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  • I'm so tired.


    TIRED OF THESE ACHING BONES


    I can't keep going in this WEAK, B RO KE N ME S S CALLED A BODY.


    How much longer? Until he faded away into nothingness, forgetting faces, names, and memories made over the years of being alive. How much longer did he have to make amends with himself and the wrongs he had done? Little– so little. It was a nagging sensation in the back of a warped, exhausted mind. Not enough time. Never enough. All regrets and mistakes lodged in an aching heart wanting nothing more than the sweet release of true death, but not this way. No. To be slowly absorbed–CONSUMED–until there's nothing left–nothing–and it terrified him. Prayers to a God who didn't believe in him gone unanswered, seeking atonement for sins he couldn't control.


    A C R U E L GOD.


    A FAKE GOD.


    AN UNWORTHY GOD.


    Was it so? All of these foreign thoughts to be true? It made the demon feel better when it told him such words. Words he tried to push away, refusing to listen, but it had some good points. ( At least he believed or did he even believe? Who's to say these thoughts and feelings are his own and not its? ) A kind, forgiving God would give him some sort of redemption, right? Of course. Of course. No. No... Not his thoughts. Invasive, persuasive thoughts.


    A heavy exhale pushed out of a slightly parted, black ooze dripping down and splattering across white sand. The unbearable heat suffocating the skeletal serval, ebony fur drinking in the heat. Scars hadn't ceased to stop itching, feeling as if blood was seeping out of the pours, but there was never any evidence. Each step forward was agonizing and sluggish. As if someone dipped his paws in cement before throwing him out after it hardened, not bothering to remove his encased feet. Dull, neon orange eyes shift from side to side, nostrils flaring at the scent of decaying bodies ahead and the hunger– the HUNGER. His stomach knotted up before it released a loud yowl as it screamed at him to hurry up. 2 years and 2 months of painful starvation because he refused to eat his other clan-mates. Too self-conscious about eating the corpse of someone already deceased and no longer having use of the body. The terrible hunger pangs hurt. Physically, mentally, emotionally. But the smell of rotting flesh was just so intoxicating–


    CONSUME THE FLESH. DEVOUR THE BODIES. BONES AND ALL. GORGE, GORGE, GORGEGORGEGORGEGORGEGORGEGORGE–


    ( This is why nobody likes you. )


    Disgusting. No wonder nobody liked him. Gross, twisted, insufferable. The demon doesn't blame them. If he met him as a different individual he wouldn't like him neither. That why his Dad hated him. That's why Nameless disappeared. That's why everything and everyone he touches crumbles to dust and gets blown away. It's all his fault, isn't? The thorn in the side needing to be removed. Yes... It made sense now, but it didn't hurt any less.


    Bony figure came to a stop, hesitating to get any closer, not wanting to mess this up too. That's how it happens. Homes he cherished end up lost in time all thanks to him. Tail waving behind him, Deadboy took a step back, ears twisted back as negative thoughts piled on top of each other in a struggling mind.


    There is no such thing as home anymore.

  • Talia feels - feels first, rather than sees - a presence lingering near the far border, although she can't quite tell what it is, exactly. All she knows is that she's drawn to the festering emotions like flies, leaving the small garden she'd been tending to investigate the entity. It's a buzzing in the background, white noise, a reminder that someone or something is breaching the territory that does not belong - is not a Ruiner... for now. For now but their presence lingers instead of dives, stays instead of runs so she figures it couldn't possibly be an intruder, leaving only two options: a visitor, or a joiner.


    When running across the slippery dunes take too long, the six-foot hellhound decides to spread her wings instead and rocket into the sky, white feathers catching light as she follows the sense of non-Ruiner prickling at her spine. She's taken it to herself to always, always investigate things that she cannot see from camp because, truthfully, she's afraid and only a small bit hopeful. Afraid, afraid to lose anyone, afraid to sever connections - but hopeful, hopeful that the next visitor is someone that she knows (there are times she still daydreams that one of her daughters could come back to life and pay their mother a visit).


    When she sees them, she stops - not family, no, not hers, but their bony structure, the way they hold themselves up tugs at a strand of worry within her, pulling and pulling and it slides like a rock from her gut to the back of her throat. Are they okay? She figures perhaps, perhaps not - she shouldn't judge, should only care, should only understand. Talia concentrates, begins her descent, landing on two fore-paws and two hind-talons only a few inches in front of him. Her wings come together, curl up and fold, until they're settled on either side of her, shimmering gently.


