welcome to my crazy, weird, life [private]
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Track// yeah! Let's have them be at like a vision party? And nah I don't like forms I like slowly developing the character :)
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do you mind starting?
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I can , it would just be later tonight If that's okay!
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that's definitely okay, take your time!
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Andrea Russet
Vidcon had been so busy. I had a panel with Joey and Liza and Tana because of the "Escape The Night" series I was in. I also has a meet and greet and a meeting and I could say whole heartedly that I was tired. There was a party in Kian and Jc's room, as they decided to get a suite with a pool and invited so many youtubers. I debated on going as I sat on my bed, frustrated as I wanted to meet my fellow youtubers and friends but I was so tired.
I tell myself to be social, as there would be alcohol and people and I would totally be mad if I saw everyone's snapchats about it in the morning. I threw on some high waisted black ripped jeans, a black tube top and some black booty heels, and I let my hair be down in its wave. I groan as I opened a redbull and hyped myself up to go to this party.
I make my way there and the party was already booming, people drinking and talking and some rap music that seemed so soft compared to the laughs and talk of people. I make my way to the kitchen and I poor myself a drink, leaning against the counter as I sipped my redbull and my alcoholic drink.
Joe Sugg
Today was fun. I was with Marcus and Casper all day, Maybe my sister and Alfie when we crossed paths as we had similar schedules. Meet and greets and panels and stage shows. It was truly inspiring how people loved me based on me sitting in front of my camera and simply being myself; a total dork. I get back to my room that I shared with Marcus as we goofed around. He recently became single as he separated from Naomi Smart, and It left him itching to get laid and maybe a new love; so he was determined for me to get someone as well as I just couldnt remain single or without a girl im talking to. At least to him.
With that being said, we headed over to our friends from the states, Kian and JC as I guess they were throwing a small party. A small party it wasn't. They got this suit and they were vlogging the party , so I guess the cost of it would be paid off in a month after they post this " Youtubers got wild" segment. I get there and Immediately Mark made me take a shot. My quest was to find a girl for him just so he would get off my back. " Oh my god" I say rolling my eyes as the vodka hit me. I chuckle and I shove Marcus playfully and I point out this leggy brunette who did gaming videos. Wasnt his type, as Marcus wasn't much of a gamer, but I bet the lower half of him would agree to her. So he was off and I was finally off the hook. I started walking, in my head as I was so concentrated on my victory when I bumped into this small blonde. " oh 'f.ck" I say as I gave a weak smile at her " Im sorry love" I say and I look at her and smile at her pretty face. " Im sorry, I don't think we have met, Im Joe" I say with a smile on my face.
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noelle marie aster
noelle and her two british friends, talia and brynne, roamed the hallways of grand hotel many youtubers stayed in during vidcon. talia, the overexcited social butterfly she is, began vlogging their walk through the halls, almost as if they had no destination. she happily greeted the camera while brynne and noelle calmly waved in the background. after the introduction, talia began describing their day. At the beginning of the day, the group watched various panels and interviews before having a small meeting session with a few of their viewers. the afternoon consisted of watching more panels, meeting up with old youtube friends, and a little bit of swimming at their rented house. now, the girls were off to kian and jc's room for the little get-together they were having. noelle was pretty good friends with kian and jc, she was even in a few videos with them, so of course they'd invite her. the only downside was that they got lost. but with the help of the reception workers, they were on the right track.
entering the right room, they were instantly greeted by the hosts, as well as the hustle and bustle of the guests. it wasn't like noelle to be at parties like this, but it was a special occasion, right? within the first five minutes, the three girls have separated, leaving elle on her own. she promised herself that she wasn't going to get too wasted, mainly due to the fact that someone has to get the three home safely. it's not that she didn't trust her friends to stay sober, but she understood how easily persuaded they can be. out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a few of her other friends on a sofa, just talking and sharing a few laughs and noelle decided to join them. but on her way, she was abruptly stopped by a force pushing her to the side. by habit, elle quickly went to apologize, without even noticing who collided with her. "i'm sorry, i didn't see where i was going." she stated, looking up at the male in front of her. he looked familiar, but she couldn't quite put her name on it. but as soon as he introduced himself, her face lit up. "oh, hello, my name is elle." she replied.
