I know Mommy's not here right now, and we don't know why (Antpaw)

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  • Ruepaw




    He was conflicted like anyways when it came to Dreampaw's children, at times he wanted to be a father figure to them and she had seemed to want it as well but.. He wasn't certain his he should.though, what if the father returned to reclaim his children and Ruepaw had stepped in. The smokey vitiligo shook his head with an addled sigh leaving him, he knew well enough Antpaw despised him though was it because he didn't know how to treat her? It ate away at him, he couldn't let them both live like this, especially with the cream puff molly distant. The tom nudged a warrior, "Have you seen Antpaw around?" He'd ask around.



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    I'VE LOVED, I'VE LAUGHED AND CRIED

            — I've had my fill, my share of losing

    ✦ Darkclan | Leader | Smokey turkish van with vitiligo chest | Tag | Played by Baelfire ✦

  • PRdDUFy.gif When she was younger, she remembered cats whispering how she looked like Ruestar. Which, she guessed was true. Her yellow eyes stood out against their green ones. But she carried the same dark ash colored pelts, through she had no white like he seemed to grow. Antpaw never knew the full story between Dreampaw and the new leader, but Dreampaw seemed to long for him in some ways. At least, that is what the apprentice saw in her mothers eyes when they were around. The she-cat didn't like the cat because of that but also because she actually did want a father. She had wanted one for herself and her siblings. Telling herself that she didn't need anyone was full of dung but she looked to Clovershade now as a mother, but those words would never leave her tightened jaw.


    Her name carries through the air, turning her head around to see Ruestar. Maybe things between them would have been different if he was her father. But he wasn't, so there was no point in wishing right? Antpaw released a silent sight, limping on over to the older feline. "Need something, Ruestar?" .

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  • Ruepaw




    //I just looked back at my post, ick mobile posts are gross so sorry


    His search was ended as the molly instead found him, there went any other smokey grey turkish vans in Darkclan- It always made him wonder.. Or maybe Dreampaw had done it with a tom outside of Darkclan. The smokey vitiligo heard the way Antpaw said his name and he withheld a sigh. "I'd like to be able to talk to you. Leaders need to be able to talk with medicine cats. I also want to work out.. This." 'This', as in how she acted towards him. 'This', as in the broken relationship they held.


    He nodded his head for her to follow him, not about to take no for an answer. The tom didn't think he'd be able to handle living on with this awkward strain.



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    I'VE LOVED, I'VE LAUGHED AND CRIED

            — I've had my fill, my share of losing

    ✦ Darkclan | Leader | Smokey turkish van with vitiligo chest | Tag | Played by Baelfire ✦

  • PRdDUFy.gif "We are talking, right here and now." she said but she knew that wasn't what he meant. Antpaw knew she was mean to everyone but she knew she treated Rue worse than any other tom she came across. Father issues maybe. Sometimes she just wanted to scream at him to open his eyes and see her as his daughter. But other times she wanted to rip those eyes out and make him choke. Okay, whoa, maybe that was too much. She swallows the fire in her mouth to stop the words before they leave her. Grinding her teeth, she follows after him even though she really didn't want to. Once the reached whatever spot the older feline was taking them to, she would trace her mind for words. Actually trying to think before she speaks for once. "What is it you want me to say? Sorry? Why should I be?" she is rough around the edges, keeping spikes up against the wall she has built around herself. "I don't know you. And look, to be honest, I don't even care if you are my dad or night." crap. She wishes she could rewind time to stop herself from talking, but she can't.

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  • Ruestar




    His ears flicked back upon the tone Antpaw held towards him but didn't say anything about it as he allowed his ears to return to normal, trying to act as if there wasn't an attitude or the atmosphere wasn't tense. The smokey vitiligo was silent as he guided towards the shore, the place Lilystar had showed him as her special place before she had left.. Once he came to a stop he heard her speak again, his head turned towards her. To apologize? Had he even done that yet.. No, that wasn't why he wanted her here. Though her next words struck the tom and he opened his maw, shifting his gaze. "I know." Brows furrowed for a moment in emphasis to that single statement, there was no way he'd pretend to be ignorant on this. "I know.." Ruestar took a breath before sitting down in the sand, his gaze upon the water lapping against the shore before he looked to the ash molly.


