Fern looked over her shoulder as she left her clan's makeshift camp, the moon her only aid in her mission. Her eyes filled with sadness as she held a small amount of prey in her jaws, feeling guilty and hungry aswell. But, Riverclan needed this prey aswell and Fern always hunted for extra food until she dropped, her paws bleeding and aching from running everywhere in the territory to catch maybe three mice a day. She made sure her clan was fed, even if she rarely ate. Her gaze hardened as she turned back, squaring her shoulders and padding forth through a small patch of reeds to be out of sight of the camp.
When she reached the river, she was nervous. The ice would be slick and Fern's pawpads were still slightly swollen from hunting so much, making it difficult to get across. Maybe if she...? She unsheathed her claws and carefully set one paw out, digging in her thin claws as well as she could to anchor as she put her other paw out and repeated. Easy enough, only it would be sun-high by the time she got even halfway across. She sighed through her mouthful, exasperated and frustrated as she fought her anxiety and pushed off from the bank, sending herself shakily sliding and skidding across way too quickly. She quickly fell flat, legs sprawled out on the ice as she dropped the prey with a fast exhale, breath knocked out of her thin frame. Wonderful. Now not only would it look like she was stealing, but she couldn't even cross the damn river! She pushed herself up into a sitting position, halfway across now with the prey about a tail length from her. She dug her claws in and walked, digging in with every step to first grab the prey and then turn to walk across to the Riverclan bank, nervous and shaking as she struggled to keep her grip and with her morals.
Oh Starclan, if you're there, please send mercy upon me.