ethan grant dolan
groaning as he began waking up from a much needed nap, ethan sat up on his bed, facing his brother. "ethan, get up. kian and jc invited us to their room for a little party. i told them we'd at least stop by, so we should probably go as soon as possible." the words from the twin barely registered in ethan's brain in his half-asleep state, but it was enough for him to get the point. getting up, the male instantly went to the mirror to look at himself, running his hand through his hair and across his face, examining what he should fix. his hair was slightly untamed, but it wasn't exactly the prettiest. with a few quick brushes through the brunette bunch, it was good enough for ethan. he changed into darker jeans, a regular t-shirt, and a pair of black canvas shoes before announcing that he was ready to go. it wasn't long before the pair went their way to the party.earlier in the day, the boys had their fair share of panels, shows, meet and greets, and interviews before finally having enough time to go to their room to take some time for themselves. not to sound overly confident, but being a popular content creator is very time consuming at events like vidcon. everyone wants to meet them, talk to them, and get at least one picture or signature. granted, the selfless boys loved doing all of that, but it does get tiring, even for the youtubers who have had to deal with it for years. this was only the beginning of the weekend and the busy schedules surely didn't stop here.
as if they were being entranced by the faint music and conversation, the boys knew exactly where to go. soon enough, they were at their destination. the two entered the room, almost surprised by how many people were there. it wasn't too overwhelming, but it was a little too much for a "small" party. it was kind of an average party, if they were being technical. since they were just under the age to legally drink by themselves, ehtan and grayson knew it wouldn't be best to drink too much, or drink at all. if they got caught, they'd get more than just stern words and a grounding, and the punishment would be on more than just the twins. grayson, after saying he'd be off to find kian and jc, left and headed farther into the suite, leaving ethan on his own. he went to follow, but somehow got sidetracked and ended up in the kitchen. "well, that wasn't grayson i was following." the male quietly said to himself. examining the room, he saw someone somewhat familiar, andrea. walking up to her, ethan began thinking of words to say. "uh, you're andrea, right? i'm ethan, ethan dolan." he introduced with a shy-like smile.
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Andrea Russet
I was kinda in a daze as I took sips of redbull and even smaller sips of my alcoholic drink, as I was of age but I did not want to get drunk and hungover in front of other youtubers and fans. I look up to hear my name, and it was from a good looking guy who staggered over me in height, even when I was in heels. " Yes " I say and a laugh lightly " Ethan, Ethan Dolan nice to meet you" I say teasing at the fact he said his in a James Bond way " Im actually Andrea, Andrea Russet" I say and giggle at that. I look at the Ethan who was very attractive and I kinda got excited, a guy like him was talking to a goofball like me. My videos were very goofy and silly and loud and I was just kinda surprised he knew me. Not like he was a celebrity, I guess it was always shocking knowing other youtubers watch you or know you.
I run my hands through my hair and smile, " this party is a little crazy" I say, my voice heightened so he could hear me over the music and the people. It was crazy, how much alcohol was going around, some people making out, some people dancing and more were yelling. I hear him try to speak and I still couldn't hear him. After exchanges of 'what?' and 'huh' I just lean into him " Here lets go outside" I say, my voice loud so he could hear me. We walk out to the beautiful balcony and lit up pool. I go to the balcony and I stare off at the great view of the lights and some fans actually. I look over at Ethan as I tuck my hair behind my ear and I smile shyly at him. Im always outgoing until a boy comes. I become shy because I dont know. When im not in a friendship with them, I just dont know them well enough and if I think hes cute then im even more nervous.
Joe Sugg
I smile " Oh Elle! Ive seen your videos, your vlogs" I say and smile as I help her regain some of the balance I just took away from her. I lean against the wall behind me as I guess I couldn't be bothered with just standing apparently. " This party is insane. I was promised it was a small get together but knowing Kian and Jc I should have expected this" I say and I chuckle at the thought. They always had parties at there house in LA, as every time I go out there for work I always attend one. I am also pretty sure that there are always tales about there parties, hooking up and drunk stories that has made its way all the way to England.
I look over and see Marcus making out with that blue tipped hair gamer girl and I chuckle. " I came here with Marcus, but I guess hes been on a dry spell lately" I say and laugh and point him out to her. " What a wanker" I say and laugh at the words. " Im just worried hes going to take her back to our room. I dont wanna hear there love making while I try to get some god dam sleep!" I say and chuckle and look at the pretty blonde in front of me. I knew her, she was in some videos with Kian and JC, and she was one of the most up and coming youtubers. She was like Tana in that way, besides the scandal and unneeded vulgerness that drove her audience. Noelle was funny and goofy and just corky and I feel like thats they best way to get your subscribers. Then again, Tana was being herself, so I was in no place to shame them, I guess they were just two different girls. I smile at her, " So are you going to get drunk? I wish I could but the hangover isn't worth it and I have to watch Marcus" I say and chuckle at the thought to the pretty blonde.
