TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — The feline was still quite furious.
Though it had been a few days since her flower crown had been stolen she still was seething. The simple woven flowers meant more to her then any object she ever had. It was not just some accessory, it was a symbol for her. It was the first gift she had ever received after leaving her abusive family. It was reassurance that she could still do good for the world. It was a symbol of hope. Something that had been slowly dwindling recently.
Ella had decided to wander out of the clan territory for a bit. There were so many things stressing her out lately other then her crown being stolen. Nightmares still haunted her giving her little time to sleep, her feelings about Rosemont were still absolutely confusing, and her self-hatred tore her down day by day. It seemed like whatever divine being existed hated her entirely. It was like they just didn't want her to ever get a break. After a while she was slowly losing her 'happy' and 'positive' persona. The one she had when she first joined her clan.
Stopping near one of the half-frozen streams, she took a seat beside of it letting out a soft sigh of frustration. She was getting tired of the misfortune that seemed to linger around her. It was like this cloud that wouldn't go away, and it kept her from enjoying her life. She wanted to try and change it, but even her best efforts were futile. It seemed as though nothing was going to stop her struggling.
Looking at her reflection in the water, a subtle frown graced her features. Was she the problem, or was it everyone else? She couldn't even answer that question anymore. The female knew well that her mind was darkening. It had been since she had been first tortured by her insane mother. It was like every day she was slowly losing a piece of who she was. Was the lost crown a subtle sign of her slow conversion to the darker part of her?
Many questions went through her mind as she sat at the edge of the water.
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