☾ real name is shiloh anteiku // goes by lovescars
☾ 17 moons // doesnt age
☾ qualea of volary flights // former crowned eagle
☾ cisgender female // she/her pronouns
☾ minty aroma
☾ very smart, plays dumb due to her low self-esteem
☾ sharp tongue, occasional slip ups
☾ secretly adores puns and literature
☾ knows many languages
☾ heavily believes in honor and dishonor
☾ doesn't trust people easily, has a hard time opening up
☾ French is her mother tongue, carries a light velvet accent which roughens her r's and substitutes her th's with z's
☾ has round clear-rimmed glasses, refuses to wear them in public due to embarrassment
☾ wears her nodachi across her chest at all times, rarely seen without it
☾ bisexual biromantic // single, not actively looking
☾ easily put, there is no simple way to gain the trust of the French woman, let alone form a quick friendship. she isn't antisocial — rather she enjoys humoring other folks, but as far as her relations go, nobody really gets beyond acquaintances due to her difficult past and her obvious trust issues. however, she warms up better to children and those who share the same interests she does whether it be literature, astrology, science, and generally everything that takes time-consuming studying to understand. as lovescars is a woman of intelligence, she falls in love with her partner's mind before all else, and she doesn't take lightly to smooth-talkers or cat-callers.
☾ npc x npc // cousin to elida anteiku, carries bad blood // cousin to teenromance anteiku (deceased)
☾ tortoise companion named Ben // eagle companion named Roman
APPEARANCE / AESTHETIC.
☾ [MAIN BODY:] albino red fox (98%)
↳ lovescars regularly takes on the form of an albino red fox, standing at a pushing, average height with a slim, toned figure. she's got a black, button nose that oddly compliments her piercing, entirely black eyes — a genetic trait carried by most among the anteiku family. the fur on her tail is abnormally long, stretching a couple feet behind her with the ends fixing into gentle waves which she brushes often. in each of her forms, there are red marks slashed across her eyelids that form a sort of wicked eyeliner look. she has crisp, sharp features, but her smile is very soft and welcoming. she's constantly found squinting; a clear sign of her poor vision, though she refuses to wear her lenses in public.
☾ [CURRENT/BIRTH BODY:] domestic feline (98%)
↳ though she's normally seen stunting the appearance of a fox, occasionally lovescars will take on the form of a wispy furred ragdoll, short in stature in contrast to her main body. the same fitting, void-black eyes are carried over, though in this body, her features are much softer and kinder. her fur is generally white, with a cream color spraying her back and connecting down to her large, fluffy tail, deepening in color to a pale brown. her ears and her face share the same deep coloring, though a dash of white paints her nose.
☾ [BODY:] species (%)
— INJURIES/ILLNESSES: weak immune system, catches a cold often due to weather changes or a sudden shift in location // pollen is her nemesis
☾ [EXTERIOR TRAITS] calm, rational, strategist, understanding, reserved, stoic
☾ [INTERIOR TRAITS] nerdy, easily attached, afraid, cheeky
↳ lovescars has always been known as the black sheep in her family; the pathetic underdog in contrast to her stunning cousins, and it has done well in damaging her self esteem in more ways than one. however, she's taken this hardship and weaponized it to grow as a person in both strength and intelligence, two important factors in surviving — which is her main goal since the death of teenromance. where others falter in the wake of great loss, lovescars strives to push onward, and it is one of her greatest traits. she's determined to grow as a person and to learn more and more each day. though from the family bullying awakens her insecurities, and from this branches into her self isolation. she's the best at pushing people away, though she yearns for a friend in the darkest hours of the night. her people skills are slim to none, and she's grown crippling trust issues that press against her mind with selfish thoughts often. the French woman considers her feelings her biggest weakness, so she does her best to hide them behind a placid face, compressing what she can and never allowing those around her to read what is on her mind unless she allows it.
but behind the mask, she is kind and loving by tenfold. she can get very easily attached to those she takes a liking to, and shes very determined to protect those she loves at all costs. she fears death immensely, though her determination to survive outweighs the fear. her heart is usually in the right place and she considers herself to be very just. she thinks before she speaks, observes before she acts.
— DISORDERS: none
INTERACTION / CONFRONTATION.
☾ [POWERS:] shapeshifting, telekinesis // both mastered
☾ [WEAPONS:] wields a nodachi using telekinesis, carries an extra dagger with her but rarely uses it
☾ physically difficult // mentally medium // telekinetic swordsman, likes to keep her distance and remain untouched during battle
☾ will start fights // will end fights, considers it an honor // will never flee, considers it dishonorable // will surrender if defeat is inevitable
☾ peaceful powerplay allowed, however she may act out aggressively if she's uncomfortable
☾ attack in #9F9F5F OR mention lovescars a. (but please use colors i wanna see how cute it looks)
☾ things i need to work on: keeping her calm and collected, being aware of her faults such as poor vision and weak immune system, needs a development plotline