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noelle marie aster
elle looked down as he helped her, fearing that looking at him might make her blush, which could give off the wrong impression. hearing joe say that he knew her was quite the compliment, considering his status on the website. her 2 million (and growing) subscribers made no competition to his over 8 million subscribers. he really shouldn't be wasting his time knowing dorky girls like elle, what's he even thinking? "yeah, they're like this all the time. they should know by now to not call them small gatherings, but i guess they never learn." she replied with a small laugh. elle has told kian and jc that they should reconsider what they call a 'small' party, but this is proof that she really haven't learned. she herself hasn't been to many, but she's seen the snapchats, instagrams, and videos of their parties and it's more than enough to make a conclusion.
looking over at marcus, elle tilted her head with a smile. its pretty understandable, to try to get to know girls at a party after a breakup. sure, elle hasn't done that before but she's had her fair share of boys trying to hit on her at parties. luckily it's never gotten out of hand. elle listened to joe speak and laughed at his comment about marcus. even outside of the videos, he's a very funny guy. normally, people have split personalities, comparing their actions on camera and off. "i get that, i really don't consider that one of my favorite things to witness either." she added, her laughing turning to a slight giggle.
listening to him talk some more, noelle shook her head. "i told myself i shouldn't, mainly for the same reason as you. i came here with two friends and at least one person has to make sure they get home fine. plus, i have a packed schedule tomorrow, and being hungover definitely wouldn't be the best." elle said, her tone switching to a more sarcastic feel in her last sentence.
ethan grant dolan
ethan spent a good amount of time trying to converse with andrea before he agreed to go outside with her. this was the bad thing about parties. many people are here conversing, but it's extremely hard to hear anyone. it's like everyone's having a contest over who can be the loudest, except nobody's keeping score. walking with andrea to the pool, ethan looked around at the various groups of people he passed. along the way, he saw grayson with kian, just like he said. luckily he wasn't doing anything he shouldn't, which is good. when they reached the edge of the balcony, ethan took a breath. he was about to say something, but he completely got sidetracked as he looked at andrea. she looked different than how she does in her videos. it's either the blue hues from the pool or something completely different, but she looked prettier in person. not that she looks bad in her videos, she looks great in her videos. but, she just looked really beautiful where they were on that balcony.
snapping out of his daze before it became noticeable, ethan smiled. "is this better?" he asked. "inside, i was trying to ask you about your schedule this weekend. normally, big youtubers like you have insanely packed schedules, i'd be sleeping any time i had free. not that i'm saying you shouldn't be here, i really like talking to you." ethan noticed the longer he kept talking, the more awkward he became. it's not like he normally was this way, but isn't everyone like this at some point? especially with girls he just met, who also happen to be extremely pretty?
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Andrea Russet
I blush as he rambles on nervously as he talks to me, I felt myself blush on my cheeks and in my stomach. I smile and chuckle at him " Im not a big youtuber" I say and giggle. " But yes im very busy. I had to chug a redbull just to be here" I say and shrug " Vidcon only happens once so I thought I might as well go and sleep when im back home" I say and look at him. He was so darn cut. The way he nervously rambled and the way he looked at me...
I snap the thought out of my head, gosh darn it Andrea, he probably looks at everyone like that. I smile " You must be busy, I mean I dont have 12 and up girls chasing me around " I say and giggle. It was true, The Dolan twins had so many girls who would chase them or try to get with them... I dont blame them. They were cute. No. Handsome and then some. It would be weird knowing 12 year old girls are into you though, and I chuckle at the thought.
Joe Sugg
( im sorry im on my mobile! my next post will be better)
I smile, " Yeah I should of known better about the party. They have never had a small party" I say and smile at her. I wasn't much of a flirt, as it was kinda hard for me to. I could be casual and chill but being a big flirt has never been part of the Sugg package. I wish I was. The type hat could woo the girl with my small talk and comments but I feel like I just was never like that No matter how hard I tried.
Marcus was like that, even Caspar which was a shock. There heads were navigated through there willy though. I was one who was more 'gentlemen' like. I liked going on dates, slowly working on a relationship. I like being close with someone emotionally then physically. I mean Ive had my share of one nightstands with girls who wanted to up there social status. But actual relationships for me takes time, call me old fashion, but I think love should be founded on trust and humor and honesty and slowness.
