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    eunjae felt more confident in himself as he actually did it, a smile on his face when him and ewen parted away from one another. ewen’s words were a huge confidence boost. “i’m glad you enjoyed it.” was that weird to say after a kiss? even if it was, neither of them probably wouldn’t know. they were each other’s firsts, they would slowly learn what was normal and what they were good at, for now they had all the time to learn and try whatever they needed and wanted to.


    he let himself fall back onto the bed, still keeping a firm grip on ewen’s hips so he wouldn’t fall or anything. as he laid on ewen’s bed, he looked up and him and decided that the best thing to do after their little moment was to tease him about something he saw earlier. “earlier you said i look like pikachu whenever i get embarrassed.” he glanced behind ewen for a second, taking a purposefully long look at the bookshelf. “is that manga that i’m seeing right now?” he looked back at ewen, raising his eyebrows. “i can’t believe it, my boyfriend is a nerd.”


    he flipped the two of them over so ewen was the one laying on the bed and eunjae was above him, he took both his wrists into one hand and pinned them above his head, using his other hands to tickle his sides. “and remember when you quoted shakespeare before?” he stopped tickling him, letting his wrists go and pressing a gentle kiss to the tip of his nose. “you’re so cute, even if you are a huge nerd.”


    he took another look behind him at the shelf before turning to look at ewen again. he didn’t recognize any of the titles as anything popular enough for him to have heard of before, so he decided to go further with his teasing. “what kind do you have over there, hmm? is it those ones that are made for teenage girls, about two boys? i’ve heard those ones are rather dirty.” he laughed lightly, rolling off of ewen and landing on the bed, quickly pulling the smaller male into his arms and towards his chest. “bet it’s about two boys, one is popular and the other isn’t and the popular one falls for the other one.”


    he slipped his hands under ewen’s shirt, gently rubbing his back. “this is like your dream come true, isn’t it? you’ve fantasized about the things that happen in those stories happening to you.” he stopped moving his hands, settling for resting them gently on his bare waist. “maybe that’s why you were thinking about sex, you wanted to convince me to try some of the dirty things from your managa, right?”

    ewen was ready to just relax in eunjae's lap and probably kiss him for the duration of the time before his mother got home, but as eunjae fell back on the bed and took a look back at ewen's bookshelf, he felt himself blush as he knew what was coming. once eunjae said it, mentioned the manga, ewen was ready to explain himself away. "no, it's-" before he could finish his sentence though, he found himself with his back on the bed, staring up at eunjae. he realized only seconds later that eunjae had his hands pinned above his head, and he felt himself blush even more. he tried to wiggle his way out of eunjae's hold as the other male tickled him, but he couldn't manage to escape before the other male stopped.


    the sight in front of him as he laid down under eunjae was one exactly out of a manga that his friend had shown him. it was like eunjae was recreating a scene out of one of those books, exactly as it went. when eunjae mentioned the boys' love mangas that ewen, although he wouldn't admit, hid behind his less suggestive manga, he felt himself blush even more. in a second, eunjae rolled off of him and ewen found himself pulled close to him again. he pushed himself up so he could look directly at eunjae, though feeling his hands on his bare skin made him almost melt right into his touch.


    "those mangas aren't always dirty! they have really cute couples in them that actually have ideal relationships sometimes!" ewen said, rather loudly. however, as he realized what he had just admitted by saying that, his face got incredibly red and he tried to backtrack. "i-i mean, i don't have any of those kinds! they're all, like, for boys and they all have really cool stories and characters!" ewen wasn't sure if he could embarrass himself any more than he already was.


    truthfully, while he did enjoy the manga that were written for boys and that's what his bookcase was mostly filled with, ewen had a secret stash of manga that was aimed more at girls behind all of the masculine-aimed manga. this wasn't something he was going to admit to eunjae, though. he would just make fun of him even more for it.

    eunjae’s eyes widened as ewen spoke, realizing that he was right. his words were only meant as a joke to tease ewen, but in his sudden burst trying to defend himself, he had admitted that eunjae hit the nail right on its head with his guess. “oh my god.” he muttered, placing his hands on either side of ewen’s face. “i just meant all of that as a joke, but oh my god, you really...” he trailed off and shook his head. if eunjae wasn’t looking at him to see that he was as red as a person could possibly be, he would have felt it. his hands felt like they were on fire from how hot ewen’s cheeks were.


