To all those that knew him or even just knew of him, it was unsurprising to think that Charmeine had been going out of his way to avoid his new family here in the Thunderlands and, who could really blame him? After all that he himself and his beloved siblings had been forced to endure, it was no wonder that the previously nervous boy was now a train wreck on four legs. Sometimes, as soon as he woke up in the morning with fresh determination to do more than what he had done so far, he was suddenly struck with the taste his own coppery blood tainting his tongue, could still feel the sting of whip cracking against his skin, and could do little but curl up into a ball and cry himself to back sleep. It was an unhealthy routine that he had fallen into, finding that the only respite he was being granted with was the cool hours of the evening and following night where he could feel like himself again. Fully embracing this period of time that had been given to him, Charmeine had grown a newfound appreciation for the ante meridiem where others slumbered while he sat alone to gaze at the stars.
Serene dusk had begun to settle on the land, the azure sky kissing the sun goodnight to welcome the oncoming flood of deep navy, a wash of meticulously placed stars pinpricked in careful order amongst the blanket of darkness. God had done well to ensure that all of his nights were picked perfectly so that things were in a set location. So that the darkness and shadows covered over anything that was wrong and blinded the sinners such as himself from the path that they were walking to give them at least a small opportunity to right their wrongs once the dazzling glow of morning arrived. That was what he preferred about the night, the constant that the stars and all of its wondrous constellations provided him in contrast to the terrifying disorder of random swirling clouds sent sprawling across the sky during the daytime. Where many found joy in pointing out shapes and figures that may be interpreted in the white masses, all Charmeine could see was too much free thought that he was not allowed to venture into. Because of this, it was becoming increasingly apparent that the maine coon had an affinity for the nighttime and the curiosities that it brought along with it, thus meaning that the young point set out to explore the region that he now lived in under the guise of comforting shade rather than have to face others directly.
That particular evening, as he slunk along a well worn path that Thunderlanders before him had etched into the lay of the land, he caught sight of something that was certainly not normal. Like moth drawn to the metaphorical flame, the boy found himself instinctively veering off of the trail he had been on to investigate. Initially as he traversed the underbrush, his fears were mounting rather rapidly that he could have been walking directly into some kind of a wildfire blaze that none had yet to notice. If that were the case then the territory would just be left to burn down because he would be able to do little more than freeze up and cry until the inferno cast licking flames across his skin to devour him whole. Luckily for himself and for the group as a whole, it was swiftly apparent that there were no pyres to deal with that particular day. Instead, the boy had found himself coming out onto the shores of a shimmering lake, golden eyes widening in awe. Glancing around to make sure that he was, for the time being, alone, Charmeine sucked in a deep breath and picked his way carefully down to the water's edge. "Pretty." Is all that he can bring himself to hum as he leans forwards, gazing down into the lapping waves with outstretched paw skimming the surface, fasciation only further intensified by the way that the glow emanated by the waters seemed to cling so desperately to his black fur. A splash of light amongst his darkness.
//sorry if this is a tad messy, i just wanted to start posting with charmeine so i wanted to actually get something up oof