I look up at her " Im sorry your busy, but hey its a good thing! Im busy to, I think everyone is except for the really knew or unknown youtubers yet. Which is a shame, but hey im glad there out here meeting there fans. The first Vidcon I had, I barely had anyone at my meet and greet, so Zoe had us share one so I didn't feel so bad" I say and chuckle at the thought. Zoe was just trying to be a good big sis and help me out with this youtube thing and I appreciated that.
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noelle marie aster
(no worries! i'm on mobile too!)
noelle nodded with a smile. "awh really? that might've been the first year i went to vidcon, i remember my friends talking about waiting in line for it." she said, remembering how her friends facetimed her about ten times, waiting for them to meet the siblings. noelle would've been in line, but she was caught at a creators panel, learning about making youtube videos, which is mainly what helped her all this time.
"but yeah, it's no big deal that i'm busy, it's a good kind of busy. hosing interviews, being interviewed, and a panel with a few friends. it's all fun." she explained to the british male. unlike her friends, noelle likes to interview people and play games with her interviewees. being a radio host was a fun side-job for noelle, and it really fit her bubbly personality. "but you probably get all the fun stuff, normally the bigger creators get the better stages." she added.
ethan grant dolan
i chuckled at her comment, nodding slightly. "yeah, you got me there. but they're cool, it's not like they're crazed or anything. i don't think grayson and i could stand running away from younger girls all day." he said. there were times when they had to run away from a group or two, but most of them knew their boundaries.
looking out over the balcony, i took a small breath. contrasting from inside, the outside smelled fresh, almost too fresh for anaheim. but, that's always a good thing.
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merry Christmas ! I'm sorry I havnt replied I flew out to
California last minute yesterday morning and I'm saying for 4 days max, and so I have little free time! I'll try my best to post! But if not, the worse will be less than a week without a post
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oh, don't worry! i've been busy as well, so don't feel obligated to reply when you're busy, take your time!
i hope you have a happy holiday season!
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Me too! Happy Christmas or Hanukkah or Holidays!
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Andrea Russet
I chuckle " yeah I get that "
I say and smile. I hear the door open and I see Grayson come out. He walks over and aays a quick hello to me, in which I reply a quick hey back and he talks to Ethan in a low with voice even though I could hear him. " so I think I might be getting with this girl you know Emilia the one I've been Dieing to know " he says and I already knew what what going on. " so could you please find a different place to stay " he says and he hears the girl call his bame " please and thanks!" He says and pats his brother and leaves. I look at him and chuckle " oh my gosh" I giggle and I walk over near the pool. " you know I have a big bed , or well big enough. I'm staying my myself... you could always spend the night. You don't have to, just if you needed to in down. We can always bail on this party and get sleep and watch The office " I say and smile , wondering exactly what he would say.
Joe Sugg
I smile " I get the good busy. When I was just starting to get big. I was working and working and working so hard to the point of exhaustion and vidcon came and I was so busy but the business just made me feel Accomplished about what I have done and I'm busy because of how well I've done" I say and shrug. " the stages arnt better just bigger . But I do say the stage managers are a lot cooler" and say with a shy smile and chuckle as my hand goes to the back of the neck. " I wonder if we all are going to do a Disneyland day once Vidcon is over. It's kinda like a tradition amongst us 'old timers'" I say and chuckle as the phrase.
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noelle marie aster
noelle tilted her head before nodding. "oh yeah, i've heard of that. we're not really 'old timers' like you all, but i believe one of my friends said we're going there before we all go back home. he's good friends with tyler, but that really doesn't mean anything." she said, shaking her head at the end with a small laugh. since two of noelle's friends are from london, another one of their friends mentioned going to disneyland before the two leave. noelle herself has been to disneyland a few times, but for someone living so close, it definitely wasn't enough times. "but hey, if it's tradition, you'll most likely be going. you can't just break a tradition!" she said happily with a small giggle. it was at that point, one of noelle's friends, talia, found joe and noelle talking. "ellie! brynne's gotten a little bit hammered, but you know it doesn't take long for that. she's not acting out, but it probably shouldn't be the best to have her drink too much." the girl's geordie accent made it a little bit hard to understand, but context clues were very helpful.
