ICHIGO KUROSAKI
Former Hawkclan leader - over sized cougar - roleplayed by sorrel
i don't fight because i want to win, i fight to win!
(There is absolutely no need to match my muse! Any response is extremely appreciated. Keep in mind, that while Ichigo is possessed that there is a chance he may attack those that get too close to him thanks to the fact that he is unstable. There is a summary of the post at the bottom!)
Ichigo knew that his time was ticking down each day that he was in Hawkclan. It had started ticking down as soon as he had entered the clans in the first place. He hadn't bee prepared to what had happened to him, and he didn't expect anything to really change from what he was dealing with. Sure it was difficult to deal with, not being able to eat in such a long time was certainly taking a toll on his body. But Ichigo had been through several different types of illnesses before and was able to overcome them. Determination. That's what it took for the cougar to get better and nothing else. Ichigo wasn't used to having regular illnesses that could actually be treated through the use of herbs. Those occurrences were fairly rare, but even he himself had an immune system that wouldn't work correctly all the time. He remembered being sick because of the changing weather, constantly throwing up and barely being able to swallow any types of food. It took him a while until he was actually able to start eating food that wasn't actually red meat. Ichigo usually tired his hardest to keep away from any sort of human food, as he always knew that it would probably mess with his stomach. Of course Ichigo had tried a couple of human foods here and there, and most of them weren't exactly all that interesting either. They just tasted bland to him, and there were ones that were just too sweet. He didn't have a huge sweet tooth, and if it was possible he would much prefer to have something spicy to eat instead of anything sweet. There had also been in the instances where he had committed so many crimes against the organization that they decided that temporarily taking away his powers would be the best option for them so that they would be able to clean up the messes that he had made. Although, morally all the decisions that he ended up making were completely sound, but in the eyes of the Organization they were against the laws and they were extremely traditional. Something that he could never really get behind. Sadly for him, his powers didn't go away completely at the same time, instead he had to deal as each of his powers were painfully ripped from his soul. His powers were connected to his soul, because he was a Shinigami after all and that's why he was as strong as he was right now. However, there were instances where he could be strong with just regular brute force instead of using his powers. Which was a lot more common back in the days when he first joined the clans, but now it was extremely rare to see creatures actually not use their powers against their opponents.
Ichigo was already known to be able to live through such terrible injuries. His body itself pretty durable when it came to battle, hence why there were constantly scars over his body. He never feared going into battle, there was one thing that he did fear back in the day. And that was the thing that was living inside of him. Only a couple of creatures knew what was actually inside of him, those that weren't Death God's like he was of course. Fraiser, Shining, Cambrian, and Keylime. All but one of those friends were actually alive, all of them dead, which he of course blamed himself. But he knew that Hollows didn't end up getting them, there were other factors. But those factors were partly because he ended up dragging them into his situation. The thing that had attached itself to his own soul was the equivalent of a pretty powerful demon created in his own image. He didn't blame the creature that technically had created him in order to awaken his powers when he lived up in the mountains, but it would have made his life a whole lot easier. Ichigo didn't remember the times that he was fully possessed, simply because he had no control of the thing inside of him and Ichigo actually had no idea that the thing had been living inside of him before it was almost too late. He killed creatures that he would never remember. One of them being the deputy of Shadowclan a while back, and then he tore off the limb of someone that lived in the Exiles. All of which he never remembered doing. He didn't even really remember the times that he let himself get possessed right before his death as a possible chance that he could actually survive the exchange between the enemies. Letting himself get possessed meant that he got increasingly stronger, but it also meant that he would attack anything within sight. Whether they were friends or enemies it didn't matter as long as the thing was alive. It was as if someone would release a beast out of its cage that hadn't seen the likes of a sun since it was created. Nowadays, Ichigo knew that he had full control of the thing inside of him. He was never really sure what to address the thing, so he often just called it Hollow Ichigo, or Hichigo for short so he wouldn't have to say it entirely. The other looked exactly like him, but instead of the tawny fur the other usually came out looking completely white, an albino with strange colored eyes, the color scheme of what he looked like completely reversed. He didn't have any troubles with his Hollow after he got his powers back, but after getting infected with whatever it was and not managing to find it in time, Ichigo didn't have the means to keep it completely contained.
