And When You Feel Like Hope is Gone, {Private}, Just Run Into My Arms

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    Said pouted, he stretched out on the sofa yawning softly as he watched the movie. He didn't care that his mother had left the room. Hannah bit her lip, almost squeaking as he pulled her in. "I just want like.... a water or something...." she murmured, not even wanting to answer any questions yet. She frowned, fighting to stop the tears which pricked at her eyes. Blinking, she turned away facing something else as tears started pooling at her eyes and falling down. "Because it's no use okay? He made me pregnant then decides to continue this abuse and there's nothing for me to do about it..." she sobbed softly, covering her face with her hand, which was incredibly thin and shaking.

    Ryan looked her over then sighed softly at her, "I think you deserve more... That is shocking coming from someone like me but... You don't deserve that. And let's start by you not looking down when you talk." He lifted her head up so that she was making eye contact with him. "I won't hurt you but I think you should try it." He wiped her tears away with his thumbs and held her face in his hands seeing her scars and bruises, "No man should ever put his hands on you like that. And don't allow it... If your son sees that, he'll think it's okay."

    Hannah bit her lip hard, before shuffling her gaze back to him. She couldn't help it, she had to look down. "its not that simple..." she tried to murmur, only just making eye contact. She didn't mind him holding her face but she still had flashbacks of Adam, doing these things them hurting her after. Tears pricked at her eyes. "I can't help it okay?.... he hurts me so much and I can't do a thing..." she opens her eyes to face him as she says this. "And.... and... and I know it isn't right just.... if I even tried to.... stop it.... he- he- he'd hurt me even more." The brunette said softy, her gaze scattered but mostly on him as he held her face. "I don't want Said to see anything like that and.... but....but Adam knows when to do it and that's the thing... I just.... I don't want Said to be like that when he's older, y'know?"

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    "How about this, we graduate in a month right? I have two jobs and I just got a place that's two hours away from here... I know we just really started to talk but... It's a three bedroom apartment and I was looking for roommates but if you agree we can share. And if ya like we can think about having a roommate our make that Said's room." He smiled. He normally wasn't thins nice but he knew that since his mother went through what she was going through, that he wanted to give her a fair chance to start her life over.

    Hannah bit her lip, taking all of this in. She couldn't help the smile spreading at her plump lips. "Yeah.... honestly I wouldn't mind... And Said seems to really like you too..." her brown almond eyes wavered around before finally focusing on him, they glittered as he spoke and she couldn't help the bright smile spreading across her tan heart-shaped face. "And honestly... I have major anxiety.... and totally anti-social.... so.....I'd rather you know, maybe it be just the three of us?" She flashed heard m a sheepish smile, immediately covering her face with her slim hand as she laughed delicately. "But..... I wouldn't mind if... like maybe you could help me or something? Like... maybe therapy? You wouldn't mind helping me solve my problems right?" She giggled softly, covering her face again as she blushed.

    Ryan smiled at her then nodded, "Of course, I just want you to feel and do better. And I am here no matter what... My mom went through the same thing you have been dealing with so I am not going anywhere." He lightly kissed the top of her head then blushed slightly when he did that. "Sorry... Come on, let's get Said ready for bed and get you something to eat." He smiled. Ryan went back into the bed room once the ice cream came and gave it to Said. "Bed time after this." He smiled then went to go shower.



    And thats Ryan! Sorry I forgot to re-upload it

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    Hannah blushed as he kissed her and gave him one last smile before slowly shuffling back into the room to Said and flopping down on the couch next to him. She pulled him onto her lap, smiling happily and wrapping her arms around him. He pouted finishing his ice cream before yawning and falling asleep on one of the beds. He was laid sprawled across the entire bed leaving not much space for his mother to settle down next to him. The Burnett just sighed, suddenly feeling warm and she unzipped a little of her onesie, showing a little cleavage, before flopping back down on the sofa and watching the tv.

    Ryan had washed his whole body and hair, he felt different helping her out, he wanted to protect her from everything. And Said, he swore if he ever met Adam he would make sure he paid for everything he had done to her. Once he was out the shower, he realized he forgot his clothes so he took one of the hotel towels and dried his hair some before wrapping it around his waist. Leaving the rest of his body out to see, he walked into the living room and glanced at Hannah, "I'll let you two have that room and I can take the other. Said looks like he is gonna be out all night." He smiled at her charmingly.

    Hannah blushed a little more, finding it difficult to focus on him. She looked down at herself a little before eyeing him and nodding. "Yeah.... he probably is.... he can sleep through anything," she slowly got to her feet giving him a shy smile. Her brown almond eyes landed on his abs as she stood up, straightening herself up making her unzipped onesie more visible. "Umm.... I just want to say like, a huge, huge thanks.... you know. If I hadn't like... seen you I'd be dead by now," she wrapped her arms around him, surprising herself. "Thank you.... I mean, you've helped us out a lot."

    Ryan smiled at her until his eyes seemed to wonder elsewhere and he blushed slightly, he nuzzled into her neck hugging her back. He was never one for hugs, he actually hated hugs but he felt nice hugging her. He held her tightly wrapping his strong arms around her, "It was nothing... I just would hate to see something happen to someone so sweet as you... One day you'll get everything you ever deserved." He smiled lightly pulling away and looking in her eyes some. He bit his lip then slowly let her go, "I was gonna sleep in the room across from that one so you and Said could share a bed if ya like. Or if you wanted that bed... I can take the couch." He said softly.


