IN MY TWO HANDS —
Brown eyes gloss over the form in front of her, trapped in a deep thought. She was reminded about her days in the castle where the Knights of Eden roamed around. The taste of the air, familiar faces passing her by, and how she felt so safe. Why did she leave then? The young cub had carved adventure. It had been fine at first but then she lost her family and she lost her friends. She lost everything she loved because of the choices she made. It was like she dug too deep of a hole to climb out of and was forced to stay there. Arizona never thought she would end up like this. End up at a dead end. Now she stood here in front of a familiar form, her brain trying to figure out why they looked so familiar to her. Yet, she felt fear in her chest as she got closer to the answer.
There was so much more she wanted to do in life, but now it felt to late. She had once wanted a family, to find her mother, to say goodbye to Ivan, to do so much more than what she had already done. The polar bear realized she had wasted so much time, when she could have been living more of her life. Instead she stayed in the shadows of others and kept running from her guilt. It got her no where. Tears began to float off her face as she comes to realize who is in front of her. Arizona. The ghost was staring at her body, in tears as she begins to sob. Even though she thought about death a lot, the girl never really wanted to die. She had wanted to live and get better. To see what else was there for her.
Maybe there was nothing for her. The blue wisp that belonged to her disappeared and she was truly alone once again. Her body had suffered serious head trauma from a fall. The bear couldn't remember what she had been doing but it was clear that the aftermath was death. Arizona whimpers, wishing that she knew what was beyond this. Glancing up at the night sky, she soon fades away. Just another death in this unforgiving world. ""
— SAYING NO THANKS
I'm sorry if this seems sudden but it's something I've been thinking about for Arizona for a while. She will forever be one of my favorite character I have created. But her time has come. Thank you to everyone for creating a wonderful experience RPing with Arizona. <3