    “it’s okay, i’m sure there’s like tons of other gay boys who read them. i mean, tons of things are enjoyed by people outside of their targeted audience. how could anyone expect a story about gay boys to not be enjoyed by gay boys?” he spoke quickly, trying to make ewen feel better. he really hadn’t meant to make ewen so embarrassed, if he would have known the truth behind his playful assumption, he wouldn’t have said anything. “and like you said they’re not all dirty! I see little girls reading them all the time, they can’t be giving people under the age of sixteen such dirty things to look at, right?”


    he dropped his hands away from ewen’s face, wrapping his arms around him in a hug. “some of them probably are really cute. and the characters probably do have ideal relationships i mean,” he glanced over at the bookshelf, hoping his next idea would help ewen feel less uncomfortable and more as ease with his interests. “you can even show me one that you really like, like one that you’d want us to be like. i mean, i really want to be the best boyfriend you could ever have and what better way for me to learn what you like than you showing me?”


    he pressed a kiss to his forehead, hoping that he felt better. he didn’t ever want to make ewen get embarrassed, especially over something that he actually liked. “and you know what? i’ll tell you about something that i like that i’m too embarrassed to tell anyone about, just to make it up to you. not even my parents know about this, that’s how much i hide it.” he sucked in a deep breath, already half regretting his own words. admitting something that embarrassed him was never fun, but he’d do it for ewen.


    he sat up so he was sitting cross legged on the bed, facing ewen. he was silent for a minute, placing his hands in his lap and playing with his fingers. he really couldn’t believe he was going to tell ewen something he kept hidden from everyone else for so long. “so this never gets told to anyone else, okay? this is just between us. i keep your manga interests a secret and you keep what i’m about to tell you a secret.” he looked up from his lap and at ewen, feeling his cheeks heat up before he even started speaking. “okay, so like, i don’t really know what kind of music you imagine me listening to? maybe rap or something, that’s what all my friends listen to and it’s like stereotypical, yeah? but that’s not true, i actually listen to like, and ewen i swear if anyone else ever finds this out i’ll kill you, girls’ generation and stuff. actually no, not and stuff, just them really. and to make it even more embarrassing for myself, all my friends got drunk once and were talking about how they’d go gay for this one pro football player, and i was thinking to myself who would i go straight for, you know? and it’s sooyoung from girls’ generation, hands down. if she came to me right now, i’d actually have to think really hard to choose between you and her.” he lifted his hands out of his lap, covering his now bright red face.


    “get all your laughter out now.” a few moments later he let his hands fall back into his lap again, nodding towards the bookshelf. “now go pick out the manga with the cutest couple, i wanna see what you’re into.”

    eunjae seemed to have a way with completely embarrassing ewen. if anyone could have been more mad than him, they would have probably needed to be completely enveloped in hell itself. ewen wasn't the type of person to get mad easily. it was just that he absolutely hated embarrassing himself, and especially in front of someone like eunjae. and for eunjae to be the one who gets him embarrassed like that, his feelings were completely conflicted. he was ready to just get up and kick eunjae's head in, but seeing that he hadn't made fun of him for it on purpose made him a little less angry.


    even while he tried to fix it, though, ewen felt fire burn in his eyes as he looked at him. he didn't touch him, didn't hug him back, in fact pushed himself away from him when he had the chance. he didn't say anything, just listening to what eunjae had to say. when eunjae mentioned showing him a manga that he really liked, ewen sort of perked up, but relaxed again once he remembered what most of the manga contained. he went back to sulking in his own way, not looking at eunjae and dragging his finger along the covers of his bed. when eunjae mentioned also confessing something really embarrassing, ewen looked directly at him, prepping himself to hear what he was going to say.


    however, as he heard it, he was quite disappointed. "that's it?!" he practically screeched, hitting eunjae, although lightly, on the knee. "eunjae, it's completely normal for teenage boys to like female celebrities! if anything, with your friends believing you're straight, you should have less of a problem admitting to them!" ewen started his pouting, letting out a loud huff as he suddenly got up and practically marched to his bookshelf. he hesitated for a moment on which one to show eunjae, since a lot of them did have dirty stuff in them, but he soon decided on which one he would show eunjae.