    "You've reached the Sanguine Ruins," she says with a dip of her head, still cautious, still tentative - not out of fear, no, just out of curiosity. There's something in the air she can taste but doesn't recognize, and it's sooner answered when she sees the black splatter of something not too far away. For a second, she freezes, and she feels the Darkness bubbling in her chest, reacting with spools of ink writhing on its own, but she holds it down - it couldn't be Darkness, could it? It couldn't. It doesn't act the same way, doesn't - it's not. Still, she's wary of it. "Talia Pendragon, just a second tier here. Anything I can do to help you?"


    /my god he seems so interesting already tjkladfa

    also cannibal? he and talia can be cannibal friends pls ;^;


  • She’s dancing on a ground made of lava when she spots him. The heat was particularly insufferable that day, setting even her own fiery fur ablaze, but she was determined to make it to the border for her patrol. Calypso’s glad she pushed through the scolding of her pawpads, too, because there’s someone at the border and he looked like a creature that wouldn’t last long in this heat. But what would she know?


    The large auburn feline opens her mouth to muse a ‘Hello,’ as she approaches, but darkness falls over her and she hears a sound from above and she’s thinks, Talia. There’s no other in the clan with the size and flight the Pendragon has, and Calypso has been caught off guard by her many times, still, so she’s learned the signs of the Raptor mother’s approach and filed them away at the back of her mind. She looks up to the sky, eyes familiar, and steps back to let the hound land. Cal knows she’s been here longer; better let the more experienced do the introducing. She watches the boy as Talia speaks, dark gaze warm like burned honey, and speaks a soft hello once the hound has spoken. He’s certainly a peculiar thing, but there’s something that tells her it goes deeper than his malnourished, boney appearance, through his eyes so rich with something Cal can’t quite place. She waits, a ruby red statue, and considers.




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  • somebody?


    Somebody could not say that he understood what it was to feel such self hatred as this demon did, not out of any pride or self love, but because it contrasted so harshly with everything that he had been forced into in his relatively short lifespan. In the gang, he was good enough, with raw talent that the leaders admired, something that could have gotten him power if it wasn’t for his mother’s mistakes and others being hellbent on revenge. In his brainwashed state, self hatred was no option, as he did not feel and did not think unless he was told to do so. In his current form, he didn’t have time to wonder if others liked him, or if he was good enough. He only had time to work and avoid his problems, not wanting to face the few that he had. The only thing he ever thought to hate about himself was his failure at being a father, and he understood that that was beyond his control. Somebody had, quite truthfully, never thought so poorly of himself as the other male did outside of fleeting seconds of regret that he brushed off his shoulder in a matter of seconds after thinking them.


    The Doberman had heard a voice questioning someone, an obvious sign of either a joiner or a visitor. In either case, he might as well see what was going on. Somebody made his way over, spotting three forms; two familiar, one not so much. The serval was a rather bony creature, he noted, but he wasn’t one to judge, and instead he stood back curiously, waiting to see if the thing would even answer.




    (c)trexgirl


  • hypokrisis knew of gods, oh did he know of gods.


    once, they deemed him priest. once, when blasphemy sang through veins and pieces were gathered through parsley lips like a prayer. a title promising divinity stained finger tips and pomegranate seeds stuck within sacred, ivory teeth where prophecy's fell pass honeycomb curve of tongue in a faltered promise to never sing songs of heresy. serving a god stained red and spitting fury.


    until religion was abolished.


    no more believers, no more control of the mortal plane. the creature forged of pearl and rose could still feel utter hatred seething within too pale skin, cold taste metallic fear upon roof of mouth, could still recall grotesque nature of soul's being grapsed within the void, a wretched god's reach. how was he to know that from that point forward they'd be connected? that deity was worshipped of, a thing of vengeance brim-stone stained and splitting bone. one who'd caught perfect martry's soul upon ending war with plunge deep into chest meant for another. one who'd forced soul to intertwine with own, tainted, cursed, resurrected from once lifeless doll on battle field to some wild, raw, graceless, thing breathing, screaming, wailing. a broken record of thought and mind where contentment must be, looking to skies so blue it broke one's soul for answers. aching, searching, breathless searching with desperate finger tips for purpose, unwound from seems, frayed strings came undone, wounds no longer present ache within chest, pale lashes caress cheek bones, tears roll down lovely face . why am i alive, why am i alive? and he can't rest for even if he did, the agony which tinted heart and soul wouldn't allow for sleep to creep into unknown corners to be awoken in the first place; because when eyelids closed, memories projected across the black. death, blood, gold, a god spitting fire and fury pungent red a war with blood splintered teeth.


