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  • morningfrost - windclan - bitter blue boy with a soft heart

    aethreia - the sanctuary - eccentric boy with honesty that is uncertain

    patchkit - thunderclan - rebels way too much

    lucien - dark dynasty + the exiles - sad, soft boy

    if you ever need me, feel free to message me, i don't bite! as well, if you wanna plot with one of these characters, hit me up c: clicking on their names above will send one to their personal storage. this storage is just to show who's currently on my lineup, and to give more insight on their aesthetics & personality.

    i'm not careless, i am not your anti

    look again, you're just one of them

    character gallery | song

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  • aesthetics:

    broken glass, lazily mended together clothes, feathers, the sense of indecision masked by the taste of victory, a heavy heart carried by weightless shoulders, a masked man with a half smile, deaf ears and a deaf heart, blinded hate, anger that turns into a cold calm, blinding righteousness, helpfulness that is unmoved, the awkward want to be better, one step ahead yet one step back emotionally, bittersweet tears, a heart that pounds violently for release, restricted movements and tall walls, icy glances that set flame, a slow yet powerful love, sensitive feelings dulled by the need to protect, unwavering service and loyalty, hesitant kindness, spoken words that can harm but heal, angry music, a shy hesitancy but a blunt core, confusion over fierce emotions, slow on emotional uptake, scars and cigar smoke, leather and torn jeans, combat boots and tattoos, bright eyes v a cold touch, the desire to succeed, gives but never takes, aggression may sometimes be the only tongue spoken, desire for interaction but uncertainty on how, looks intimidating but isn't, may say the wrong thing but doesn't mean to, a dulled knife that can sharpen easily, internalized fear, dull words but expressive eyes, ice, frozen over flowers, light and cold tones, bitter blue.


    appearance:

    being physically small isn't an acknowledgment to morningfrost, not when his cold aura fills everything around him, including his absentminded stares he sometimes dolls out on mindless whims. there isn't a moment where he isn't thinking about something or another, which can provide background material for his sometimes impulsive acts of nature. he doesn't, at intervals, mean to open his maw, and immediately spit some nasty word or phrase. it's difficult to connect with a nearby person when he isn't sure he knows himself- needless to say, he's cold, although he doesn't actually have icicles growing from his pelt. his base color appears to be a light, silvery grey, yet his stripes are ashen blue-grey. his oculars differ from all else, as they're piercing, and bright green. even when he doesn't want them to, they draw attention, as they bring in his features to give him a rugged handsomeish outlook. his eyes usually go downcast, or to the side of a person, when he speaks, as they tend to trail mindlessly over them. he isn't looking to eat anybody up, he's analyzing the person he's currently talking with. it is in his nature to be observant.

    all opinions are ic! || played by happeh

    bloomed in a garden of loneliness a flower that resembles you

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  • personality:

    his words are ice-cold, yet they are polite, and often times bored sounding. his head tilts to the side in a sometimes curious manner, as he listens, and idly gazes at the person, whom he is currently speaking to. everything about him appears to be in some way, shape, or form, calculated, but it most certainly is not. he loses himself to his internal thoughts way too much, too busy stressing over whatever inner turmoil is currently plaguing him to be much use in an actual conversation. when he does bother to open his mouth to talk, he's blunt, and straightforward, with clear cut morals. he does not know the meaning of being dishonest, nor has he quite caught onto the fact that, at times, one must hold their tongue in order to go forward with something. emotions, clearly, confuse him- he did not mean to offend, but he does, way too often. he has learned that a good defense will outsmart an offense, so he has closed himself off to people, and he dares to hold them at arms length. he, however, craves for attention, and social interaction, or any sort of affection, at all. therefore, he lingers awkwardly at groups, or social standings, cranium forever tilted in that half listening position.


    to those that know him, he cannot be regarded as manipulative, charming, or daresay, silver tongued. although he has a cold and hard exterior, he is easy to make flush, or to embarrass. what some may regard as a typical hardass isn't as such when one is close to him. he can be funny, at times, with his oblivious tendencies, and he can even show such things as love and affection. he is slow to win over, and hesitant to show the good sides of himself, but he isn't made of stone. he knows how to smile, and how to laugh, things are just not easy to come from him. he, after all, is a through worrywart, and go-getter. he knows how to play nice with people, but socialization just isn't on the top of his list. it'll just take a certain type of person to make the time to know him, or to turn a blind eye to his blunt mouth.


    kindness is something he knows, and it's something that's just so deeply intertwined with his soul, that it's almost unacceptable. he is kind, and he is helpful, even if he says the wrong things, or even when he gets into trouble with the same person he's helping. he just doesn't know how to say no to someone desperately in need, which can get him into some pretty awkward situations when he isn't careful about it. be warned, however, that it is hard to fool or to deceive him. he isn't gullible or innocent, and upon discovering foul play, he can become unpredictable and mayhaps violent, depending on the mood. he loves to just parade around as calm and logical, but he's a bit of a hot head, depending on the side of the bed he woke up on. he doesn't mean to be so contradicting, but the simple things truly do bother him. he is use to something dependable, so when that gets messed with, it doesn't take much to set him off during those times. in the same sense, he is scared of truly and solely relying on someone, scared to make them apart of his routine for fear of them rejecting him, or worse, becoming endangered because of him. out of everything, he does not play around when it comes to loyalty. if you win a beast over, that is what you get when someone messes with the people he loves, or even tolerates. he'd move heaven and hell, if he could, all on a whim for someone he considers worth it.

