AND NOW I’M RUNNING AWAY — lanza godspeed — the rift / wind haven — tags
// currently a wip
it was well known that lanza had been away for awhile. although she had recently returned, she didn’t feel like she fit in anymore. she felt lost, and empty. she was struggling with so much as of late, that she didn’t feel like this “lanza” character anymore. much less, she didn’t feel like a happy go lucky female who wasn’t one to jump to anger quickly. now she isolated herself, and snapped and lashed out at clanmates, sometimes without any reason.
whatever had happened to make her act this was wasn’t something she talked about. she’d brush it off with an “i’m fine” or a common “don’t worry about it.” however, in reality, she really wasn’t fine. she wasn’t exactly sick per say, but in a different way she was. an additional thing she that she had going on was the fact that while she was away, she had been posioned.
while she did feel slightly ill for a couple of days, she didn’t seem to have any other issues. she didn’t think much of the issue, as she had passed through the area, and didn’t show any signs of illness, until she had woken the next day, miles away from the river she had drank from. however, soon after, she had began to have a change in personality.
among other things, in the passing weeks, she had begun to under go a series of mutations. first of which, would be her wings. ironic really, that she recieved her wings by pure accident rather than earning them. however, over the following weeks, she would find more, as well as developing powers.
now that she was in the rift once more, she would come to the realization that she should discuss these feelings with the clan. “rifters? i have an announcement to make, if you don’t mind.” she would wait until a reasonable crowd gathered before continuing on in her speech. “as you all know, i took some time away from the rift. i went on to form a dual alliance with the wind haven. i left from there for some time to myself after many of the clanmates wenton to do their own things (went inactive). however, after many events that lead to my return, i must inform you that i no longer fell that “lanza” suits me as a name. from this point on, i’d like to be known as chernobyl. this is partially due to my posioning, which i will explain later. you may have realized the sudden growth of wings which was a result of my posioning.”
she would begin to explain as she took a seat, her voice no longer as cheerful as it used to be. instead her tone was lifeless almost, broken by the things she had experienced in the previous weeks.
