Her blue eyes stare out of the den to watch the clouds roll over the sky, not from the medicine cat den but the apprentice den. She wasn't stuck from the rain, it wasn't raining today, in fact it was dark out and the cats behind her were asleep. Rainpaw was demoted, no longer a medicine cat apprentice of Skyclan. Just an apprentice to train to be a warrior one day. Her heart felt heavy, the worse part if she had lied to Minnowstar right to their face. Starclan rejected her, it wasn't meant to be and it felt so unfair. Squeezing her eyes shut to keep her cries soft, she didn't want to wake her new den mates. So she waited till everyone had gone to sleep before slipping out into the darkness, to cry alone.
Rainpaw lets out a shaky breath, trying to wrap her head around the new situation she was in. She should have never hanged out with that tom and even now her heart earned for him. Flick. He had stolen her heart and even after agreeing to never see each other again, he still had a tight grip on her very soul. The apprentice wished more than anything to go see him right now, she found her paws carrying herself to the border where she meant him. She could practically imagine him tackling her with joy, sharing their stories, taking in his scent as if it was the best thing in this world. Rainpaw stopped, staring out ahead of her as she battled with herself and wants. There was no way she could go back to him now, she left him not the other way around. Starclan was already upset with her and she didn't want to make it worse. Who else could she go to? Her family was basically all gone, probably dead expect for... her father Wolfgang.
He had left to Bloodclan right? Her paws turn herself to head towards Bloodclan, with her heart racing at the thought of visiting them. They weren't enemies with Skyclan to her knowledge and if it was too see if father they would understand, right? Rainpaw found herself breaking into a run, the sun beginning to peak out and light up the world. She would be quick, she would just see him and talk with him. Starclan owed her this one. The apprentice of Skyclan disappeared that morning, by the time they traced her sent out into the territory it would begin to rain again, covering up her scent. Maybe a final act from Starclan to mess up her life? "" .
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