noelle sighed and rolled her eyes with a smile. "and this is why i didn't drink. talia, just uh, try to give her some water and make sure she doesn't do anything stupid? i'll be with you in a little bit." with those instructions, talia was off. as soon as she was out of sight, she gave an embarrassed smile. "ah, i knew it. two tiny drinks and she's off. poor girl." she said to joe, her cheeks red with embarrassment.
ethan grant dolan
ethan was confused when grayson showed up, but as soon as he started talking, he tried his hardest to maintain his cool. grayson practically dragged him here and now he has the audacity to kick him out of the room for the night? well, whatever makes him happy. as soon as he left, he shook his head with a confused look. "i hope he talked to kian and jc, that's the only thing he said he was going to do tonight." ethan said. when andrea started talking, he listened intently. she was offering to have him over tonight? the andrea russet was offering her room to him? obviously nothing bad implied, but just a casual sleepover, under the current circumstances ethan was in. "really? i wouldn't want to intrude your room, but i guess i can't intrude in my own room." i said, almost in a joking manner but still being truthful. after a moment, he spoke again. "the office? i'm always down to watch the office, i absolutely love that show." he immediately perked up, almost completely forgetting about just being abandoned by his brother and kicked out of his hotel room.
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Andrea Russet
I chuckle at him " yeah it's all good really" I say casually as he was shocked I would even offer such a thing. " come on let's go and we can grab your sweats or comfy close for tonight and then ones to change into tomorrow before your brother gets there and bangs that girl" I say with a chuckle. We head out, casually walking and talking and I see him go inside the room and grab jeans a shirt and then sweats for tonight. I smile as we head to my room " not to brag but I broke in the bed last night from laying in it so it's pretty freaking comfy" I say and chuckle and we go I side my hands two room. There was a queen bed with a big tv and that was about all that was there. I go into the bathroom and I leave him there to change as I did. I took off my clothes and I put a big t shirt on that was a roast color and then I removed my makeup and I threw my hair up. I walk out and shyly pull my shirt down to cover more as I see a shirtless Ethan in my bed and my heart skipped 'Oh boy Andrea don't do anything stupid ' I sit uo in the bed , letting my shirt ruffle up to my upper thigh and I leaned and I turned on the office and looked at him, biting my bottom lip nervously outnumbered of habit " this is a lot better than a party"
Joe Sugg
I chuckle as her friends acted all drunk and lost. I let them talk about it as I was kinda trapped in my head. What would I do about where I sleep but then I realize Marcus would be sleeping in the girls room, not ours which thank freaking god. I yawn and I see my friend Jc come over as me and Elle were talking about Disneyland. " hey guys glad you could come" he shouts and hugs us, one hand with the vlog camera . " caught any juicy stuff?"
I chuckle and Jc nods " Marcus is making out with a girl. Tana is with a guy in my room. I saw Andrea leave the party with a Dolan twin and so much more" I chuckle " Oh Jc " I say and roll my eyes and look at Elle as her and Jc talk as they were close friends. I looked at the blonde girl with a smile as I focused on her. I wanted to get to know this youfuber. She seemed fun and actually interesting and I just loved that. Everyone seemed so ordinary now a days and it just made me sad
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noelle marie aster
noelle's eyes widened as she was informed of everything happening at the party. "well, at least you don't have to worry about marcus. i mean, at least for a little bit." she said to joe with a smile. as her and jc talked, she learned all about the happenings of the party. andrea and a dolan twin? that's not too surprising but it's still an unlikely pair in noelle's eyes. she's never seen them together, but hey, parties can be crazy. soon enough, jc was dragged away by some friends, leaving joe and noelle alone again. with another laugh-like sigh, she shrugged her shoulders. "oh my goodness, people here are crazy. although i'm probably not any better." noelle said with a laugh.
like a bee drawn to honey, talia came back with an update. "i had to get an uber, she's gotten emotional. if you want, you can stay. i just didn't want you worrying too much about us." awh, such a caring friend, talia is. but now, noelle has a dilemma. she really doesn't want to leave joe by himself, they're getting along really well. on the other hand, she didn't want talia to deal with a tipsy, emotional brynne by herself. even if it's only a short drive back to the rented house, their other friends surely won't have any idea of what to do with her, especially when she's as emotional as talia says.
ethan grant dolan
ethan walked with andrea to his room and he quickly grabbed what he needed, not wanting to run into grayson and whoever he had with him. even though ethan is wanting to have the least amount of communication with his brother as possible tonight, but he's going to let his brother know that he's not being forcefully kicked out again tomorrow. there's no way he's letting that happen.