    he pulled out the first volume of the series he'd chosen, marching back to eunjae and slamming the book on his lap. "there! no.6! it's not only focused mainly on the plot rather than the development of the relationship between the two characters, but it also has no dirty stuff! there's one kiss and they don't even act like it's a big deal afterwards! plus both of the guys are really cute! so there!" after practically yelling his lungs out, ewen promptly crossed his arms and sat down on the bed, facing away from eunjae. he paused for a moment before continuing to speak. "and the plot is actually good and isn't just an excuse to get dirty scenes out of the way to feed those thirsty women out there." ewen felt bad for yelling at him, but he was mostly yelling about the manga and how eunjae shouldn't be embarrassed about his likes, so it was excusable.

    eunjae jumped a bit as ewen hit him, not out of pain because it wasn’t a hard hit, but out of surprise. he wanted to quickly spit out a reason about why it was a problem and embarrassing, but he was quickly cut off before he could even start. he winced as ewen slammed a book down onto his lap, seriously where did ewen’s strength come from all of a sudden, and listened as he yelled about what was in the book. he winced every time ewen mentioned that there was just kissing and no dirty scenes and that there was way more to it than a story for women who fetishized them.


    he didn’t even look at ewen, instead just staring at the book in his lap. he felt ewen sit down on the bed, but he didn’t even look at him. he doubted that ewen was looking at him anyways. he let out a shaky sigh, opening the book and silently flipping through the pages. he wanted to comment about how ewen was right, how the characters were cute, and how he never even meant anything that he said in the first place, but he couldn’t really bring himself to say anything.


    he closed the book and managed to make himself look over at ewen, feeling even worse when he saw how he was practically sulking. “i didn’t mean it.” he mumbled, turning back to look at the book in his lap. he played with the edge of the pages, trying to think of what he could say to make things better, less tense. “i just thought i was teasing you about something so i could get you to blush, all so i had an excuse to call you cute. and then things would go back to normal, that’s what i thought.” he got up and walked over to the shelf, finding where the book belonged and slid it back into its home, walking back over to the bed and sitting down. “obviously i wasnt thinking enough because i didn’t take into consideration that you might actually like that stuff and i was actually embarrassing you.”


    he let out another sigh, looking back over at ewen. “and you’re right, my thing that i’m embarrassed about really isn’t anything to be embarrassed about or to be afraid of to admit to anyone. i don’t know why i thought telling you would make you feel better.” he shrugged, slowly scooching a bit closer to ewen. he stopped once he was about an arms length away. “i’m sorry, i really am ewen. you know i’d never actually intentionally hurt or embarrass you like that, right?” he held out his arms, a soft smile coming to his face. “if you give me a hug i can hold you and i’m sure that will make you feel a tiny bit better. and you can ask me any possible embarrassing question that comes to mind and i’ll answer all of them, in fact i really want you to ask me questions like that, okay?” he let his arms drop a little, his smile becoming a tad bit weaker. “unless you want me to go home, i can do that too. and i’ll go home and think about how to be a lot better towards you because you really do deserve a lot better than someone who just embarrasss you all the time.”

    okay, now he felt bad. he was no longer sulking because of eunjae making fun of him, he was sulking because he'd probably gone a little out of control with his yelling and clearly hurt his boyfriend. he wasn't usually the type of person to lose control easily like that, but, clearly, eunjae had really embarrassed him. ewen's emotions seemed to become even more intense around eunjae when, usually, he was actually a very mellow person. upon hearing eunjae's apology, he decided that he would forgive the other male easily, just like last time. he hesitated as eunjae continued speaking, and the part about him leaving in particular caught ewen's attention.


    immediately, the smaller male turned and wrapped his arms around eunjae's neck, burying his face into his shoulder. "i don't want you to leave." he murmured, hugging him tighter as he spoke. he really didn't want him to leave. even if he was mad, he still wanted eunjae to stay, so they could at least talk about it after ewen calmed down a bit. the last thing he wanted was for eunjae to leave during a time of tension, especially if the situation was easily fixable. "i'm sorry that i yelled, i lost control and i shouldn't have." he murmured, tilting his head so that it was laying on its side on eunjae's shoulder.


