The wild. For such barbaric-brained predators they have been born under a civilized system, robbed of their very nature and stripped from the wild. It is most cruel, Blue has come to learn, for her and her sisters to ever live without knowing the thrill of a hunt. Out there, in the real world, she can chase prey to her heart’s content and feast on scavenged meat without being stopped, without being told what to do. The freedom, the independence, makes her heart thunder with the rumbles of the earth and the beating of worldly wings. Suddenly, breathing feels new. It is no longer just surviving – it is living for an untamed thrill that she never knew she so desired. It is ferocity that breathes along their very nature and a curiosity that acts through an instinctual intent. Another word for it, perhaps, is impulsivity – a wonderful word that so effortlessly defines Blue’s current youth. It is not foreign to any child her age, regardless of whether they are feral of civilised, to be driven away by a sudden desire to a place known only as elsewhere. Of course, elsewhere is not always a physical place. In some cases, it can be a kingdom warped by only those who dare to imagine, and in others like Blue’s case, it is a world which reality touches and tends for like a great twisted Eden. Her only mistake, as she will come to learn, is not having warned her blood pack of her whereabouts or her intentions.
Blue, uninjured and proud, has tasted the wild for herself. She’s killed prey which have been left helpless and weak, chased rodents which shrill and shriek, stalked predators that are bold and reek. She doesn’t know how unbelievably lucky she has been, happening to find a fault in nature or catch a critter with no means of escape. And yet her brain is on fire, burning with an everlasting pride that she has hunted and killed of her own accord with no awareness whatsoever of the helpless chick that has tumbled out of its nest or the blinded mouse that has lost its footing. She doesn’t know of her dumb luck, allowing her to exist with little skill and not realizing the true extent of a merciless earth. She has convinced herself of her hunting prowess, her godly ability to master the skills of killing. This is not to say, however, that she has learnt nothing during her adventures away. Although she is ignorant, time in the wild has roughened her up just enough that she is almost her own individual, a fearsome beast awaiting her prey. She is stronger now and much cockier than before. It will only take time for her to grow up and become a force to be reckoned with, backed up with the teeth of her terrible pack.
Her claws scrunch into the dirt in a passive but agitated manner. Nostrils, flaring, huffs whilst the ferocious girl whiffs the air her sisters call home. Despite her long and unannounced disappearance, the beta is both daring and foolish enough to intend to waltz back to her throne. Her claws, sharp, tap along the hardened path, arriving like a queen, her majesty. Of course, within Blue’s temple of mind there is simply no possibility that her sisters could even think of replacing her. She is much to beloved, much too needed to be simply discarded. She has never thought once in her life that she was not important and never even doubted the security of her position as beta. It is an unquestionable matter. Little, however, does she know of the rising aggression that had resulted in her travels. Maybe she should have left a note, an inelegant scratch across stone and expect her lower ranking sisters to understand. Well, it is too late now. She will arrive without a problem, she thinks, bearing the metallic scent of blood upon her feet which scrape harshly along the cemented grounds.
Blue stops quietly in her position, straightening her regal form as her gaze flickers back and forth in a snake-like manner. In her own naivety, she broadcasts her position through a low and confident call. Her diaphragm ejects the powerful sound, loud and intertwined with the beta’s selfish pride. She expects her sisters to arrive, bow their heads before her and perhaps even babble their concerns and worries about her disappearance. Yes, then Blue can toss her head and chitter her self-importance, letting them awe over her and snark in laced jealousies. Who will be the first to greet her, she wonders: Charlie, Delta….Echo perhaps? Her lips curl in her own inflated glee, impatiently roaring her return once again with her nose facing the sun. Blue, their most beloved sister and beta, has indeed returned.
[ ooc ] tsk, tsk, tsks at blue who thinks she's a big girl now just bc she ran away into the wild and got lucky finding baby bird nests and already dead animals
also if anyone is confused (bc idk what you guys know), i'm the new roleplayer for blue. i look forward to roleplaying with you all <33