    but he'd found purpose in his clan, found reason for carrying on and spit black and white and gray into face of gods. and that was the tale of a failed martyr who's endless devotion spilled gold into role of king. its no so different, truly, wisps and dreams and death and cracked porcelain hope. but the end results, the end results, the rotting away of good intentions as choice of either side grew blurred and he became the coin, were no different. the road to hell was paved by more than good intentions.


    creature forged of moonflesh and honeycomb stepped forth. divine intervention and divine punishment alike infectious within movement of fluidity, a shard of moon midst gore and blood, a shred of thunder untrembling upon mother earth. he comes to stand along somebody, but star dipped gaze is intent upon newcomer. a deep contemplation presents itself upon marbled face of tragedy, tenderness touching corners of his eyes. he notes the way skeleton where warmth perhaps once flourished clenched jaw in subtle movement, pulled back at tailia's appearance, a silent madness, sad and dear, holding darkness to his eyes. hypokrisis remains silent,he does not speak, as he does not need to. for there is an unspoken kinship in joint misery.






  • stay back a few inches if you don't want y/c to get infected ;0


    COME TO US.


    Within an instant his whole figure went rigid, sparkling fiery orange optics snapping in a specific direction with ears perked and pointed straight up at the sky. A sickening pull causing his jaws to seal shut as the thick, dark substance slide up his throat, filling his mouth. It feels like a dam ready to overflow at any moment, slushing around in anticipation, eager to escape at a moment's notice.


    ( He's CH OK I N G. )


    YES, COME BACK TO US.


    Sick. A nauseous feeling settling deep in his soul and eyes widened at the sight of a form in the direction his body pivoted to. Coming straight in his direction. There's underlying giddiness as it drew closer, mind a buzzing beehive, reaching out. Reacting. Negative and positive. Excited yet doubtful, almost... Aggravated. Part of it not tainted in a wicked fashion and feet start backing up, large ears pinned again a throbbing head, tail lashing in agitation. Fur fulffed up as the dark servals spine arched at the sight of what he assumed a hellhound their hellhound.


    COME CLOSER.


    A scream bubbled up in a closed mouth, teeth clenching together so the black substance doesn't spew out all over the place.


    GET A W A Y FROM ME.


    Jerking away from Talia as she landed before him–too close, too CLOSE–the demon took five steps back, head lowering itself as nostrils flared. It took a moment to process the words spoken to him, heart beating too fast, too loud, as he forced himself to calm down. The Saguine Ruins. An unfamiliar name and he chided himself for forgetting that clans have changed their names. Not all of them, but to forget every time was pitiful. He's quick to notice the brief second of the winged beast freezing, staring at the infectious splatter and panicked, thick, black blood exploding from his mouth. Covering the ground, sinking–sinking, sinking–down and scattering all over the place.


    "TALIA."


    The name feels wrong yet right on the tongue. Spoken in a deep, raspy voice, hushed as if trying to whisper a secret in the ear. There's vague familiarity to the name itself. Perhaps if he dug deep enough and smelled the ocean, he'd be able to identify her from the Rift at some point. Accompanying a blind female named Mal– Mal– MALKYN.


    "I... I guess I'd like to join."


    Soft and hesitant. Unsure. Deadboy's attention flickered to the next figure to appear and felt the itch under intensify. Pure. Untainted. Her warm gaze caused discomfort and shifted his paws, knowing it'd turn sour as soon as she registered what just happened. All of them would. A diseased creature not for to live in such a place. Then there's another and another. Too many. Shallow breaths and a whirling mind as the demon took another step back, vision blurring. Two dogs– No a dog and another hellhound. He's suffocating despite having enough space– space where he can turn and flee, but he doesn't. The world is mashing and blurring together, colors too bright– too vibrant.


    "D–Deadboy." The serval coughed out, fiery orange hues focusing on his paws to focus. Stop The spinning before tumbled around, getting lost in whatever reality his mind could comprehend.


    ( watch deadboy come fuck everything up ckbklbo

    tHANK AGAIN GONPMLN

    and cannibal buddies?? yee when he's not being edgy )

  • Talia holds her ground, but barely, when things start to take a different turn, and the calm she'd imagined before unravels to reveal a building chaos underneath the gossamer surface. Perhaps she'd been right to stare at the puddle before because now, now she understands that it's something to keep away from. She's careful not to come too close to the ink-black mess, careful not to let her own Darkness writhe in the back of her throat; there's a loud trilling in her ears when his reactions begin to shift, and she's clutching onto her bond with Malkyn, unconsciously calling, beckoning, asking - but also pushing, tugging, twirling, shifting, a mess of reactions too difficult to decipher, as if she wants her mate to come closer and stay away at the same time.