    he needed to try thinking of a really embarrassing question to ask eunjae. he had one in mind, but it was probably a little too much, even for them. so he tried to think of a less intense version of it. he thought for a moment before coming to a decision, letting go of eunjae and instead placing his hands on his knees. "you have to answer this question honestly." ewen said, feeling himself slightly blush at the question he was about to ask. it wasn't too bad, he would be pretty much saying the same thing that eunjae had said to him multiple times.


    ewen sucked in a heavy breath, trying to calm his red cheeks and beating heart. "you've had dirty thoughts about me, right?" it was kind of a straight-forward question, one that even saying out loud made ewen blush. "when you had me on the bed with my hands above my head, you were really enjoying it, right?" remembering that position that ewen had been put in made him blush a lot more, but he had a point to prove to eunjae. "you did that because you wanted to see me in that position, right?" he tried looking directly at eunjae as he said this, though it was a bit harder than he'd originally thought.

    (( someone call the police i can’t find my shy and innocent boyfriends who were giggling over a first kiss ))


    ewen knew how to get eunjae blushing like nobody else did. he was expecting ewen to ask about weird interest he had or something like that, but he had jumped right to a sex question. one that directly related to him and eunjae felt like his skin was going to melt off from how hot his cheeks were.


    “yeah.” he nodded, trying to keep his voice from shaking. the question had caught him a bit off guard and he didn’t have time to mentally prepare for it. “when you said that you’re a dancer, the first thing that came to mind was how easily dancers move and how they’re flexible. it’s hot, you’re hot if i’m being completely honest.” he cleared his throat, trying to buy time for himself. maybe the longer he waited to answer the quicker he would feel less embarrassed about the situation. but then again, he didn’t want it to seem like he was trying to come up with a believable lie, he wanted to tell ewen the truth. so he began speaking again, “and when you were wearing my jersey, i mean you in my regular clothes like the hoodie i gave you this morning is truly a sight, but there’s something about you wearing something with my name on it that really does something. it’s like proof that you’re all mine.” he shrugged and leaned back, holding himself up with his hands.


    “but when i had you in that position earlier it really wasn’t for anything except to keep you from pushing me away when i was tickling you. but i mean, now that you brought up about it being sexual, yeah, now i’m thinking about it.” he pushed ewen’s hands off of his knees, leaning all the way back and pulling ewen on top of him. “would you be honest with me and tell me if you ever had dirty thoughts about me? you must have at some point right? how often?” he placed his hands on ewen’s thighs, staring up at him with a huge smile on his face. “if i’m being completely honest like you want me to be, sometimes you’re hotter than you are cute. and you look really hot like this.”

    ( my sweet innocent boys are growing up so fast ;;^;;

    also, they're the epitome of confident gay vs panicked gay )


    it seemed that the question had the effect that ewen intended for it to have, but no to the extent that he had meant for. he had expected for eunjae to react the same exact way that ewen would have reacted to the question, incessantly denying it and getting highly embarrassed over it, but he hadn't expected eunjae to actually answer it honestly. his reply had gotten ewen's cheeks completely red, though they seemed to be on the same page with that.


    eunjae's reply had gotten ewen completely shocked and completely speechless. he could barely react as he was pulled on top of him, trying to balance himself with his hands. the thing that was probably most embarrassing for ewen was the fact that he saw the position they were in earlier as sexual, but eunjae hadn't. if that didn't embarrass him to its full extent, then he didn't know what would. when he was asked if he had any dirty thoughts about eunjae, he felt himself blush even more, if that was even possible. he knew that since eunjae had been completely honest with him, it was only fair that he was completely honest with him as well.


    he hesitated, unable to look eunjae directly in the eye after that. he wasn't even sure if he'd be able to show his face around eunjae or anyone anymore after admitting what he was about to admit. "um, yeah, i have..." he murmured. to be quite honest, he thought about those things with eunjae more often than he wanted to admit. "when you had me in that position earlier...and also when we were in the closet...and once when we were in the car..." he felt himself gulp, looking at eunjae for only a moment before he fell onto the bed beside him, pulling the hood of his hoodie over his head and attempting to cover his face. he didn't know what to say anymore, he was just too embarrassed.

