Despite being born and bred within ThunderClan, Oriolepaw settled on venturing out rather than remain behind in a place he didn't belong. His parents were nice enough, but they forced their religious views on him more than he deemed pleasant. Regardless, he would continue to consider himself Jewish because of his upbringing. His parents were simply.. too attached to the religion, unlike himself. At times it felt as though they cared more for their background than their own son. He loved them, and they loved him, but he felt a rift forming between their relationship. It was crumbling, and there was little he could do. His decision to leave was much unlike him, but he didn't particularly care. A little rebellion never hurt anyone, aside from his parents he supposed. What would they think now that he was gone? Stumbling into unknown territory? Alone? The longer he dwelled on his musings, the worse his fears grew. Anxiety blossomed in the pit of his stomach, eating away at him as he trudged along. Various scents became prominent in the autumn air, but none of them were ones he could pinpoint. It was only when he was deep into the Sanctuary's territory that he realized the ever growing scent of something greatly unfamiliar. It plagued the air surrounding him, and caused his nose to crinkle. Oriolepaw was accustomed to the smells of ThunderClan, now the Thunderlands (a new he immediately disliked upon hearing its change), not whatever this was. The feline couldn't say he loathed it, but in a way, he did. It was foreign, and therefore, bad. Maybe it was wrong to be in this domain. Maybe he should turn back. His thoughts cascaded into a river before crashing into what became a waterfall. His nerves skyrocketed, and he eventually drew to a halt in spite of himself.
Oriole didn't want to be stuck here, and yet his limbs were frozen in fear. The look upon his face distorted into one that left him grimacing. A soft groan sounded in his throat as he cast his gaze downwards and to his paws, disgusted with himself. It was pitiful that he was so paralyzed by his own anxieties. At this rate, he would be captured by whatever clan's land he had stumbled upon. Perhaps he would be murdered, or scarred for life, or kept as prisoner, a slave for them all to utilize. Oriolepaw gave a roll of his eyes as his immediate thoughts went down a somber, threatening path. He supposed for the time being he would be stuck, waiting for someone to come along. What they did, or could do, was beyond him.
holy fuck its been 12 years,,, apologies for the shit show post