Jabori had never thought this the kind of life for him. He thought he'd be fine! Just him and the wind at his back! But those were little cub dreams, little things in a big world. They were things that he now shook his head at and pretended he wasn't embarrassed for.
Was trust to be put in this clan of blizzards?
To be put into new hands to be passed around?
Or was it to be held tight to his chest until he knew they wouldn't tug him by the tail and dangle him over the edge. Jabori was scared of heights, so that did not seem very fun.
Though maybe the pain should have been the first thought.
Hmm...
His paws seemed to move on their own, the feel of the stone beneath nothing but a far off thought. He was young, and dumb, but also a socially anxious kid who worried people would laugh at him if he made one mistake.
A relatable thing.
Ugh, what an embarrassment.
Each word was tossed around, a beg? No. Pleading? No. Acting cool? No.
Anxiously his feet moved quickly, near stumbling and tumbling at a few points. Oh, no, no, no. That was not a good thing, if his thumping heart had a say.
Oh no. The top was just there!
What if they said no?
What if they turned him down!?
He didn't even think of a backup if they said no!
Oh no, oh no, oh no.
He wasn't ready, he wasn't ready! He was a dumb adolescent what was he doing-!?
"Hello, errr. I'm, Jabori..? I wanna...you know...join..."
he lifted his head looking around.
Oh.
"Er... hel...lo..?"
//dabs wassup im glad to be here sorry this sux