    (( honestly they are, they’re just never the same one at the same time thank god

    well, until prom night anyways ))


    eunjae let out a laugh as ewen fell off of him. even if the situation turned on him, he still managed to come out on top. “it’s too bad your mom is going to be here soon then. i’d honestly love to put you in that position and give you exactly what you wished for but, oh well. maybe another time.” he turned so he was facing ewen, pulling him close.


    he kept one arm wrapped around him and used the other to slowly peel the hoodie away from his face. “cute.” he mumbled, quickly pressing a kiss to the tip of his nose. “you’re such a cutie.” he pulled him towards his chest, resting his chin on the top of his head. “hey, are you free this weekend by any chance?”


    he knew it was a complete conversation change, but he didn’t want to embarrass ewen any more, he knew what would happen, and even if ewen wouldn’t have yelled earlier, he still felt bad for making him that embarrassed. “if you’re not could i take you out for the whole weekend? your moms not going to think it’s weird or anything right? i kinda wanna take you to the beach, my parents have a house there that we can stay in for the weekend. we’ll be alone for two whole days.” he moved his head back so he could look at ewen. “it’s supposed to be really nice and sunny, and i’ve always dreamed of spending a day at the beach with my boyfriend since i found out i was gay. and now i have you, my boyfriend, so why not?”

    ewen settled for covering his face with his hands once eunjae had pried the hood off his head. he hid his face in eunjae's chest as he wrapped his arms around the other male. he was rather glad when eunjae moved the conversation onward, he didn't want to embarrass himself even more than he already had. he peeked his eyes up at eunjae as he mentioned going on a weekend vacation together. "yeah, i'm free." he said, rather quietly. the idea of spending a weekend alone with eunjae and no one else was really appealing. they would be able to spend more than just a few hours together.


    it was at that moment that ewen heard the front door open, and he immediately slipped out of eunjae's grip and stood up. he heard his mom call out his name, and ewen quickly called back to her to let her know he was home. "she's here." he said to eunjae, quickly looking around to make sure everything was fine. he quickly realized that he was wearing something that his mom would obviously know wasn't his. she knew his entire wardrobe inside and out, and she would definitely notice he wasn't wearing something that he would usually wear. he needed to change quickly.


    he practically ran over to his closet, pulling anything that was really his and not eunjae's. he grabbed a shirt, about to change when he remembered eunjae was in the room. "don't look." ewen said to eunjae, pulling off the hoodie and putting on the shirt he'd grabbed when he was sure the other looked away. once he was changed, he went over and grabbed eunjae's hand, dragging him out of the room and down the stairs. he let go of eunjae's hand as soon as they were in view of his mom, who was looking at mail.


    "mom, this is eunjae. he's a friend from school." he said, trying to seem as normal as possible. his mom looked up from the mail, immediately smiling as soon as she saw eunjae. "oh, hello! i thought it was going to be youngmin or sunhee. didn't expect this tall boy." ewen just nodded at his mom's comment. it was true that he was tall, but she didn't really need to point it out. "eunjae, you said? nice to meet you." it was clear his mom wanted to ask a lot of questions, but ewen didn't want to stay around his mom too long. "okay, was nice, bye mom." at the speed of light, ewen started pushing eunjae back up to his room. once he closed the door and they were in privacy once more, ewen let out a long sigh. "anyway, maybe we should do something."

    eunjae was a bit confused when ewen frantically ran over to his closet, but quickly understood once he realized that his mom would probably be the first person to know that ewen was wearing someone else’s clothes. and someone finding out about them all because of a hoodie seemed rather dumb, so he was glad ewen reacted as fast as he did. when ewen told him not to look, he nodded, not only looking in the other direction but also covering his eyes for extra protection.


    once he felt ewen grab his hand, he knew he was dressed and before he could realize they were heading downstairs, he was stood in front of a woman he never saw before, his hand most definitely not holding ewen’s. if he had any less self control, he would’ve pouted about it right there on the spot. “hi.” he smiled, replying to ewen’s mom. it was interesting, meeting one of the parents of his boyfriend, even if no one knew they were boyfriends yet. before he could have any more of a conversation with his mom, ewen was pushing him right back up the stairs.


