And When You Feel Like Hope is Gone, {Private}, Just Run Into My Arms

Hannah's stomach tightened as he ordered her to eat food and she just nodded meekly, dainty taking a small bacon sandwich and nibbling at it a little. She sighed softly, already feeling sick as she ate. Her brown almond eyes fell on Ryan and Said as she tried to focus on something better. A small sheepish smile blossomed on her lips as she saw Said asking about 1000 questions. "Ryan.... Ryan.... do you fancy my mommy?" Said suddenly asks, breaking the almost silence. "I mean... she's really pretty, and she's never been like she is with you... with anyone. Do you love my mommy?" He kept pestering, bouncing up and down. "Do you? Do you? Do you?" He kept asking bouncing up and down. Hannah blushed deeply, getting to her feet and entering the room pouting slightly as she opened her mouth to speak but cut herself off.

Hannah blushed just as Ryan did and took the keys and Said placing him on her hips and hushing him. She placed her plump lips to Said's forehead and let out a gentle sigh. Silently, she gave Ryan a small nod thanking him for telling Said. Smiling slightly, she left the room swaying her hips unintentionally as she made for the door. Opening the car, she put Said into the back car seat before letting out a gentle sigh as she bent over to buckle him in. It was pretty hard, considering he was kicking and wouldn't stay still. She just sighed as she tried to buckle him in. Then his questions kept coming and coming. "Mummy, you like Ryan? Why? Are you sure you don't love him? Mommy? Mommy?"

Hannah blushed slightly as he appeared again and drove them towards the day care. "Said.... please! You know I like him but.... as he said earlier.... besides he probably has a very very very beautiful girl friend he plans on marrying.... and then they'll have their own children. Okay?" She gave a small sigh, feeling a little up set, gazing towards Ryan. Said still kept pestering her though but instead turned to Ryan. "Why? Why have girlfriends.... when mommy is pretty? She very beautiful!" He said almost bouncing around in the car seat, he looked towards Ryan. "Mommy obviously likes you...." Of course she did. But she was most likely right, Ryan probably did have a girlfriend and why should she even try? Letting out another soft sigh, Hannah waited for Ryan to say something. She didn't want to say anything if she said something wrong or if she said something that he didn't think as well. Her brown almond eyes flickered back towards Said before she focused her gaze back on Ryan. She did like him, yes, but she was scared that he didn't like her they way perhaps she liked him.

Hannah was leaning against the side of the car as he got back in and she was blushing a deep red. Her tanned features were clearly defined by this. Her deep, brown almond eyes couldn't quite focus on him as she shakily shook her head Before nodding and just looking plain confused. "I-I-I h-h-honestly didn't know.... I-I-I mean...." she looked his way, trying to not blush even more. She was embarrassed enough as it was. "W-wait you actually like me?" She asked almost in disbelief, bring her lip slightly before just plain gaping at him. She just couldn't stop the words tumbling out of her mouth could she? She gave him a small half smile, sheepishly tossing her long dark hair out of her eyes.

Hannah nodded blushing softly. She gave him a soft smile, snuggling into him slightly before just looking down. "Okay.... we do have a couple of lessons together though...." she murmured wistfully, her brown eyes gazing down at the floor. She couldn't look around properly because all of her bullies were staring and snickering slightly. Tears pricked at her eyes but she was determined to not cry in front of everyone. Covering her face with her hand, she tried to stop the tears from falling down. "Oh my God! Look at that slut..... oh my God.... now she's hanging with the bad boy.... the who're...." Many people we're gossiping, whispering and laughing, as they made their way through the hallway.

Hannah wiped at her teary eyes, pushing her long wavy black hair into her eyes so she didn't have to speak. Her brown almond eyes were all red and smudgey and she looked upset. Leaning into him, she finally just settled softly trying to not make a scene. "Thank you.... Ryan. Nobody has ever stuck up for me like that.... even Adam...." she blushed slightly, covering her face shyly with her hand as she remembered the bruises which were there yesterday but had recently been covered up with foundation. "I'm sorry they said that.... I'm sorry you were brought into it... you shouldn't be getting talked about because of me..." she murmured softly, settling down on a seat at the back of the class.

Hannah's heart was beating rapidly, and she blushed even more as he kissed her. With a small smile, she looked up at him through her dark black wavy locks. "You really think so?" She asked a little cautiously, "if anything I could be a badass for actually putting up with you," she teased. "Putting up with you and your flirtiness." She gave a gentle laugh, just opening her eyes to gaze at him. Smiling, she lifted her hand out from under her sleeve to tug at his. She clasped then together and just let out a gentle content sigh. She enjoyed being with him, she couldn't understand why but she could. He was the first male she had trusted since Adam. Plus Said adored him. It was just simple, she had fallen for him. She gave him a sheepish smile, giggling softly before covering her face with her slim hand again.

Hannah gave him a soft smile, just turning to look towards the teacher but not fully listening. She was too busy thinking about Ryan. She has never felt properly like this before and just wondered how she could. She couldn't believe how she could even love or fall for someone anyway. Her brown almond eyes landed on the teacher before landing back on Ryan again. She smiled sheepishly, covering hovering face shyly with her thin hand. She blushed, looking down before looking again when he wasn't looking at her. Smiling sheepishly again, she just folded her arms and looked around.

Hannah smiled, like a fool, as she sheepishly took her bag and made her way over to his side. She leant into him, it was almost as if nothing was even on his side. Since she was so thin, and very light, she would most likely feeling weightless to him. "Thank you Ryan." She murmured gently, about to take her things. "What class have you got next? Maybe we have the same one...."she trailed off slightly, seeing the looks and glares she was getting from some of the guys and girls. She blushed, dipping her head and using her long black hair to hide behind. "Ryan.... Ryan?" She repeated, hoping he'd understand her urgency to get out of this room. She felt trapped.

Hannah bit her lip, squeaking slightly and clinging tightly to him as he snapped at all of the people in that class. As they walked to her next class, she blushed slightly snuggling into him as she gave him a hug. "Thank you.... you know that without you I would have probably died there right? I mean.... they pretty much make me.... you know, sometimes I don't eat.... Adam also helped that too.... making me think I'm fat.... and then there's the cutting.... I've stopped that due to Said and stuff but... there's always relapses.... I just wanted to say thanks that's all." She wrapped her slim, petite arms around his neck. Her brown almond eyes we're clouded for a second before she blinked them back. "I just.... I've never like truly felt like this before... you know with you.... even with Said's father.... it was more like forced. He pressured me to be with him. But with you... it feels different. And I like it.... and you just.... you care for me."