đźtwo strangers in the dark lightsđŒ bxb pafp
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hi! i'm willing to rp if you want :) i like the storyline a lot, but i'm open to helping come up with ideas if you want any!
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sure ! are short forms alright ?
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yes! want me to make my own form layout or do you want to make one?
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either is fine !
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name: jasper j. reeves
age: 17
appearance: x. x. x. x. x. x. ? ? ? ? ? ?
headcanons
- overly sarcatic
- used to do competitive swim and wasnât horrible at it
- has seen every episode of the office at least three times because why not ? ? ?
- vegetarian
- not open about most things
- smokes a lot
- an extreme pessimist
- five foot ten
- actually really needy- has a cat named jessica and a turtle named kneecap
- likes to sleep a lot even though his everyone tells him it isnât healthy to get too much sleep
- he has sixteen succulent plants and they are the only thing he takes care of consistently
- really tired
- kind of self destructive
- scorpio
- hates math with a passion
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let me know if this is ok!! :)
name: Rami Quinn
age: 17
height: 5'11
personality: Rami is an extremely energetic boy. He absolutely loves his friends and would fight for them any time. He has not a single bit of timidness or shyness in him. He can at times be a bit hot-headed, naive, badly tempered, and stubborn.
other things: He loves to draw and also he loves sports. Soccer is his favourite sport. He also loves animals.
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okay. could you start ?
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sure!!
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Rami woke up in his bed, his mood instantly dropping. Another day of school. This...terrible school. He groaned to himself, climbing down the ladder of his loft bed to turn off his blaring alarm. How he dreaded another day of having to go to this school. He just wanted to go to a regular school, one where he could...be himself. Unfortunately, he couldn't even be himself in front of his parents.
The tall boy sighed as he glanced around his room. His walls were decorated with glow in the dark stars and lights strung everywhere. He admired them for a moment longer before digging in his closet and getting dressed. Rami grabbed his backpack, and with a small 'bye' to his parents, he made his way out the door and began walking to his school.
As he saw his school slowly begin to form within his range of vision as he approached it from the distance, he began to form a string of thoughts. One thing about this school, he knew, is that most people hated people like him. He didn't understand, but it was cruel. Whether there was anyone who supported him, he didn't know, because nobody was ever open about support, but hate on the other hand...Rami shivered. He had a boyfriend and he loved him to death. As he approached the school campus, he leaned against the wall close to the front door, not wanting to go in quite yet. He smiled to himself softly, thinking of his boyfriend, when suddenly his goofy grin fell with a sudden thought. Most people probably assumed they were close friends. What he would do if people ever figured out their secret, well...he didn't want to figure out.
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*:ïŸâŠ so twistedly disgusting
ââ you should feel real lucky you missed it *:ïŸâŠ
school sucked. everything about living in a small town sucked. it made jasper angry and it wasnât like he was himself. quite the opposite in fact. he tended to smoke quite often, and he snuck it a lot. he got shit from his parents for that. but he didnât mind. he had a boyfriend, yeah. he was sometimes surprised that he had a boyfriend in fact.
that morning didnât start any differently than any other morning had. he could feel his sore limbs and groaned softly. the brunette grabbed the half empty box of cigarettes off of his bedside table and sat up. he grabbed the lighter next to it and lit one up, not caring if his parents knew what he was doing. and he knew they wouldnât. they werenât at all attentive, they just knew he was ârebelliousâ. he was quite sure that they would never find out about rami or anything like that. mainly because they just didnât care.
after he had gotten ready jasper walked to school. the first thing that he noticed was different was that everyone was staring at him. he blinked and glanced at the others at the school. and then nathan spoke. "hey reeves, i didnât know you and quinn were dating." jasper felt himself freeze up and actually stop walking. no. that was fake. that was just- no. nathan couldnât know. no one could know. they couldnât because then... he wouldnât allow himself to think like that. mainly because if he acted like he believed what they were saying they would know their truth.
"nice one nathan, do you get off to spreading lies to make peopleâs parents hate them?" but nathan only laughed. jasper rolled his eyes and walked into the school. he could feel his heart pounding in his chest. they couldnât know. he texted the other boy a message, hoping that the whole school hadnât found out yet. "nathanâs acting like he knows about is."
and then a new message popped up from nathan. it was a picture of jasper and rami kissing. in the middle of the forest they would always meet up in at night so they wouldnât get caught but somehow... no. no, no. this couldnât be real. he could feel himself start to shake as he walked towards the orchestra classroom. maybe nathan wouldnât share the picture. everything would be fine, right?