    when ewen closed the door behind him, he collapsed on the bed and looked up at the ceiling. “i’m tall boy.” he laughed, sitting up a second later. “i’m not that tall, right?” he knew he was taller than average and that ewen probablt only called him tall because he was so short, but was he tall enough for it to be his defining trait? he was usually used to being called hot, although now that he really thought about it that would be weird if ewen’s mom called him hot.


    he sat back up, looking at ewen. “it’s your house, we can do whatever you want.” he shrugged, looking at ewen’s bedroom door. “we could always go talk to your mom, she seemed happy to see you.” he looked back at ewen. “or you could put my hoodie back on for the time being and not make me look away this time?” he playfully winked at him before looking around again. “i don’t know, like i said, your house, your call on what to do.” if they were in his room he would’ve forced ewen to play video games with him, or let him meet his cat: cloud, or even showed ewen that his girls’ generation obsession was embarrassing, just from the size of his collection of their stuff. but it wasn’t his house, it was ewen’s.

    "you're tall boy because you're that tall." ewen said, walking over to the bed and taking a seat beside eunjae. "my mom is shorter than me, and if i think you're tall, she's definitely going to think you're tall." that was the truth of the matter; ewen's mom was shorter than even him, and even his dad was only taller than him by a couple inches. even by regular people's standards, eunjae was tall. ewen didn't know if he liked it or not, because, while it did make for him to be protected, it also made him feel like a girl, which he, quite frankly, had enough of.


    ewen had a pretty good idea of what he wanted to do, though most of that involved them going outside and not staying in the house, so he guessed that that was already crossed off the list. his second option was just to talk, though they'd done that plenty already. his third option was to watch a movie, which, suddenly, sounded pretty good to ewen. "let's watch a movie." he said excitedly, jumping up from his bed and going over to get his laptop, bringing it back over to the bed.


    "we could watch psychological horror movies, those are my favorite. like the babadook or it follows." the idea of watching a horror movie with eunjae was pretty great, especially because ewen was easily scared and would probably jump at every sign of danger in the film. he was sure eunjae would love that. "or we could watch one of those cute new films about gay boys. i heard there was a new one out that's super cute." the idea of swooning over a relationship in a movie was also pretty great. he could try and convince eunjae to do some of the things that the love interests in the films did. "what do you want to watch?"

    eunjae watched as ewen got his laptop, making himself more comfortable as ewen came back to the bed. “let’s watch it follows.” while he was usually a huge fan of cute movies with gay boys for him to temporarily fall in love with, the idea of ewen possibly being scared sounded much more tempting. if ewen got scared, then of course he would have to protect him, and the idea of a guy protecting his boyfriend because he was scared was probably in one of the cute gay movies, so it was like getting a two in one.


    “you want me to hold you or do you not get scared from these kinds of things?” eunjae didn’t really know how easy of a scare ewen was, there was a large chance that he only offered to watch something scary because he didn’t actually get scared, but still. offering to hold him was always nice, besides even if neither of them got scared, they would probably end up cuddling anyways. it was comfortable and they were dating, no other excuse was needed for constantly cuddling.


    “i’m surprised you don’t want to watch scream, I would love to hear all the things you have to say about skeet ulrich.” he nudged ewen gently, a fond smile on his face as he watched him. “you’d be able to hear what i have to say about him too. we should watch scream next time, promise that we will?”

    as eunjae confirmed his selection, ewen nodded and got the movie ready. it follows was a pretty good movie, it had a meaningful message behind it. the only thing that made ewen really nervous while watching this movie is that there were some dirtier scenes, but given how easily eunjae had talked about it, ewen guessed that he would be the only one who would be particularly nervous about it.


    he chuckled as eunjae mentioned scream, which, while it was a great movie and ewen loved skeet ulrich, he watched that movie religiously, and tonight was not part of his regular viewing. "it's not part of tonight's routine to watch scream. that's for tomorrow night." he said, trying to hold back a huge grin as he got the movie started.


    the movie started out just like a horror film would, easy at first, but still with its own horror aspects. ewen watched quietly, he'd watched this movie before. he didn't know whether eunjae was the type of person to talk during a movie or not, but he decided to not take any chances and just stay quiet. he was mostly playing with his hands up until one of the scenes came on that were more suggestive. he tried his best not to look at eunjae for his reaction, though he would occasionally glance at the other male, rather nervously.

