Joining would be different this time, primarily due to the fact that he wasn't a bloody pulp. No, he was actually quite healthy at the moment, despite the scratches and marks that subtly showcased the abuse his tiny little body had experienced for the last few months. His wide, friendly smile was a mere mask to disguise the pain that he was forced to endure throughout his life, and his scars were more than physical. Terrible nightmares of that blackened laboratory and the different surgical tools plunging past his tan pelt and into his skin plagued the Pembroke Welsh Corgi's once-innocent mind, awaking him with a start, often by a petrified scream erupting past his lips.
StormClan was no more, the small Brit came to realize. And that was a harsh fact that he would have to deal with. His friends were likely gone, disappearing into some dark void and never to be seen again. And if they were still alive, they most likely wouldn't recognize him. Who would even care about him, a snarky yet skittish prick that let his ass get handed to him by a cat smaller than him and had to come running home crying and begging for help? Even if he was a trained medic, he knew for a fact that he wasn't going to be an asset to anyone. He was just a liability. If Project himself went after Tox...oh God, please tell me he's safe! He didn't want his friend, a brotherly figure, to be lost all because he stuck his nose in the wrong place. For the longest time he thought he was truly alone. And then he followed the scent of a motherly figure—his former leader, Blazestar.
This was also just as foolish as any other mistake he had made, but Bentley needed to find out whether or not it really was her that left the trail. He knew that he had passed some border (or at least nearing one) but his stubby ivory paws drove him forward, only trusting his instinct and not the scent of a border—which sort of smelled strongly like piss, if you really think about it. It was piss, anyway, but that wasn't the point. The point was that he was deathly close to discovering an old friend, but apprehension quickly struck him, and the corgi paused abruptly.
What if he was following the wrong trail? It's been a long, long time, and he couldn't afford to take any risks. He figured he could shift into his liger form and he'd be fearsome enough to ward off others to an extent, but his energy was far too drained to shift into such a larger body. Now Benny could only rely on the others' hospitality and whatever diplomacy skills he had to get out of an inevitable mess. "Hello?"