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Rami's phone vibrated in his pocket as he got a notification from his boyfriend, Jasper. He smiled to himself softly, his eyes glowing as he opened his text messages. His smile fell as quickly as it had come. "Nathan's acting like he knows about us," read the text message, with nothing else following that. The text went straight to his heart, feeling a jolt of pain caused by the sudden fear that took over his body.
The tall boy forced a laugh out of himself. Nathan had to be joking. They've always made sure they weren't being followed or watched, and their places were all supposed to be super secretive! Rami and Jasper were obviously very close...maybe Nathan was just trying to spread rumours? There was no way he actually knew the truth. At least..he sure hoped he didn't. Fear rose inside of him--one of the only moments he's ever truly felt any fear or anxiety--as he opened back up his text messages to text Jasper back.
"What??? How??? Is he joking??? He's gotta be joking right?? There's no way he knows!! Are you okay??? Jasper?" Every sentence was an individual text message from Rami, and he couldn't find himself to feel bad for spamming his boyfriend's phone while he was probably in class. He couldn't help himself, he was freaking out.
"God," Rami muttered to himself, his eyes stinging with tears that were threatening to spill as he became increasingly worried from the silence of his boyfriend. "This is a prank, it's just a prank..." Rami walked into the school building, stopping as soon as he entered. He couldn't bare to head to class just yet. Instead, he stopped in front of his locker, pretending like he was just going to be late getting his stuff ready for class when in reality he was waiting on a response back.
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*:ïŸâŠ so twistedly disgusting
ââ you should feel real lucky you missed it *:ïŸâŠ
the text sent by rami had definitely gone through. jasper just wasnât answering. he couldnât in a classroom full of people who would go, heâs texting rami, that confirms it!
orchestra was typically a fun class. but you see, it would be more fun today if everyone wasnât just staring at jasper. one of the other people who played cello, a girl named hazel slowly approached the other. she sat beside him, tilting her head ever so slightly. "jasper, youâre not... gay are you?" there was a pause and hazel seemed to be debating what she was supposed to say next. "its fine if you are yâknow. i donât see anything wrong with it. but itâs gotta be gross for you. right? to kiss a boy? like, you know itâs wrong, right? iâm not against it, itâs just... itâs wrong. even if i support it."
that was the stupidest thing the brunette had heard all day, but he was almost certain he would hear worse. he swallowed thickly and just shrugged. "hazel, it doesnât seem like you support it at all when you talk about it like that." the girl seemed taken aback by his words. jasper looked her dead in the eyes. he knew most of the class was either listening in or shutting what they were saying out. it was an irritating thing, but jasper couldnât just tell people to temporarily go deaf.
what he had said had clearly struck a nerve with hazel. "[color=#E9967A]youre going to regret that. i am a supporter, but itâs a sin and you know it.[/b][/color]"
jasper just chuckled. "[b]you just need to calm down."
the rest of the class passed slowly and made jasper feel miserable. he could feel people staring at him. and the worst part was that he was in a class with rami next. jasper considered skipping it altogether. but he forced himself to walk into the classroom and sit down, tuning out the voices around him.
"Speech."
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Rami hid out in the bathroom for the remaining first period, trying to get a response from Jasper. "Please respond," he whispered to himself, staring at his phone. Some tears spilled out of his eyes and he quickly wiped them away. He hated crying, so he made sure nobody was around whenever he even threatened to spill one single tear. He went silent whenever he heard the voices of three boys having a chat as they entered the bathroom.
"Have you heard the news?" came one of the voices, a rather deep and scratchy voice.
"No? What news?" came another one, higher than the other. The third voice stayed silent as the first two spoke.
"Jasper and Rami are dating," the first voice said, following a snicker from the third. "It's disgusting."
"Oh," came the second, holding back a laugh. "Yeah, I've heard. A few people have by now."
Rami held back tears as he listened on, making sure he couldn't be seen from the stall he was hiding out in. This is only a rumour, it's only a rumour, Rami thought to himself. They don't have any actual proof...right?