    as the movie started, eunjae wrapped an arm around ewen, wanting to hold him close. whether or not he got scared from the movie wasn’t on his mind, he really just wanted ewen to be close to him. it felt nice. holding his boyfriend felt really nice.


    the movie was just as he expected at first, it wasn’t much different from any other horror movie. it started out not scary at all but giving a little idea of what was to come later on in the movie. it didn’t take too long for a scene to come on that surprised him, a more suggestive scene. his eyes were blown wide for the first few seconds, not for any other reason than he just wasn’t expecting it. soon he settled back down again, occasionally glancing at ewen, and after one glance, their eyes met.


    he let out a soft laugh, not wanting to be louder than the movie. he was interested in it and didn’t want to miss hearing anything important. “you were right about this being a horror movie.” he mumbled, eyes turning back to the screen. “watching straight people do their thing is honestly the scariest thing i have ever witnessed.” he gave ewen a gentle squeeze before shutting up again, going back to focusing on the movie.


    it wasn’t until the movie actually started showing some things that could potentially scare someone that he looked back at ewen, noticing that he looked a little scared. he didn’t want to ask, what if he embarrassed him or what if ewen thought it was annoying when he talked during movies? he silently pulled ewen closer to his chest and wrapped both his arms around him. “it’s not that scary.”

    he whispered and pressed a kiss to the top of his head. “i mean it couldn’t happen to us, right? they’re all straight and we’re gay, nothings going to come after us.”

    ( this vine is the epitome of ewen and eunjae tbh

    also every time i watch this vine i always think of eunjae and ewen - )


    it seemed that eunjae wasn't as nervous about the scene as ewen was. this was probably because of the conversations they'd had in the span of the last hour, plus the fact that he probably watched movies like this with his friends all the time. ewen, personally, couldn't watch, or at least get into, straight romances. so maybe that was why it made him so nervous to watch a sex scene between two straight characters.


    however, he was put back at ease when eunjae made a little joke, to which ewen couldn't help but giggle at. he didn't want to laugh too loud, in case eunjae was bothered by it. once the other male took him into his arms, he felt himself relax a little. however, as the scarier scenes came through, ewen found himself hugging his knees and nervously chewing on his fingers, eyes glued to the screen as he was watching what happened.


    he was pretty easily scared when it came to psychological horror, it was his favorite, but it messed with his fears a lot. he wasn't sure why he loved watching these kinds of movies so much, though, even if it scared him a lot. he felt eunjae pull him closer, was it that obvious that he was a little freaked out? he heard what the other male whispered to him, and simply nodded, understanding what he was saying.


    it was probably the fact that ewen could put himself in the place of the characters in the movie and feel the fright that the movie was intending that he was so scared by it. in a moment, there was a little jumpscare, just a little one, but ewen jumped and grabbed eunjae's shirt with one hand, biting his nails with the other. he didn't let go of eunjae's shirt, in fact, he was probably holding on a little too tightly.


    another small jumpscare came a few moments later and ewen jumped again, silently muttering to himself about how easily scared he was. he then turned his head to eunjae, realizing then how tightly he had been holding on to his shirt. "sorry." he murmured, letting go and putting his arms instead back around his knees.

    (( this vine is eunjae, this vine is ewen, this vine is eunjae coming out to his friends, and this vine is them coming out to their parents lmao ))


    eunjae honestly didn’t think ewen would get as scared as he was, he thought that he would only get scared enough to look nervous, not jumping and grabbing onto him. he didn’t mind at all, it was just that it surprised him is all.


    when ewen apologized he quickly shook his head, grabbing ewen’s hand and putting it on his shirt, putting his hand over top of his and making him hold onto his shirt again. “do it if it makes you feel better, don’t apologize.” he pulled the smaller boy onto his lap, carefully wrapping his arms around ewen. after pressing a gentle kiss to the back of his shoulder, he rested his chin on his shoulder so he could still see the screen and watch the movie.