    all opinions are ic! || played by happeh

    bloomed in a garden of loneliness a flower that resembles you

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  • personality:

    a whirlwind of emotion, he's full of life. everything he does, direct or indirect, is full of carefully placed passion. no matter what he sets his sights on, he knows he can accomplish it or die trying. but, of course, he rarely does take the initiative when others expect him to. he's more likely to do the exact opposite of what's asked of him, not out of ill intentions, but out of boredom. his flare for the dramatics and pranks is what makes him unique. instead of being good, bad, or neutral, he declares himself too fabulous for either of them. doing things on the whim, however, isn't like him either. how people see him, versus what he actually does, is more thought out then others would think. he's usually planned two or three steps ahead, and simply going through the motions. don't get me wrong- his manipulation, at times, is done with the best intentions. if he has to sacrifice himself for another, he'll do it, no matter who he hurts in the process. the thing that sets him apart is his genuine wish for the happiness of those around him. if he has to smile through his own pain, he'll do it without a single thought in the world. he'd rather give people something to hate, then have them be sad about something he has no control over. he can play both the villain and the hero, even if his heart is breaking.


    oddly innocent in this sense, he truly does harbor a heart of kindness under his layers of eccentric nature. it's just hard to truly understand his actions with the amount of acting he does. generally, however, he's happy. even when he's lonely, sad, or upset, he remains perpetually happy, knowing, that in the end, at least he's alive again. his melancholy thoughts rarely show on his face. he's the type to not wallow in self pity, but to do something about it. which makes him both a go-getter, and a lazy twit, an odd, amoral blend, as motivation is based primarily on himself. reckless abandonment should be his middle name, however, as that's the name of his game. he doesn't care if the odds are stacked against him- he greets every situation the same. with a tilted head, or a slight smile; eyes that are happy, and a voice that is alluring.


    his kindness, although twisted, isn't a burden onto himself. he may not be the first to openly extend a hand to another, but he's the type to help in subtle manners. and he certainly isn't foolish, either, as he doesn't let his inner sweet disposition blind his eyes, or allow him to often be deceived. he's been around people too long to not notice tell tale signs of the corruption that others may bare. which is perhaps why he holds everyone away from himself, despite being so extroverted and friendly that it hurts. and in the same instance, perhaps that's why he's so overprotective of those he cares about, up to the point of being overly emotional when they're harmed in any way. he isn't the same weak little prince whose only answer was to end it all himself. he can be crafty, especially when it comes to the wars of revenge. he's unrelenting, too, depending on how much he's been wronged, a total spitfire. because he knows how destructive he can be in the name of others, he attempts to remain neutral in all debates. he'll listen to both sides, curious over internal clan affairs. but just because he shows slight interest doesn't mean he actually cares. his general trait is simple, yet childish, curiosity. perhaps that's why he gets into so much trouble, depending on what way the wind is blowing.


    aethreia is a good boy. no matter what he's thinking about, or going through, or even doing, most fail to realize this. that truly, he is something pure, with self made standards that are ridiculously high. a trickster that fools even himself, however, is a complex that haunts his entire being.


    all opinions ic | played by happeh

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  • aesthetics:

    bloodied lips, bruised knuckles, the taste of defiance in a kiss instead of love, quiet and dark places, darkness that does not fade, sadness that helps nor hinders, faded hope beneath the surface, books in a library, pill bottles that remain unopened, tissues with blood stains, the light in a storm, bold red, a hand outstretched to help, a smile that never meets the eyes, a gentle touch to heal, soft spoken words that have backbone, the odd tilt of the head, haunted eyes, pride that does not know how to completely surrender, fireflies in the night, kind gestures behind empty smiles, the feeling of incompleteness, wanderlust, want to fit in but not need, nature backgrounds, peaceful but deadly, shadows stretched across the earth by the moon, pale as snow, beauty that isn't recognized, the ability to look beyond what is shown, wants love but is not blinded by it, self contained, chains that are placed on one's self to protect, kind to strangers but not stupid, deceiving in appearance, words that come fast in anger, locks his problems up, canvases, spilled paints, torn pages, steady steps that want to waver, internalized struggles that are not seen, flowers in bloom, scorched love, the familiar taste of betrayal, tears shed over love lost, dreaminess that does not fade, a cursed fate bound to a good soul, no place in heaven or hell, hope that wavers but does not break, breaker of chains, honesty laced with bitterness, sadness in each word uttered, the desire to protect until dead, the scent of lavender, self given promises that are broken with ease.


