Dark blue. Ocean blue- the way he knew it in pictures, and the faint taste of salt hiding in his childhood memories. Florence broke out into a shameless run, his pack slapping him hard as he jostled it. His paws skidded to a halt in the warm sand.


    The leopard didn't know where to look first. He wanted to look everywhere at once, and his eyes darted about, walking a few steps in each direction like a happy, disoriented kit.


    He wanted to paint it all. The sun lining the seafront into the distance, the foam the waves brought in, the pale sand, and the few rocks that scattered the edges. It was hard, of course, to not notice the floating islands out of all of it.


    Well, that's where Blizzardclan was, at this point.


    Even more enticing than the sand and waves were the sights above his head. His heart was racing too hard to think perfectly clear, but he knew he was supposed to be climbing into one of the boats. Did they fly? They must, to get to the top. The view from up there! How the view must be! Florence had to stop himself from grabbing one of the rocks as a souvenir. After all, hopefully this would be his home, and then, the stones would have very different meanings to him. The timing was important, and he forced himself to wait.


    Almost cautiously, as if the boat would fly right out under his feet and leave him tumbling face first into the water, Florence stepped inside one of the boats. He was surprised when nothing happened. He jumped in the boat. He tried to shake it with his paws. "Fly now?" He half asked, half commanded. Still, nothing happened. He narrowed his eyes in thought, sitting himself down with his tail thunking against the stone. "Do I need a password here?" The boat wasn't going to answer him, let alone reveal this supposed 'password' but it came out his mouth anyhow. "Can I please go? Please? It's right there. It's really just right there. I walked all this time." He pressed his lips together in a face that was both amused and exasperated. Maybe he was remembering this wrong? Maybe these were just normal boats? But made out of stone? Decorative boats? Decorative boats with some sort of metaphorical significance?


    ...His head hurt just a little at his own running thoughts.



    OOC// Hi! I used to play on this site years ago, but I'm back with a new character. The lore is still very new to me, so if I get anything wrong with the technology or items that Florence could have, then please let me know!


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  • hole in my soul, don't know how to fill it up

    // welcome back again :D

    I think what items Florence has is fine!


    The boats were the main method to get up onto the islands hanging above them in the sky, so Aleksei made their location a point of interest in his frequent patrols around the territory. His decision to do so was justified many times as there were often newcomers to the islands encountered at the boats. Here was such a case.


    The clouded leopard admittedly made an odd sight to the dragon with his scarf and large pack waiting in the boat. As Aleksei got closer, he noted that the feline looked tired, yet seemed to have an air of energy about him, and that there were many scrapes on his limbs. It reminded him of a certain mood, about staying up late at night, pushing the limits of one's ability, all to work on something exciting. From the words that he could hear as he approached, it seemed that the stranger was having trouble on getting the boats to work.


    "Hello there," Aleksei called as he approached Florence curiously. "I'm Aleksei, the leader of BlizzardClan. Do you need help with that?"

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  • — olivia did not often wander outside of blizzardclan territory, especially now that she was carrying children- it was a rather laborious trek, for her. yet today- for the first time in a long while- the calico felt energetic (or as energetic as one could be whilst feeling slightly under-the-weather due to morning sickness- it wasn't even the morning anymore, in fact, she just felt rather ill) so had ventured outside of the borders, mainly the sands which housed the floating boats. she, too, had found the boats hard to get used to, though she'd soon got the hang of it. a honey-brown gaze befell the stranger, talking to the boats, and the fluffy femme was about to offer help when aleksei beat her to the punch. she offered a smile to the leader, brightness in her eyes though tiredness resided within them as well, before turning said expression on to the stranger. "you just have to think 'up', and it should work out. i'll follow you up, if you want." she offered, trying to put on a brave, authoritative face.


    // welcome to blizzfam! i think you're doing okay but since i've only just come back from a hiatus i'm not the best person to ask..

