✿ we just wanna feel something
daisyfrost’s ear infection was an echo of the past. the memory only resurfaced when she passed by the river on patrols, but recently a stronger memory had taken over the trauma of her waterlogged ears: bittersweet snippets of her time as a riverclan cat. she didn’t have many friends and she was still miserable, but it was a more comfortable kind of miserable. she supposed nostalgia haunted cats with even the worst pasts.
out of sentimentality or spite or maybe both, the cream she-cat found herself tracing the riverbank on skyclan’s side of the water, longingly watching the waves lap at the shore. before she realized what she was doing, she dipped one paw into the shallows, then two, then splashed until the water licked at her underbelly. fuck an ear infection, she wouldn’t let her fear hold her back from doing the things she enjoyed anymore.
some rustling in the distance caught her attention and her icy visionaries zeroed in on a passing skyclan patrol. at first she felt embarrassed; skyclan cats were tree-climbers, not swimmers. but immediately after, she didn’t care anymore. she was tired of being pressured to conform to normalcy, and she was sure others felt the same. perhaps they’d like a break too. “hey guys, any of y’all want to learn how to swim?” she called out, attempting to inject some level of cheerfulness into her often unenthusiastic voice.
Swimming! Psh, she already knew how to do that! Well she had seen others do it but that was the same thing, right? Rainpaw remembered when the Riverclanners had came to stay for a bit and a lot of them shared details on staying afloat in the water. But she had never tested it out for herself and this would be a great chance to try, since if she started drowning they would save her. The young medicine cat apprentice padded over excitingly, ignoring Shimmerpaw's silly words. She would be better than them if they weren't willing to give it a chance,
Rainpaw gave a friendly brush with her tail against Addercloud's back. To let her know that she was there, since their eyesight still wasn't the best. Her eyes then looked back to the warrior who was giving this lesson. The apprentice seemed to be the first to step forward and flew into the swallow part of the water, creating a bit of a splash.