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  • — LYN —

    formally yiisoo



    *hardly active, probably cranky

    yoyo, i'm lyn (formally yiisoo). i consider myself one of those grumpy college students who never sleeps and is forever studying. i'm currently attending a local community college (bc i'm broke) and majoring in science. the end goal is to become a veterinary surgeon. currently, i'm working as a hostess to pay for my video game addiction. i'm absolutely in love with astronomy along with other things such as ancient egypt, ancient greece, and pretty much anything to do with the 18th and 19th century. outside of my interests, i'm the proud mother of two doggies: a german shepherd/lab mix and a rescue border collie. i also have two cats who have been apart of my family since i was a child. i shall share photographs! just don't tell me how much they look like me. =P



    my lair (the site) and hunting grounds (characters)

    i'm one of the few feline geneticists here on feralfront. come pay us a visit in the genetics board. genetics is a huge passion of mine so if you ever have any questions or want to discuss them, don't hesitate to shoot me a PM. i'm also a former staff member here and now apart of the (un)mod squad. I stepped down sometime in 2018 to commit to real-life things (gross). despite that, i'm always happy to help you if ya need it. to my characters! (yay) i don't actively roleplay anymore, but when i have the time: i have two characters! diego, a spanish explorer in the blackheart rogues and branchkit (branchfur) in traditional darkclan. i've played dozens of characters since 2013 (probably even earlier than that). just some honorable mentions:


    - dakota salvum

    - chesspieces

    - chiriacosummit

    - lombardy brides

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • tell them all I know now

    shout it from the roof-tops

    write it on the

    skyline

    all we had is gone now

    tell them I was happy

    and my heart is broken

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • yesterday is history,

    tomorrow is a mystery

    but today is a gift

    that is why it is called the present

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • overthinking,

    overstressing

    and definitely

    second-guessing

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • introduction to storytelling

    khan academy course


    exercise 1: expressing memories

    think of a memory that you remember vividly. why can you think of it so easily? try connecting one or more emotions to that memory. now, express it. tell someone! can you make them feel how you felt? write it down! do the emotions come out in your words? draw it using only lines and shapes.


    the day that comes most vividly to mind is the day my great aunt passed away. i knew the end was coming for her as family had been coming out for months to visit and say their goodbyes. i hadn't really been around much as we had gotten into a fight a few months before she started going downhill. when i think about it, it hurts me even more. we fought over the stupidest thing - something about politics, something my teacher had said, and the mourning of america. i wasn't even in the mood to start talking more about it or expressing how i felt, i had just been speaking my mind on something i had found amusing. she, apparently, didn't find it as funny as i. i remember her pointing at me as she spoke. i still remember feeling butterflies in my stomach and being on the verge of tears even as i walked away. trapped, cornered like a dog who just chewed up the furniture, is really the feeling i felt. she found out later how i felt, she apologized, and we hugged it out, but i was still mad. so mad that i still didn't go visit her even in her final days. my mind was telling me she would die any day, but my heart was screaming she would live for a while. long enough for me to settle my feelings on how she made me feel.


    i remember it like it was yesterday. it was in the middle of night, the day before school. my mom had called me after work and told me she was called to my grandmother's house. she was there forever and i had this nagging feeling in the back of my mind that something wasn't right. midnight came and went and finally, she called. my mom didn't even have to say anything for me to know what had happened. my aunt was gone. something just overcame me when silence crept over the phone. a heartbeat passed, then another, and then i was just wailing. wailing like i had just lost a piece of my soul. i didn't know her all that well. she had been away for soo long, but i just felt so guilty. guilty for holding onto this anger to her over petty shit. and just like, she was gone. i wanted to scream i was sorry and hold her close. just knowing i wouldn't be able to do that again hurt me in a way i never knew i could be hurt.


    i went to school the next day. or maybe it was a day later, and i just couldn't do it. i went to one of my teacher's classroom for lunch with my best friend and i just sat on his desk, playing with my food and staring at the wall. i broke down crying sometime then. i wasn't able to go to my next class and i just cried in the hallway for much of the period. i thank my friend for coming to check up on me during that time. he didn't say anything to me. he just sat there quietly, patiently, and let me cry on his shoulder. please don't hold petty things so close to your heart. life is short. nil desperandum.

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • playlist


    - james arthur

    spacerecovery

    spaceimpossible

    spacecan i be him

    Code
    1. [color=transparent]space[/color]

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

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  • introduction to storytelling

    khan academy course




    exercise 2: your three favorite films

    pick three favorite films you would take to a deserted island. why do you think you connected with these stories? what, if anything, do these three films have in common? how are they different?


    the fast and the furious: i didn't get into the fast and the furious or its corresponding sequels until much later in my life after i had gotten my first car and just started feeling lonely as a woman. while i had these feelings going on, i don't think it was the hot guys and epic cars that pulled me into the film, but the setup of the characters. here were these characters, friends, that grew up together and had this sort of gang that ran through the streets of LA doing as they please. the crime aspect didn't bother me, i just thought: here are these people who are running around in my hometown having parties, eating dinner together like a big, happy family. why did i never get that? i was jealous, most certainly. but the movie also left me with this awe that had me wanting to make friends and have this life were everyone knows everyone and everyone gets along. the idea of my own, perfect family.


