But it's killing me to love you [private]

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  • Grace Anne Marie D'Ambrosia




    ★ ★ ★ The young Queen walked through the corridors of her palace, her dress flowing behind her elegant silhouette. Everything she did was refined and delicate, like she had been raised. Her heels clicked and echoed in the empty halls of her home. There had been no laughter, no joy since her parents had died. Her father was killed during battle and her mother murdered in her sleep by assassins from their enemy country. They had almost killed Grace herself but one of the knights apprehended the assassin before had the chance to hurt the young girl. Grace was twelve then. And now, she has reached eighteen and has become the Queen that her kingdom desperately needed. She had made peace with the very country that murdered her parents, despite the internal conflict she had going on in her mind. Crop production had gone up and overall health had gone up since she became ruler. Her people loved her. There was only one problem. There was no one that Grace loved. And for an emotionally driven woman like her, she needed that kind of love. Someone to come home to, someone to hold her and keep her safe. Grace blinked, looking at the ground. She was sad about the fact that she had no one but she was a Queen. There was no way that the person she loved would be the person she married. It just wasn't possible.


    Grace had a meeting with a potential suitor that her advisers had arranged for her. She had put off getting married too long, in their opinion and said that she needed a king to properly run the country. This infuriated the young queen, of course, but she couldn't do anything about it. They were part of her power so she had to appease them. The beautiful woman stepped into the dining hall, her platinum hair falling over her shoulder as she approached her end of the table, ignoring her suitor as she strolled past him. He was obviously instantly smitten with her, it would be hard not to be. She was young, breathtakingly beautiful, incredibly graceful, and her very presence seemed to demand respect. It was hard for someone not to fall for the young queen.


    Grace took her seat, exhaling slowly as she tucked her dress underneath her. "Prince Tucker, I presume?" The woman announced, her sparkling eyes peering into his very soul to study and observe his character. Obviously intimidated by the bold queen, the prince gulped and cleared his throat. The suitor before her was the prince to a neighboring kingdom that Grace wasn't too fond of. Not that her country had any quarrel with them, she just saw how they treated their people and she hated it. She had been raised to know and think that everyone is equal, no matter their rank, size, age, gender, or race. She loved all of her people and would refuse to bow down to a kingdom such as Prince Tucker's. The prince introduced himself, going on and on about his ranks and accomplishments. In five minutes, Grace was already incredibly bored and practically screaming for release from this man.








    "But it's killing me to love you."

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    ooc: fair warning dont know who this game of thrones character is ive never watched it but shes got the right look


    ic: Morgan felt the light breeze in her hair, cut quite short, as she made her way back towards the castle. She enjoyed running errands, as it got her outside during the time where it was sunny, not dark and cold. Nature was her true home, no matter where she traveled, and it felt strange to her to sleep indoors. However, she needed to eat, and for that she needed to work. This job was one of the best she could possibly get, which is why she decided to take it. She was good with the sword, and knowledgeable about healing wounds, and so she had the correct qualifications to protect the Queen. She smiled a little at the thought of the queen. She would like the gift she brought her. Hopefully. Morgan saw it when out buying herbs for an illness of an important adviser when she saw it, and realized it was something that Grace would like.


    She felt the nice breeze disappear as she entered the cool, dark palace, and started heading up the stairs. It was a bit of a journey up to the top, and those less trained than she tended to get tired. She got tired, but she was good at hiding it. As she made her way up, she heard voices upstairs. Right, there was a suitor coming. He sounded boring, and wasn't even letting Grace get a word in. Morgan frowned. Then, she knocked three times, very urgently, then opened the door with a bow. "Your majesty, I must speak with you!" She looked at the suitor with annoyance, then turned back to Grace. "It's urgent. We must discuss this matter immediately... in private." She winked, possibly a little obviously, at the Queen.

  • Grace Anne Marie D'Ambrosia




    ★ ★ ★ The young queen turned her head as a rapid knock racked the large doors. She seemed to relax as she saw Morgan step through the doors and bow. The Queen gave a curt nod to the woman and then raised her eyebrow as she spoke. Grace stood, clearing her throat. Her eyes met the Prince's as she lifted her chin. "My dear Prince, I'm incredibly sorry but I must attend this urgent matter. Maybe we can continue this wonderful meal another time." Grace spoke, her voice never wavering but strong and commanding. The Prince opened his mouth to object and the Queen narrowed her bright eyes a bit and the Prince easily succumbed. He bowed gently, moving out of her way. "Your Majesty." He spoke and Grace blinked, walking past him and toward Morgan. The Queen motioned for one of her guards to escort the Prince out of the castle as she stepped through the large doorway. The queen remained refined and graceful, never letting anyone look down upon her.