The past few days, Ichigo had actually tried to do a good job at avoiding others. He knew that he hadn't managed to find a cure in time, and he doubted it would even be enough to stop what was about to happen to him. He couldn't afford to be near those that he cared about and potentially end up hurting them. He knew what it looked like to see his clanmates terrified of him. He never wanted to see something like that again. Especially his daughter, he had seen her afraid when she was a kitten, and he didn't want to repeat any events. But without any of those that were like him around, the hell could even possibly be done to stop what was about to happen? Ichigo had honestly debated on just giving him, as he had a gut feeling that he wasn't going to end up dying in the process. Most things that were infected like the way he was ended up dying once the beast took full control over the body. There had been instances where Ichigo was able to come back, albeit a huge struggle. The large male was near the border of the territory, and his walking speed was incredibly slow, almost reduced to a crawl. Each step he took felt like a huge effort for him and it spent so much energy just to lift one of his paws. It was incredibly easy to see his rib cage, and the white hues that had started to spread across his body was now underneath his armor, the white hues just started at his flank, so it was almost completely. Ichigo felt miserable. He wasn't sure if he had ever felt so miserable before in his life. His jaw was gaped, drool dripping down onto the forest floor before finally he couldn't walk anymore. The wildcat collapsed onto the ground, the sword that was usually on his back clattering onto the ground next to him. His front paw was extended, as if he was still going to attempt to move like he always did. He had to grit through the pain. For everyone. For their SAFETY. Of course, that was until a rippling pain ripped through his head. The sound of hysterical laughter filling his thoughts. That's when the screaming began. He almost forgot how painful this actually was. It hadn't been something that had happened in two years. Two years. That's how long it had been since he had problem with the thing that was inside of him. Ichigo's jaws parted far enough to make it look like he was about to break his jaw. His muscles would relax and contract at terrible rates, causing his heart rate to increase in order to pump enough blood to the muscles. It felt like everything about him was starting to burn. He raised his white paws to his chest and would have tried to claw at the area if it hadn't been for that his whole body was convulsing. There was nothing that he could do to stop it. He was far too weak. Mentally exhausted from not getting enough sleep. He couldn't use any of his powers, he was at the mercy of the thing that was in control of him now. As he he withered on the ground, the white hue spread across the to the rest of his body, coating his tawny tail till it looked like it had been bleached. All of the black markings were covered up, including the markings that were on the toes of his front paws. The last part of his body to be converted to the rare color was the left side of his face. The only hue that wasn't white, were the two red stripes that were now running down the front of his face.