    And I posted the pic of ryan :3

    Hannah still stood pretty close to him, feeling safe. She had never been one for sharing her emotions or how she felt, but she felt she could with him. Her eyes wandered over him again before focusing back on him. "Ummm.... Could you just stay with me please? I get terrible nightmares.... and I don't want to wake up crying or screaming.... so could you stay?" she asked, biting her lip a little embarrassed. Leaning into him a little, she sighed softly gazing back up at him. "I don't want to sound clingy or anything though.... I mean.... we've like only just started talking and...." her words trailed off.


    I know! c: He looks like such a sweetie!

    Ryan lightly took her hand and nodded nuzzling into her some, "Yeah, I'll stay with you." He sat down on the couch and laid back some, "Just relax and try to get some sleep." He said as he pulled one of the blankets on them once she sat down. "And It's fine, I know right now you need someone and need to let it all out... I can't judge you for that... Remember, I told you my mom went through this so I know how you feel... If he tries to contact you give the phone to me..m And if you like, my dad is a lawyer so we can get a restraining order on him."

    Hannah snuggled into him as he told her all of this, she blushed a deep colour realising how close to his chest she was and rested her head on him as she finally drifted of into slumber. Her dreams were plagued by terror and torment and she woke up a few times in the night sobbing her eyes out. Eventually, the next morning came and she yawned slowly stirring as the sun seeped in through the windows. Said was already up and tugging at her hair and bouncing up and down on Ryan. "Get up! Get up! You be late mommy! And he's going to be late too!" he said slapping the two to wake them.

    Ryan woke up slowly, he had been up when Hannah had woke up screaming and crying and didn't go back to sleep until she head. He looked at Said and smiled softly at him, "It's okay buddy.." He looked at the time then chuckled, "You are up early, we have a hour little man. But lets get you washed and ready for daycare." He slowly say up then realized he fall asleep in the towel so it was still wrapped around him. He snickered picking Said up and going to the bathroom and running a bubble bath.

    Hannah slowly came round, she stirred again in her sleep finally fully waking. Stretching, she got to her feet wondering where Said and Ryan had gone. She walked into the bathroom and smiled slightly to herself flopping down on the toilet lid. "Morning Said.... did you really have to wake us up at this time?" she giggled smiling over at him before turning to Ryan blushing. "Morning Ryan.... I didn't wake up that much in my sleep, did I?" she asked a little self-consciously. She looked down realising her onesie had come down a little in the night and scrambled to try and zip it back up, but the zip wasn't working.


    Said smiled happily up at Hannah, splashing a little as he waved her way. "Mommmy!" he drawled, suddenly seeing her blush and scramble for her zip. "Mommy! Mommmmy clumsy!" he laughed splashing even more, as he tried to get Ryan's attention to tell him to stare at his mother.

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    Ryan smiled some as he washed behind Said's ear, "No no it was okay, I understand. It'll go away in time." He smiled then looked at Hannah. He saw her zipper was down and stared for a moment before he quickly looked back to Said biting his lip, "Uh haha.. Damn so if you need to get ready for school the bathroom in the other room is free too. Uh we have this hotel room for a week... I can talk to the landlord about letting me move in early but that two hour drive it what is gonna be a lot. So I well pay off to see if we can stay a month until we graduate." He said.

    Hannah blushed a little more, her face red. She smiled sheepishly nodding, "Yeah, thank you so much." she slowly got to her feet and went to go and get ready. Stepping out of the other bathroom, she was wearing a baggy black yeezy hoodie, covering a tight tanktop, with dark blue black jeans and a oversized denim jacket. She had also put her half into an half up half down style and then went to go and check on Said and Ryan. Her brown eyes wandered back over the room again before she entered the bathroom settling back down on the toilet lid. "I'm back, Saidyboo." she announced smiling over at her son. "Hey Ryan... do you want to get ready now? I can take over."

    Ryan had already dried Said off and got him dressed in a nice pair of black jeans, a read plaid button up, and timberland boots. "Sorry if I just took over, I got a soft spot for the kids. And just order breakfast if you like or there is food in the fridge if you wanna cook something." He said then got up and kissing the top of her head, "You look amazing." He smiled at her then headed off to the other room. He got dressed in a white shirt that was a bit tight but showed off his abs, black jeans with a chain going through one of the belt loops, black timberland boots, and a leather jacket. He walked out after brushing his hair back and going to the two, "Hey did you get anything?" He asked smiling softly.

    Hannah couldn't help the wide sheepish smile, spreading across her cheeks. She blushed a little embarrassed as he kiss ed her before just nodding and going to order them some food. Her brown almond eyes averted back to him as she heard him 're-entering the room. "Oh hey," she murmured, in her soft voice. "Yeah, just ordered some food, should be here soon." She gave him a small smile, dipping her head slightly and her blacks curls bounced in front of her vision as she tried to stop feeling embarrassed and blushing bright red again. When the door was knocked on she lifted her gaze smiling slightly as she saw her son run straight the door to answer it. Giggling, she slowly got to her feet taking Ryan's hand as she led him to the door. She pulled Said on to her hip as she brought the food in and settled down on the sofa. "So who wants what? And how much? I... I... I'm not hungry but.... you guys have this okay?" She bit her lip glancing at the food a little before seating her son down on the sofa. She didn't want him knowing, she hadn't been eating properly for a while now. Her gaze fell back on said instead as she fussed over him.

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    Ryan gave her a look when she said she wasn't hungry, "Sit down and eat Hannah, there is enough for us all. I don't know how it was at your house... And I won't let it be like with me around okay?" He said softly as he played in his hair. He didn't want to order her around, but he wanted her to know that she was safe with him there. And that she could do as she pleased now that she didn't have to deal with her boyfriend... Or Ex. However she wanted to put that. 'Eat please, I can get our stuff ready for school and him ready for daycare." He smiled going to get there bags.