//trying out a new fancy so lmk if it looks screwy
Littered across the field were the true consequences of war: bodies, crumpled and bloodied, some of whom she recognized, some she did not. And she lay among them, knowing she was soon to follow as blood flowed steadily from the gash in her side. It didn't feel real. None of it did. Like this wasn't happening to her, but rather someone else, and she was just dreaming. Yet her conscious mind knew it was time, like this was where she was always destined to die. It was inevitable yet calming. She had no regrets. And if she was to die here, she decided, she would die full of love and hope, and so her thoughts wandered to all those she had met along the way, challenging her, caring for her. She looked up at the stars. Had they always been this bright?
Crystal blue eyes opened up to the sun's harsh, direct rays, blinking repeatedly as Shepard realized she'd dozed off when she only meant to take a quick break from training. She was looking to join a group for once, and she had to be prepared for anything - especially if it turned out they didn't like trespassers. She still wasn't sure she was ready. Mostly, the feline kept to the fringes of the least organized territories, following her own laws and relying on her own skills to survive. But lately, it didn't seem like enough, like the extent of her accomplishments should be more than just hunting down the occasional criminal and refining her fighting skills as she recovered from each hunt. She needed purpose. So, she was here, at the territory of those who were hopefully at least not complete belligerents. "Name's Shepard. I'd like to join," the silver tabby would explain to the first passerby to approach her, and any others who followed.