    “if you’re too scared we can turn it off, i don’t mind.” he mumbled, figuring that at this point ewen probably preferred for him to make noise rather than stay silent, he hoped that his voice and how tightly he held onto ewen made him feel better. “don’t worry, i’m not going to let anything happen to you.” eunjae figured that he could be so scared because he imagined it being real, and saying that it’s just a movie was never a good response in situations like this. “especially something that likes to stalk horny straight people.” he laughed softly as he placed another kiss to the back of his shoulder. “i got you, you’ll be okay. i promise.”

    ( ewen, eunjae, both of them, this one is definitely eunjae )


    ewen felt better when eunjae let him take hold of his shirt again. ewen's eyes at this point were glued onto the screen, he almost didn't notice eunjae pull him onto his lap. he didn't think that a movie that he had watched before would get him scared again, especially since he knew when the scary parts would happen.


    still, eunjae holding him made him feel better, and it made him feel like he was at least safe with his boyfriend here. he listened to what the other male had to say, feeling comfort upon being told that he was protected. he silently shook his head when eunjae suggested turning it off. ewen was scared, but he wasn't that scared.


    he knew if they watched the babadook, it would have been way worse. that movie was way scarier. he let the movie play on for a little bit, up until he knew it was nearing the end. "you know, it actually holds a really meaningful message behind it about stds or something like that. that's what i read online, anyway." he murmured, pausing in biting his fingernails to point at the screen. it wasn't too long before the movie ended, and ewen could relax into his boyfriend's arms. he let himself slip slightly further into eunjae's lap, reaching over with his foot and closing his laptop. "fun movie. i'm sure you loved it."

    (( the last eunjae one is too real i’m crying ))


    eunjae listened to what ewen had to say, nodding. he could see how the whole meaning actually seemed true, it made sense. “you know if they want to put a psa about safe sex out there, in mean girls they just tell the kids that if you have sex, you’ll get pregnant and die.” he shrugged his shoulders, a smile forming as he thought about his favorite movie. he really couldn’t wait to watch it with ewen.


    he watched as ewen closed the laptop, loosening his grip on him so they could be more comfortable, and ewen wasn’t scared anymore so it was okay. “it was good.” he nodded, turning so he was looking at ewen. “it would’ve been better if you weren’t scared, i don’t like seeing you scared.” at first he had thought it would be a cute scene, him holding a terrified ewen, but it wasn’t. he hated it. “i felt bad, first i embarrassed you earlier and then i made you watch something that scared you. we’re totally watching mean girls next time we watch something, and we’ll watch scream whenever your routine of when you can watch it says it’s okay.”


    he let go of ewen just for a moment, stretching his arms above his head. holding him so tightly for nearly the whole movie had really cramped his arms up. “am i allowed to stay for dinner?” he had suddenly remembered that he wanted to, just so he could stay with him longer. “and am i actually allowed to talk to your mom or is she like... weird? i’ll let you meet my parents next time you come over, yesterday was just a bad time, it was kind of late.” he hoped pointing out the fact that he came over at a not so usual time didn’t hurt him, it wasn’t like he minded when he came over, he was just saying that it probably wasn’t the time of night to meet your boyfriends parents.

    ( i saw that vine and i was immediately like, "yep, that's eunjae" )


    ewen let out a small chuckle at eunjae's comment about the movie mean girls. it seemed like a fun movie, ewen had never watched it, but given that it was eunjae's favorite movie, he guessed his boyfriend would make him watch it eventually.


    as eunjae went on to say that he didn't like it when ewen got embarrassed or scared, ewen started playing with the fabric of his shirt. "i actually like it when you make me embarrassed and stuff." he mumbled, relaxing in eunjae's lap. "i think you do a lot of hot things when you're trying to tease me." he nodded as eunjae said they would watch mean girls next time. ewen was way more willing to do that than watch another psychological horror film, though he was still willing to do that, too.


    when eunjae asked if he could stay for dinner, ewen simply nodded. "yeah, you can stay. my mom would like to have another face at the dinner table." well, one that she wouldn't argue constantly with. ewen sort of looked up when eunjae asked if he could talk with his mother. "she's not weird or anything, she's just...my mom, you know? like she's gonna ask a ton of questions because you're new and she knows nothing about you, so she's gonna be really curious about you." he gently nodded at eunjae's comment about his parents, giving him a reassuring pat on the knee. he understood. well, as well as he could.