after walking and conversing for a few minutes, the two made it to andrea's room and they almost instantly went to change. judging by how andrea took everything with her to the bathroom, ethan assumed this would be his time to change. quickly to avoid andrea from seeing anything she shouldn't, ethan quickly changed his denim jeans for comfortable sweatpants and neatly folded his shirt and jeans before putting them in a smaller book bag he brought along. it completely skipped ethan's mind to bring a shirt, considering he normally doesn't wear one to bed. would that weird andrea out? at that point, andrea was out of the bathroom. ethan tried to not make his gazing noticeable, but who really knows if it was noticeable? granted, he only was looking at her hair and face. he was too nervous to look anywhere else. as the office began playing, ethan nodded to andrea's comment. "yeah, i'd rather take a night like this than a party, but parties can be fun sometimes. depends on the party. although, i'd most liekly choose the office anyways." he replied.
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Andrea Russet
I bite my lip as I focused on Michael Scott in the office instead of the hot boy who was shirtless and in Nike sweats next to me. Which was hard. So fucking hard. I chew on my bottom lip and I could sense his presence of me and his nervous laughter. Maybe he did kinda like me. Come on Andrea flirt. Andrea be a girl. I turn to him with pink cheeks and I scotch over next to him." Sorry I get so cold" I say and my legs go against his legs and I and shoulder to shoulder to him. I look at him and I bite my lip and I could tell how flustered he was. Andrea come on. We were looking in each other eyes, as if we were frozen in time and I feel my breath get heavy. " kiss me " I say and it was breathy and almost a whisper. Did I just. Say that. I turn all pink and flustered. I did just say that. He probably thinks I'm a fool. And now it's gunna be awkward all night.
Joe Sugg
I chuckle as Jc leaves. Hmm so many people getting together. Can't wait for the wedding stories ' We met at a Vidcon party' ahah. That's how Alex and LaurenDIY met was through one of there parties a while back. I turn to Elle and before I could say anything remotely interesting or even at all, her friend comes up and shares the news. Girls were so emotional some times it was kinda funny. And then if they have a bad day ;which was fine by the way, the would become drunken crying messes and then wake up to the realization of there stupid emotions and actions. " no no go. It's fine"
I say as she had looked to me as she decided. " But uhm hey" I say and I give her my ohone that was open on the contacts page " add yourself? I would love for you to text me and let me know the funny things your friend is saying" I say and chuckle " and hey maybe we could hang out tomorrow night" I say with a nervous laugh and a big goofy smile.
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noelle marie aster
when joe told her that she could go, noelle looked at him, almost confused and almost worried. was he really okay with her leaving like that? surely, they just met, but it was awfully rude to leave in the middle of a conversation. "a-are you sure? i feel bad leaving you, considering marcus is kinda occupied with someone else." she said, almost forgetting about her friend right beside her. as soon as those words left her mouth, noelle immediately wished she could've changed the wording, at least to sound a little bit less creepy or needy.
but then, she was immediately handed joe's phone. she waited until joe finished speaking before looking at the device and filling in her contact information with a small smile. "oh, definitely. i'll let you know." she said, giving him his phone back before adding, "i'd really like to hang out tomorrow, and if you're free at any time, you can come find me, i'll always be down to chat." noelle offered with a smile. deep down, a part of her wanted to make a move, but joe mentioned earlier that he liked to take things slow, so she decided against it. instead, she just gave him her phone number and smiled.
ethan grant dolan
no matter how focused he was on the tv, he always felt himself being drawn to andrea, somehow. jim and pam couldn't keep ethan focus on themselves, as he always found himself trying to sneak glances at andrea when she couldn't tell. her getting closer really didn't help, but it did solve some of his suspicions. she's obviously not thinking of something else, she's just cold and watching the office, no big deal.
although, her next actions took ethan by surprise. not moving away from her, he moved himself so he was leaning on one hand, curious. "are you sure?" granted, a lot of people say things that are caused by the 'heat of the moment' type things, so he wanted to be sure and not create a misunderstanding. mainly because if something happens and andrea wants him out, he's got nowhere to go. aside from that party, but everyone there's most likely highly intoxicated by now, but what's new?
it's not like ethan was completely opposed to kissing andrea, but was she completely up for it? the reaction from andrea made ethan grin, seeing how flustered she got. but still, even then, he wanted to make sure she meant what she said.