    "I'm sure you just want me to disappear, maybe that would make your life easier if I wasn't around to avoid." His green eyes looked over her before his ears flicked back again, his optics taken back out towards the water. "Is there any way I can set things straight with you? Because unfortunately I'm not going anywhere and I just want to be on better terms with you."



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    I'VE LOVED, I'VE LAUGHED AND CRIED

            — I've had my fill, my share of losing

    ✦ Darkclan | Leader | Smokey turkish van with vitiligo chest | Tag | Played by Baelfire ✦

  • PRdDUFy.gif "Avoid you?! You avoid me!" the medicine cat apprentice lashes out with her words. Her eyes were narrowed and anyone could tell that she was upset. As a kit, she didn't mind being around the now leader. Even now it wasn't that big of a deal to her, till she starts thinking about how she feels avoided. "Look, I get it. I'm not exactly fun to be around because I'm angry."she may be young but she knew why many of her clan mates avoided her. It sucked but she wasn't going to change for them. She was in pain all the time from her leg and she was their medicine cat apprentice. She took care of them, not the other way around. "When Hailpaw and Frogpaw stopped coming by, I knew they avoided me and Passionkit. I knew mom did the same. It's hard to be around the broken, it's easier to run away from the reminder that I should have been watching after Passionkit. I know that! But I never tried to push you out because you were never there!" her mind goes back to his return. Bitterness fills her mouth and she wants to spit at him.


    "I'm not going anywhere and you aren't either. You want better terms? Then be the leader we are in need of. Uphold the code, punish those who break it, be someone everyone can look up to." her tail lashes behind her, wondering if he understood what she was trying to get at.

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  • Ruestar




    Avoid her? He recalled spending time with Frogkit, playing with Hailkit and trying to help with Passionkit- Had he avoided her? His gaze shifted towards the smoke- a pelt color she shared with him, were there any others like that in Darkclan? Then the yellow eyes of Dreampaw stared at him in narrow slits, he released a small breath. "I'm sorry.." Ruestar murmured, brows furrowing in distraught. "I didn't know my place with you, within this clan, I still held an apprentice name because I couldn't move on." Her words resonated within him, "I'll try- I will. I'll admit I'll need help though. 'Apprentice' is just a title, I would know, you're at the level of medicine cat with how you use your head- Admittedly you could use a bit of an attitude check though." He mumbled the last bit under his breath though if she heard it was spoke in a lighthearted manner.



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    I'VE LOVED, I'VE LAUGHED AND CRIED

            — I've had my fill, my share of losing

    ✦ Darkclan | Leader | Smokey turkish van with vitiligo chest | Tag | Played by Baelfire ✦

  • trasck

    " dont you say im better off dead

    cause heavens full and hell wont have me

    wont you save some room in your bed "


    im better cause you save(d) me


    DreamPaw [Catcher] | human au : Ashlynn | DarkClan | 17 moons | female | apprentice

    roleplayed by exodus

  • PRdDUFy.gif She heard the last bit but decided to just roll her eyes. Antpaw knew that Ruestar was going to struggle in the beginning, because all cats did in the beginning. The medicine cat apprentice struggled during the beginnings of her apprenticeship, but she was now doing better. She felt confident in her choices and actions as a healer in Darkclan. Now she would just have to wait till she was able to recieve her medicine cat name.


    Antpaw wondered how long it would take for Ruestar to feel that way, but maybe there was something she could do to help. "I don't know why Starclan picked you but that doesn't matter. You are the leader and it isn't the same as anything you have done before. I sugguest talking with Clovershade and Dusksparks since my guess is they have lived under many leaders. They probably have better avice then I can give." .

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