    Her wings shift, twitch, agitated as she listens to - what was his name, ah, he's said it - Deadboy. She glances towards Hypo, towards the other Ruiners gathered, and the triskelion on her chest threatens to come to life, to overpower the soothing calm of the vegvisi, but she latches onto a thread of her unspooling blanket of control, keeps it close, prays that it won't break - she doesn't have as much control as Malkyn, she's only been a hellhound for a few months but she tries, anyway, because the blackness he's spilling doesn't look so good and the Darkness in her throat doesn't feel so good either and suddenly she's flashing back to Tidalclan, to the mall, to Cainsmark, to his Dream Realm reacting so violently to Malkyn's Darkness -


    She knows, she knows his and hers would not mix well, so she takes a step back, two, three, four, until she's confident that what they have writhing in their bodies cannot possibly mix. The Darkness and the Dream Realm clashed, collided, and suddenly Tidalclan had to relocate because they couldn't - they couldn't live in the mall anymore where both entities, realm and parasite, fought for control (and Talia believes, with all her heart, that they're still there - that they're still fighting, to this very day, somewhere in the forgotten territory of the Rift).


    Talia takes a deep breath through her mouth, forcing the Darkness back and swallowing it whole, before speaking in rushed tones, "Whew, that's... uh..." She doesn't know what it is, wouldn't even dare try to consider what it could possibly be but instead she moves on, like she's always made herself do, knowing that if the stranger wanted to talk about it, he would - but she wouldn't force him, no. She had no right. The hellhound schools herself, forces her fur to lay flat with all of the strength that she could muster, and straightens her head because keeping it bowed makes her feel sick to her gut.


    It's hard, but she wrenches her lips free from its tight line, still managing a genuine smile because it's not the serval's fault, it's hers. "Welcome to the Ruins, then," she offers, and though her breathing is labored, she feels herself beginning to calm from the additional distance she'd put between them. Still, however, she refuses to breathe through her nose, not knowing how her body, her - it - would react to such foreign objects, and continues to lightly pant instead like the dog she is. A part of her, deep and desperate, snarls but she yeets kicks it back and holds it down - no escaping, she won't let it get the better of her.


    "Anything we could get you?" She starts her familiar spiel. Routine... routine is good, routine is - it's safe, it does not deviate, and it allows her resolve to come back, slowly. "Some water, some food? Whatever your tastes, we have it here. A tour if you'd like, or some place to rest in without interruptions -" Her eyes flash, but whatever might've lit them up disappears as soon as it came, hiding again behind her silver-pink eyes. "Whatever you need, we likely already have it or can get it for you - and if you think we don't, we'll prove ya wrong."


    /talia is patient, she can wait until deadboy's ready and then she'll be serving up meals : ^)

    "alright but i've been meaning to know what manticores taste like, wanna hunt one down and eat it?"

  • Damn, this guy didn't look too good. Cherry had grown up with a brother that had struggled to keep himself fed and healthy, but the stranger before her took that to a whole new level. Rather than slightly protruding ribs and bony elbows, Deadboy's figure was one she'd describe as more skeleton-like; she was sure, if anyone hit him, the skin would split to show solid bone. His malnourishment seemed to be the least of his worries, however, for as she stepped forth, black stuff - kind of like that stuff that used to always come out of Malkyn? - started pouring from his lips, and Cherrywine's step faltered, brow furrowing ever so slightly, though she was quick to force herself onward, coming up from behind Hypokrisis and peering over her slightly taller friend's shoulder at this "Deadboy". Well, the name sure was fitting. "Well, uh, welcome to the clan, Deadguy," the molly would greet, words of flirtation or even scorn not slipping past ecru lips for the first time at a joining in a while, seemingly feeling too out of place to articulate one of her signature bitchy comments, so she just settled on butchering the guy's name. Though, as Talia spoke, the former Queen seemingly regained her voice, and she added, "Yeah, you sure look like you could use a sandwich." There was a moment of silence after her joke of bad tastes before she added, somewhat curtly, "Cherrywine."

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  • TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ —The son of Always came over on soft paws. Taking shelter under the legs of Somebody. The female in a males body would crouch there and watch the stranger. This was another joiner, right? The child had not a clue. Thus, she was a bit fearful.


    This was not a surprise, really. The child was almost always scared without her mother. That was why she hung close to people with the scent of her mother. Ruiners like herself. Staying small, innocent. Trying to remain hidden and safe, while still learning how to do simple tasks.


    So, of course the safest place to be was near Somebody for her. If mom wasn’t there, or Yuu, or Mike. Somebody was someone that her mother trusted. So, that was where the child would go if given a choice. Everyone was second choice to mom, but eh.


    That was all kids, right? Settling back, she would watch in silence now. Curious of this stranger here.

    "speaking"