    Grace turned to the only person she trusted, Morgan. "What is the nature of this urgent matter that you wished to discuss so urgently?" The queen questioned as she walked through the corridors, making toward her private study to speak with Morgan. The two of them had to act purely platonic to the outside world or risk being caught. Grace blinked, her dazzling blue eyes looking up at the taller woman, her eyes sparkling with happiness and warmth. Morgan was the only person that she looked upon in such a way.








    "But it's killing me to love you."

  • Morgan remained serious until the door banged shut, and then her face broke into a grin. She searched in her bag for the thing she got, slightly flustered, before locating it in her bag. She pulled out a box, about the length of her forearm, and handed it to Grace. "I got you a gift. I thought it might be helpful when it comes to rejecting suitors." She smiled playfully, and then watched Grace for her reaction. The thing had actually been commissioned by her a while ago, a returned favor for something she had done a while ago. It was the least the blacksmith could do. She got a little nervous letting Grace alone with the suitors-- she's heard stories of jealous men.


    In the box was a well crafted dagger, sharpened to a razor edge. It appeared to be simplistic, as was Morgan's style, but she had asked for some decoration, as she felt that Grace would like it. The handle was wrapped with sturdy leather, and seemed closer to the hand size of Grace than to Morgan's. Morgan looked up at her expectantly, excited to see what she thought. Her favorite part, personally, was the little head of dragon on the hilt that, while not as intricate as some metalsmiths, was very true to life.

  • Grace Anne Marie D'Ambrosia




    ★ ★ ★ The Queen seemed to brighten as she shut the door to her private study, her gaze turning to Morgan. The young woman walked forward toward Morgan, her interest peaked when she mentioned buying her a present. Grace laughed softly, her dazzling eyes watching Morgan as she brought out the box. Her gentle hands reached forward as Morgan revealed the contents of the box. A gasp escaped her parted lips as she looked upon the gift in awe. She gently reached into the box, examining every inch of the gorgeous blade. "Morgan, it's breathtaking!" The Queen gushed, a laugh escaping her lips as she looked up at Morgan once more. She was ecstatic and amazed by such a thoughtful and wonderful gift. "This must've cost a fortune, you didn't have to buy me anything. I own a castle, Morgan." The Queen joked and then looked down at the blade once more, her eyes amazed.


    "All jokes aside, thank you. I will cherish it." Grace giggled softly and leaned up, kissing Morgan's cheek in thanks. She moved to lift her skirt, sheathing the blade into a small holder she had on her thigh. She smiled brightly, glad to finally have something there and be able to protect herself.








    "But it's killing me to love you."

  • Morgan grinned as she opened the gift. To her, the value of making someone happy greatly outweighed the monetary value of things. Not that she was pretentious or something, money was extremely necessary for some people, and she understood that they couldn't afford it, but as a child she had never needed money. She and her family lived out in the woods, far away from society, and she didn't even understand the concept of money until the first time she had to go into town. It still didn't hold much meaning for her, not as much as the happy look on her friend's face. "Don't worry about the cost. You may have a castle, but I didn't think you had a good dagger."


    As Grace gave her a kiss on the cheek, Morgan's eyes widened, her cheeks flushed, and she glanced away, a little flustered. She was so sweet. Morgan rubbed the back of her neck, and glanced up towards the ceiling with a bit of embarrassment. She was glad she could defend herself now. The stories Morgan'd heard about suitors made her wary of leaving her alone with them. "I'm glad you like it."

  • Grace Anne Marie D'Ambrosia




    ★ ★ ★ Grace giggled softly and looked at her friend, her eyes sparkling in the dim lighting. She was so happy when she was with Morgan, she couldn't explain it. She felt that with Morgan, anything was possible. The Queen hummed softly as she looked around the library in her private study. She slipped off her heels as she did so, feeling the cool metal from the dagger against her thigh. She glanced around and then thought for a moment, glancing down at the dagger. "Wait, why the dragon? I understand that it's one of the creatures that I adore but any other reason? They're extinct and forbidden." Grace laughed softly as she looked over at Morgan, her eyes wide with curiosity.








    "But it's killing me to love you."