    appearance:

    small, feminine, dainty. his stature isn't big, his fur is short, and he's usually seen as skinny, almost to the point of malnourished, depending. his fur isn't equipped to handle the cold, but since he doesn't feel temperature, this doesn't matter. he doesn't shiver when he's suppose to, and although he doesn't appear to care much about his appearance, he keeps himself sparkly clean, perhaps due to his own obsessive nature when it comes to cleanliness. his fur, as is, is snow white, and marred only with scars- on his neck, his chest, his legs, and on his paw pads, although these are less commonly seen. the only other splash of color on his body is his black, forked tail, the black triangle over his left eye, and the accessories he sometimes wear. besides his tail, the other mutation that is prominent on his body are his white wings- feathered, soft, and almost always forgotten about. to complete his appearance are his beautiful blue-gold oculars that are framed with long, feminine lashes.


    all fun and games till i hit the floor comatose!

    「lucien 'dreamdoll' v.a.j | all opinions ic | penned by happeh」

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  • personality:

    hesitant. a step forward, almost three steps back. he fights with life fleetingly enough, hopeful to the future, but forever fearing the reality of his situation. half of his head is forever stuck in the clouds, but his overall resolve is based upon the harsh reality of his surroundings. he wants to achieve something that's hopeless in his eyes, as it never lasts. a yearning, for a love that's boundless, and fulfilling. he knows that all creatures, both those of light and dark, starve for the affection of another, but while some may be more persistent with this, he stays aloof. alone, he's more content to deprive himself of something he's almost had himself, several times now. but with each partner he's had, and through his own experiences, he's silently traumatized. he smiles, but the emotion doesn't reach his eyes; he laughs, a noiseless sound that doesn't echo, or bring it's own merriment. stuck in a hole of depression and sadness that's decades long, most would crumble, or permanently fade away. and trust me, he's tried- but there's something he clings to, a hope, or perhaps a plea, that he himself doesn't understand. he harbors a frightening duality, a want to hate himself with everything he's got, but the ability to simply let everything go, and enjoy life. as always, he's stuck in that crossroad.


    just as his eyes draw people in, his voice and mannerisms capture and trap them in place. he, although soft spoken, holds a firmness in his tone that is otherworldly, and at times, wise beyond years. he, with gentle manners and a calm disposition, is a surprisingly big opponent when it comes to word play or intellect, finding pleasure in using his knowledge for good things. it is rare, however, for him to do as such, despite enjoying activities like that with others. he's politely guarded from the outside, his true personality coming out in wisps whenever he has to think about something, and his head is tilted merely because he doesn't understand something. for all the brains in the world, he isn't as versed on the emotions of others or how to connect to people as smoothly as he wishes. he's automatically kind to anybody he stumbles upon, but his sense of paranoia sometimes fights against his want to be friendly and out there.


    as sai, he became accustomed to hiding his feelings under a layer of coldness, and although it has somewhat changed for lucien, it's still the same. he isn't afraid of getting hurt to feel something akin to happiness or love, nor is he against opening it- he just needs a push in the right direction or time. the more time he spends with someone, the more he's allowed to reveal his quirks. for example, how his face would quirk a certain way, depending on what he's thinking- he may worry his lip if he's concerned or uncertain, his nose tends to wrinkle in dismay, and his eyes tend to change when extremely enraged. it's hard to glimpse these sides of him without constantly being around him- the more comfortable he is, other personality traits seem to come out.


    from an outsider's point of view, he's strange. although extremely elegant with words, he has a habit in being blunt, rushing into situations with nothing but honesty. he lacks the ability to outright lie as lucien, manipulative qualities non-existent in either persona. his tactless or oblivious approach, at times, may catch others off guard or anger them. he's usually apologetic when such things occur, but other times, he isn't. one wouldn't expect as much, but he has a short temper when a trigger has been pushed or when something sets him off. he's sensitive on some topics, but his self controlling trait attempts to stop any anger from reaching out. which is why whenever his voice reaches a louder octane than usual, it's more likely out of anger, than happiness. when mad, it's best to leave him to his own devices, and then come back. if one approaches too soon, the situation will worsen ; if one approaches too late, they may find themselves with a lucien given grudge, and that's no fun, considering those things aren't taken away without thought.


    when angry, annoyed, or even slightly upset, he might even become sarcastic. a trait that's flashed in undertones, it's hard to get him to be playful with another, unless they're truly close. if he's slightly mocking, or sarcastic, and not actually angry, perhaps he's just that comfortable with that individual. this, too, being a rare treat, as he usually appears to be quiet, soft spoken, yet firm in resolve. his lilting voice is soothing, his eyes alluring. his attitude can offset another at times- one does not live for as long as he has, without having some contradicting quirks, or traits that'll drive another mad. but wholeheartedly, and wholesomely, his sad-twinged kindness cannot be touched, or compared with. it's simply who he is, under layers of carefully concealed self hatred.


    all fun and games till i hit the floor comatose!

    「lucien 'dreamdoll' v.a.j | all opinions ic | penned by happeh」

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