The boys' conversation died down as the three headed out of the bathroom once the bell for first period ending rang. Rami wiped his eyes again with his sleeve and quietly left the stall, cautiously looking around in case anyone was still here. He was being overly paranoid. As he walked to his next class, he glanced at his phone again. Still no response, he thought with an audible sigh. He was super anxious and worried. He didn't know what was going on, and now he felt bad for spamming his boyfriend. Oh well, at least his next class he had with him. Hopefully he was there. Rami's thoughts were confirmed when he saw his boyfriend sitting in his desk, and Rami once again blinked the tears away from his red eyes and wiped them with his sleeve again in the best nonchalant way he could manage. "Jasper...?"
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*:ïŸâŠ so twistedly disgusting
ââ you should feel real lucky you missed it *:ïŸâŠ
a long time ago jasper had made sure that no one could tell exactly how he was feeling. it was for things like this. in case this had ever happened he could act fine at school and cry at home. he didnât mind that though, although he could feel himself trembling in his seat. which soon steadied out and then he wasnât shaking at all. thatâs when he saw rami. a wave of guilt fell over the male, he hadnât told the other what he had asked over text. that they did have proof. that they were posting it everywhere. it made him miserable.
"hey," was all jasper could bring himself to say to the other boy. he wanted to say more. he wanted to say so much more. but what would he say? im sorry? or perhaps something more along the lines of they got a picture of us kissing and weâre fucked now. he heard someone say something to them and simply raised his middle finger, not even looking in their direction. that prompted an angry response from one of his classmates, but jasper only laughed. he highly doubted he could be hurt in school grounds, yet he still lowered his hand when the teacher walked in. "iâm sorry i didnât text you back."
people kept whispering insults or questions or just flat out talking about the two boys sitting next to each other. thatâs how his third class of the day, another class with rami, had gone as well. he didnât understand why the others couldnât just be mature. he heard someone say something about rami. he didnât deserve that. the dark haired boy flared at nathan, who had just said something about rami. "christ, fuck off nathan. i didnât know making someoneâs life miserable would put you in such a great mood." the brunette winced when he noticed the other stand up and move closer to him. shit, he thought to himself.
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Ramiâs heart felt like it broke when he laid his eyes on Jasper in their second class. That basically confirmed his fears, but maybe there was still hope that in the end, it was all still just rumours. Rami wished he could comfort him, just hug him and help him feel better, but that was definitely not appropriate right now. âItâs okay,â he had said in response to his boyfriend apologizing. He didnât blame him. This was an unsafe environment for them to be open about themselves, and both of them were pretty distressed.
The day went on and Rami was silent for most of the day. He didnât know what to say. Any interaction with Jasper would probably be thrown completely out of context and used against them. He bit his bottom lip, trying to think. He ignored every comment about him individually, and them together, trying not to feed the bullies and give them the reactions they want. That is, until one of them started to move closer to Jasper. Rami quickly stood up and yelled out angrily, âJust leave us alone!â before quickly closing his mouth. His reaction was most definitely not appropriate right now, but with his building bad-temper, he couldnât help himself. He just wanted to protect the safety of him and his boyfriend.
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*:ïŸâŠ so twistedly disgusting
ââ you should feel real lucky you missed it *:ïŸâŠ
jasper was startled when he heard rami speak. he hadnât expected the other to stand up to nathan or anything. a few others came towards the three, which made the brunette even more anxious. he turned around, he knew they could just leave. class had ended. it was break, so he didnât have to stay where they were. he walked towards the cafeteria. typically he would check to make sure sami was with him but he couldnât. he was too anxious to do that. he ended up walking out the back door so he was standing in the schoolâs courtyard.
and of course he had been followed by jeremy. and rami was still with him, thank god. but the other boy grabbed jasperâs shoulder, making him tense. "get your hands off of me." the words were murmured softly and jasper looked directly at the other boy. jeremy just laughed. which seemed fine, but the moment the other pulled jasper closer the brunette punched him. he watched as jeremy staggered back and instantly started to apologize. just because he knew he would get in so much trouble.
"listen jeremy, i- i didnât mean to do that." the other had an angry expression. as long as rami was alright then jasper would be okay.