    the mummy: my first reaction to seeing the mummy was straight-up fear. i was a child then, so all i thought was that mummies were gross. however, watching this movie later, it instills a certain need for adventure in me. i've always loved to learn about ancient civilizations, especially those of egypt and the movie has made me want to pack my bags and go study the pharaohs of old. older me also learned to value all religions after watching and understanding more of the story. i've always had a hard time calling myself a christian or devoting my faith to the religion i was bought up to. however, i've always accepted there was only ever one God. i've always thought any religion that denied that was ridiculous. but, i've come to realize each religion has its own unique background and they are apart of unique cultures and have interesting counterparts that shouldn't be knocked no matter how strange they are. there's a beauty in every religion that i can respect.

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • to-do list on the 11th of january

    needa sleep


    - start a form for Frost Clan :: sign-up thread :: accepting

    - start drawing some plots for diego

    - reply to private threads for diego

    - make weekly task for diego

    - reply to conekit's thread for branchkit

    - reply to open thread for branchkit ??

    - finish updating profiles on horse isle

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • character sketching

    skylar graves

    space 20-24 years of age

    space mixed w/ tight blond ombre curls

    space first femme leader of her gang

    space a silent-killer type

    space emotionless, always has a resting bitch face

    space adventurous, kind-hearted, and loyal to her friends

    space takes an interest in ancient egypt and astronomy

    space in college, studying to become an aerospace engineer

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • stuff to watch again, maybe?

    shape of water

    the book thief

    war horse

    magic city

    black sails

    x-men

    sleepy hollow

    supernatural [x2]

    the alienist

    far from the madding crowd

    atonement

    suite francaise

    the man in the high castle

    the aftermath

    man of steel

    batman vs superman: dawn of justice


    books to read

    mortal engines by philip reeves

    the selection by kiera cass

    the tattooist of auschwitz

    the alienist

    the clandestine operations series by W.E.B. Griffin & William E. Butterworth IV

    here the enemy of my enemy V

    shark wars by EJ Altbacker

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

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  • character swatching cause that's always fun

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

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  • I named myself so that I may remind myself and others that I am an angel, not an orange.


    You're my waking thought, my sweetest dream, and everything in between.

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

  • GENERAL INFORMATION

    IO ARCANIUM-LEONIDAS | "IO" | [HE/HIM]

    named after Jupiter's moons

    ☆ unknown sexuality

    ☆ nineteen [19] moons | ages realistically | october 9th, 2017

    ☆ the blackheart rogues | warrior


    APPEARANCE

    ☆ DOMESTIC FELINE | [BIRTH] | HEALTHY

    ☆ brown mackerel tabby long hair feline with low white markings

    — Io is nineteen-month old brown tabby tom. he has distinguishable white markings that cover his belly and a portion of both his sides. the white continues up to his face, but only covers a small portion as well and ends before it reaches his eyes. although the white markings are a knockout to his paternal side, anything else that deprives from Chesspieces deviants from appearance. he has a rosy-pink nose and similar hue in paw-pads, but fails to have the noticeable heterochromic eyes that resemble the strong line of his father. in fact, Io's eyes are a pale, desaturated blue hue that is a disappointing knockoff in the family. He has a slim figure, a tribute to his long treks across the world. There is some muscle mass to him, but nothing that resembles the typical figure of a warrior.


    PERSONALITY

    ☆ Io is often referred to as an rebellious individual, likely due to his standoff-ish appearance.Although an emotional character by default, Io lacks the ability to really express his emotions through his facial expressions. Thus, much of the time, his face is neutral and gives off a dark presence of disgust and dislike even if he is feeling the opposite. He is typically really quiet, especially when he is first meeting or uncomfortable with others. He doesn't express his opinions very openly, but when he does, it seems Io is a very forgiving and open character. He typically doesn't care what others do with their lives and tends to support everyone's decisions. On the contrary, however, the opinions he does not share seems to anger him and he tends to explicitly show his discontent. Aside from the world's take on him, Io is much too serious. Jokes and sarcasm are beyond him and he tends to have a hard time loosing up to playful personalities even though he has a playful side to his personality himself. Despite these negative-like traits, Io is a rather compassionate soul and is quite charming when it comes to take charge and romantic gestures. He is very generous and tends to be an inspirational figurehead for youngsters.


    INTERACTION


    RELATIONSHIPS

    ☆ Chesspieces x Prexus

    — Chesspieces is the son of Abraham (Paperstar x Counterstrike ; relations) and Nightingale. Paperstar was the leader of ArcadianClan and she is strongly related to much of the families on the site, more so the Harbringers (also was aima's cousin/nephew thing) (also Grym Harbringer's cousin). Chesspieces also has two half-siblings: Apocalypticlove and Southswing. Prexus is the daughter of Magi and Paratrooper. Her brother is Sugaredpoison, the former leader of SunClan.

    ☆ three siblings with an adopted brother.

    you're as beautiful as endless

    YOU'RE THE UNIVERSE I'M HELPLESS IN.

    Io of the Solaris Kingdom

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