    ALSO EDIT BC NINJA'D

  • He had never held much sentimental value in items. Small trinkets could not hold the weight of his thoughts in the same way that fancy words from books of philosophers could not give him enough vocabulary to express anything he wanted to say. It was all obsolete as far as he saw it, especially when the last thing he wanted to do was remember his past through bits and bobbles that would inevitably drag his already frayed mind back under to reminisce about things he could not have anymore. It also didn't work well to have things dragging him down in the literal sense. He had a few things that he carried with himself tied securely around his middle and hidden underneath massive wings, but those were necessities he could not live without in case he had to run once more.


    It was difficult to carry the entirety of his past with him in his mind, let alone physically. There had been too many places he had tried to call home, too many people who he most definitely could remember through items but did not want to for fear of digging himself even deeper into a self made hole of negligible nostalgia that would only worsen his condition. All he had was the pelt on his back, the tired paws that carried him through the lands, the necklaces around his neck that clinked together softly whenever he walked to remind him of the only person who he couldn't bear to forget... and himself. It seemed Desperado was keen on giving new meaning to the phrase 'me, myself and I.'

    That wasn't to say he didn't share Florence's wonder. The world was vast and wide, and no matter how much he liked to claim that he wasn't sentimental, he was. He had fallen in love with each place he had stayed, with each leaf and each drop of rain, each cold winter spent away from the cells that had been his home for the greater part of his years. He could never forget the places he had called home even if he forgot the names of the faces that haunted him every day from the same locations he seemed to be able to map out without the need of paper. He fell in love with the people, too... but that was a dangerous thing to do when you were him.


    It was why he had been, admittedly, trying to steer clear of most of Blizzardclan's inhabitants, especially when history started to repeat itself and people he had grown to love once more had faded from his life, either dead or simply gone, never to be seen again. Desperado was used to it, it had happened to him many times before already... and yet it always hurt. There was always a voice in the back of his head telling him it was his fault, that he should have tried better, should have been a better crutch for those who needed it. Perhaps that's why he remained instead of running, these days: because he hadn't done enough, and his job here wasn't done, and he had started to double down on his duties like they were the only thing that could save him from hell.

    Nothing could do that, now, though. A less sentimental creature would have simply given up and embraced it, but somehow he couldn't even try. There was no cruelty left in him, even if he feared that there still was. He was nothing but exhausted in every meaning of the word, trying to live in a world which he was beginning to thing had never been meant for him.


    The commotion at the border, beneath the islands that were a home to the majority of Blizzardclan (he still did not like to think of it in that way towards himself) was what brought him along, gait careful but open, seemingly unconcerned despite the masterfully hidden spark of caution that managed to crawl up into his gaze. These days, with so many enemies and with the threat of Lirim still breathing down his neck, Desperado had grown more than worried each time he stumbled across someone new at the border, footsteps careful and the warmth of the flames already lighting up his tired bones. There was no need to be aggressive, but he was also not naive... and the canine hybrid couldn't help but let out a soft, relieved breath when the stranger already seemed surrounded by two of his other clanmates and did not look like he was there to cause trouble whatsoever.


    It was kind of amusing, actually, to watch him struggle to get the boat to fly because he thought of every single synonym for 'up' besides the one thing that would get him up. But the smile that settled on his features, although faintly amused, was nothing short of warm and kind, heterochromic eyes softening as he sat down next to Aleksei. The smile turned more reassuring, Des' wings folding neatly and tightly against his sides to not accidentally bump the other two with their span, and after both Olivia and Aleksei spoke, he deemed it safe to take his turn as well. "Hey there," his drawl was as warm as the rest of him seemed to be, welcoming and inviting, and before the air could return to silence he continued. "Don't worry, it happens to the best of us. Like Olivia said, just think or say 'up' and you'll find yourself up where the rest of us live."

  • the young boy found himself sitting near the back of the group, staring at the joiner shyly. since he was here a bit later, and that other things had obviously been, said, he opted out to not speak at all, besides- he didn't like talking to strangers all that well, anyway.


    //low muse!

    ✧ —I WANNA SWIM AWAY / BUT DON'T KNOW HOW

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