THE SANCTUARY CHATTING & PLOTTING HUB ❁

oh oof double post but y'all my muse is dead I'M STRUGGLING??

school is a muse deathground I stg

TBFH IT REALLY IS?? I'M SO DRAINED AND TIRED I HATE IT

I'm like struggling to do anything even tho I don't start class until next week?? but I just moved in ny dorm so thats??? probably why

yeah the moving in is probs one of the reasons why?? hh we havent even really done anything in my classes yet? just lil things but i just feel so,, bad oof

tbqh I've already adopted a "I don't give two fucks" attitude about school and I've barely been in for like. a week lmao

blue i envy you

Through early morning fog I see

Vision's of the things to be

The pains that are with held for me

I realize and I can see

That suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play

Gonna lose it anyway

The losing card I'll someday lay

So this is all I have to say

That suicide is painless

It brings on many changes

And I can take or leave it if I please

Honestly, this was me earlier.

tbh I have no shits to give anymore, that's the only attitude my anxiety can deal with so, shrug lmao

👌👌 nice poetry m dude but r u feeling okay?? :'0 u have me on discord if u ever need someone in ur shoes to talk with man!

Its the MASH theme song

im ok. Things are happening

I'm dead because my parents are gonna shove online classes at me as I start working full time.

Let's see how bad my anxiety gets then :.:

It's hard enough to find time as it is...this is gonna fuck up my schedule.

The only good thing that made me smile was art I paid someone to draw.

I'm in all AP classes I feel you

I haven't seen an episode of mash since lile,,,, the 5th grade im so sorry lmao

don't try 2 make pop culture references with me I'm a dumbass

dark!!! it'll be ok bc I Feel U & love u and have faith that u can power through

Y'ALL please get better and take care?? i care v v much about you guys and you can talk to me anytime you want!!

idek what mash is oof

My dad watched mash I think...could be wrong. It's like a old t.v show right?

I get a break before everything changes but still...I gotta power through it so I don't kill anyone then regret it.

Also got Detroit and did the best and pure route the other day....I was so delighted after that. Until my parents told me what was going on.

Its a good show.

Also, cream, you live in the us?

maybe you should try to balance your job and talk your parents into not doing online classes yet, dark??

& yeah im in the usa :0

dj;flkjsd school is the bane of my existence I swear. I can't even get a post or thread in because once I get home and hit the bed I'm out like a light.

oh god eido that is

such a fat mood