As soon as the white coloration reached the left side of his face, the whites of his eyes seemed to be changing color themselves. The white hue being changed to a inky black, and immediately after the brown iris being turned to a sickly yellow hue. Ichigo tried to move. He still needed to get away. Even if he couldn't really hear his own thoughts, the urge to protect those around him was still incredibly strong. The former leader was able to prop him up onto his front legs, while his back legs remained attacked onto the ground. And it was then that the screaming almost seemed to be stopped. Instead, the sound was muffled with the sound of something gurgling. The white liquid that he had been vomitting up the entire time exited his mouth and fell onto the ground. The liquid didn't have the consistency of vomit, but instead seemed to have the same consistency as plaster would. A couple seconds after the liquid started to pour from its mouth, it seemed like the substance started to gravitate toward his mouth. The liquid soon started to leak out from his left eye at the same time, and soon the left side of his face was soon covered in the white liquid. The substance soon hardened itself into what looked like the partial of a mask that was now attacked to his face, the area where his mouth would be, the mask had strange tear drop shaped teeth attached to it. The mask had the same red marking as the right side of his face did and it formed to the shape of his face. As soon as the strange mask was formed, all movements were ceased. The screaming stopped, but his head still remained tilted upward in a soundless wale. Ichigo looked nothing like he did, except for the black armor that was now on his body. The partial albino cougar stayed there for what seemed like hours, and now, it wasn't Ichigo that was in control. It was... that thing. The corner of his mouth moved from a frown, and curved upwards, the jaw of the wildcat slowly closing. His yellow eyes would finally be able to look down as he lowered his head to almost look at his body for the first time in his entire life. Then, like nothing had ever happened, the creature started to move himself up into a standing position, a giggle escaping his jaws at the same time. As soon as the sound escaped the albino cougar, it was obvious that it wasn't Ichigo that was speaking. The voice was distorted, slightly higher pitched, and it sounded similar to Ichigo's voice, except there was always a slight echo to the sounds that escaped it. The giggle soon turned into laughter as the being threw his head back, his voice echoing through the area of the forest, a sadistic expression spread across his facial features. This being was a lot more expressive than Ichigo could ever be considered to be. Hichigo turned his body to look down at the sword that was on the ground, before easily picking it up into his mouth like it weighed nothing. As soon as the cloth unwrapped from the blade, it was obvious that something had even happened to the sword. The color scheme was swapped yet again, the silver color on the top replacing the black hue of a regular sword that would ever exist. The grin remained on his facial features the entire time as he approached one of the redwood trees.
As soon as he stopped in front of it, black flames sprouted around his white paws, and without a second hesitation, he swung his sword toward the tree. No projectile came from the sound, except a blast of air. That blast of air was condensed sharp enough that it cut cleanly through the tree, and the strange being watched as the massive tree toppled onto the ground. It was almost sad that it didn't end up crushing anyone. The earth beneath his flame covered paws began to burn, also spreading the scent as his tail waved excitedly behind him. Hichigo would stab the sword into the ground, and roll his shoulders experimentally. Once he was satisfied, a smile would spread on his face. "Damn its good to finally have a body!" The albino cougar would saw excitedly. He held all of Ichigo's memories of course, and he knew exactly what he was going to do. He was going to have some fun. Rearing his head backwards, the cougar would intake a lungful of breath, before letting out a roar that would send soundwaves through the territory with the sound of sound manipulation. But it didn't sound anything like a cougar would sound. Instead, it sounded like something other wordly. It was the roar of a Hollow.
[So! This entire time Ichigo has been infected with something supernatural. Its been leeching his energy the entire time, making it prevent him from eating and having very little liquids. Ichigo still didn't know he was infected, but he was starting to get suspicious. Because it was something supernatural that effected him, it meant that his powers were immediately taken away from and he was left in a weakened state, causing the thing that he controlled with his powers deep inside of him to run rampant! Of course, there are more plot points to this but I'll get to those later! Anyway, in this thread, Ichigo is trying to get away from Hawkclan because he knows exactly what is about to happen to him, but he doesn't make it in time. Anyone in the clan could probably hear him screaming in agony when the rest of his body finally turns white, so he looks like an albino cougar. Others than follow the sound of his screams, but they'll be muffled by liquid that comes out of his mouth that has the consistency of plaster, that soon morphs to his face to form a mask on the left side of his face ONLY and almost looks like a skull. Once the transformation is done, it isn't Ichigo anymore, as he has been pushed back into the far reaches of his mind and has become possessed. The one that is possessing him is called Hichigo, and once he gains control, he grabs Ichigo's sword, and uses it to cut down a massive redwood tree in the territory with ease (it doesn't injure or kill anyone though). From there, he tests out his body a little bit more, before letting out an other wordly roar that can be heard throughout the territory and is slightly shaking the earth thanks to how much power it possesses. It doesn't sound like a cougar of course, as it sounds something more demented]