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Ramiâs eyes were panicked as Jasper left the room. He pushed past the crowd to hurry after him. âJasper, wait!â he tried to call, but the boy was unfazed as he headed to the cafeteria.
Rami frowned anxiously as he realized the two boys were being followed. It took a while for him to remember his name, Rami just couldnât place his head on it. When they got to the courtyard, the boy stood back, watching as Jeremy approached Jasper. Before he knew it, his boyfriend had punched the boy who had followed them.
Rami put a hand over his mouth in shock. This was going to get them in trouble, he knew it. Maybe not, if Jeremy didnât tell anybody, but...how likely was that? The panicked boy quickly rushed forward, standing in front of his boyfriend in case Jeremy tried anything. Heâd rather take any hit possible than see his boyfriend get hurt.
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*:ïŸâŠ so twistedly disgusting
ââ you should feel real lucky you missed it *:ïŸâŠ
jasper felt like this was a bad choice. he bit down on his lip, feeling himself shaking ever so slightly. he wanted to shrink down and never come back to school again. maybe it would be alright if he died or something. anything to get out of here. he could hear jeremy yelling at him but he didnât hear the words he was saying. he looked at rami, an apologetic expression on his face. ten minutes passed, jeremy had left but the boy was certain that the other would get angry with him. and probably tell the principal about what had happened. or the police if he really wanted to be petty.
he glanced at rami when the bell rang. "iâll see you seventh hour." seventh hot was the last class of the day and the only other class the two had together. jasper ignored the tears threatening to fall down his face and just walked to his next class. the class was unbearable, but he was good at faking it. he acted like he was unfazed by all of the shitty things the other people said. he closed his eyes for a moment and found himself about to cry. but he swallowed thickly, trying to take his mind off of everything.
seventh hour was miserable, even though his boyfriend was in the class as well. he could feel himself wanting to talk to the other, but he didnât. instead he sent the other a single text. "do you want to meet up somewhere later tonight? i just need to ale my mind off of this."
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Rami watched as Jeremy left, and the boy dropped his defensive stance, sighing. Hopefully he wouldn't tell anyone about what happened. Rami turned to his boyfriend, looking at him with love in his eyes mixed in with an ounce of sadness. It was just horrible how it seemed like almost everyone was out to get them. At least he still had Jasper...and at least the day would soon be over as well. They had their last class together, then they would be out of here.
As Rami walked back to his classes, the day went on with Rami ignoring any snarky comment or snicker he heard around him. Eventually, it was seventh period and he was completely silent. He could barely even focus on his assignments, he couldn't stop thinking to himself. They'd gone this far without any consequence from what happened with Jeremy...Maybe they were safe? Rami was jolted out of his thoughts by the feeling of his phone vibrating in his side pocket. Taking it out, he smiled at the text from his boyfriend. "Sure! I think both of us just need to be alone together to get away from everyone." Rami paused, thinking of what to type next. "...Meet up at the usual spot in the forest? Or is that unsafe now?"
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*:ïŸâŠ so twistedly disgusting
ââ you should feel real lucky you missed it *:ïŸâŠ
jasper read ramiâs text and felt relieved he felt the same way. he responded with, "itâs probably fine.[i/]"and then as soon as the final bell ring he stood up and left the classroom. the brunette walked to his locker, putting every single textbook he owned in his locker before turning to leave. he didnât really want to go home. he would have to deal with his parents, but he couldnât hide forever. he may as well get it over with. he began to walk home. he was pretty sure he had gotten away with punching jeremy, although he wasnât sure why. he had thought the other would have told some authoritative figure. to get him in trouble.
jasper made it halfway home when he saw jeremy. he wasnât sure why the other was going towards his house, which instantly made the brunette suspicious. and then jeremy came towards him, making the boy take a few steps back. "oh look who it is, the local [i]f*ggot." jasper flinched when he heard the other speak but just shook his head. "fuck off jeremy." he kept walking until he felt the other grab him and punch him.
admittedly, it hurt. he was certain that he was going to have a massive bruise on his chest. but he just laughed. jeremy looked like he was going to do it again, so jasper just rolled his eyes. he quickened his pace and continued to walk, completely ignoring what the other said.
when he got home, his parents were waiting for him. and they were furious.