"Y-you sure?" he asked, hesitantly. He reached for a blanket draped over the couch, and handed it to him. "You should at least take this." He decided that wasn't the weirdest thing he heard today and made his way into the kitchen, opening the fridge. Clear tape was on each of the bottle lids. None of the fake seals had been broken. He picked up a half full bottle of vodka, and used his nails to pull away the tape. He needed to relax after the shit he'd gone through that day. He glanced back at Bear, hoped he wasn't watching, and drank from the bottle. The awful flavor of vodka was associated in his head with shame and relief, and he realized once he finished it he felt woozier, lighter, more... comfortable with how he existed.
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Bear saw Lin don the half bottle and frowned a little, he was drinking his life away, trying to forget the pain. Harry tried it once, it took him a few years to get over the addiction but he almost killed himself with just how much he was drinking, trying to forget the pain. His face showed none of this of course as his file had only the tip of the iceburg and no-one else knew....and most likely never would.
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Lin rinsed the bottle out, tossed it in the recycling bin, and realized that maybe it was a little too much as he metabolized all the alcohol in it and a wave of dizziness hit him. He rubbed his forehead. Felt good. He hadn't had this in a while. He looked towards Bear, and grinned, more confidence than before in his expression. "You hungry or anything? Want a drink? Alcoholic or not alcoholic? I have orange juice." He was actually hungry himself, so he began searching his fridge for real food. Yeah, he had some vegetables. Hell yeah. He took a few things out.
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Harry raised a brow, "Nah, I'm alright. Unless you have Spirytus that is." He smirked, it was the highest alcoholic drink on the planet, 99% pure alcohol that just destroys you. Harry had actually beaten many in drinking contests where Spirytus was the main drink
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Lin looked at him with raised eyebrows. "Um, no. I have some rubbing alcohol if you're looking to kill all the bacteria in your body." He couldn't be bothered to do anything complicated, so he just took out a pan and a tortilla and began making himself a quesadilla. This is the meal that kept him from dying of vitamin deficiencies in college. "So, like, you sure you don't want anything? Nothing at all?" He almost had a flirty tone in his voice during the last part as he glanced over to Bear with a smile.
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Bear rises a brow at Lin with a small smirk on his face, "What are you implying?" Bear had a sort of flirty tone himself then shook his head a little, The hell is wrong with me?? he asked himself silently
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Lin slipped into the persona like one might slip into a well worn pair of boots. It was natural for him, flirting, smooth-talking, a lot easier than cleaning up his apartment or fighting masked people with guns in the woods. He smirked right back at Bear, turning fully towards him after finishing up making the food. "What do you want me to imply?" he asked, almost a challenge at the same time as it was a request. It was always a bit of a gamble, Lin found, with other guys, but he was predicting a yes in this scenario.
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Bear stepped closer with a raised brow and smirk, "Quite a few things." He said simply
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Lin leaned against the counter with one hand, and used the other to muss up his own hair, releasing it from its neat styling. Some strands of bleached white hair fell into his face, and he brushed it away. He leaned closer to Bear, still with a hand on the counter. "So, what is it that you want?" The flirty tones were strong in his words, and it was clear he wasn't looking for an answer of "a glass of water" or something.
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Bear had this look on his face that said, 'You know what I want' Before he pulled Lin into a kiss
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Lin was surprised that he felt surprised by the kiss. What was he expecting? He got over the initial shock as quickly as it came and leaned into the kiss, moving his hands from the counter to around Bear's waist. He hadn't done this in a while, and it felt a little weird for a bit, but blah blah learning to ride a bike. The feeling of lips against his gave him a rush, and after pulling away for a moment to breathe, he started the kiss once again.
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Bear liked the soft lips, kinda had a hint of mint on them too. He wasn't sure why Lin was suddenly so calmed but he liked it. Bear gently laid his hands on Lin's shoulder while they kissed, he enjoyed the moment and contact
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Lin fell very comfortably into this old routine, pulling Bear closer to his body, parting his lips, almost insistent in the way he kissed, hungry for the contact. His hands lowered from Bear's waist to his hips, tucking his thumbs in his belt loops. He found he had to bend over slightly due to his height, but it didn't bother him much.
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Bear moved himself onto the counter so Lin had a good angle, he had his hands on Lin's arms before they wrapped around his body which pulled him closer to Bear. He took off the gloves and left them on the floor so he wouldn't scratch Lin
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Lin placed hands on both sides of Bear on the counter, and pulled back from his mouth for a second. He placed a trail of kisses from his mouth down his jaw to his neck, until he made it to the collar of his shirt. He glanced up at Bear, and placed a finger on the collar, a silent request in his eyes. Go a step further.
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Bear nodded a little, he had a slight flush to his cheeks but it was because Lin his a sweet spot on the way down. He was giving Lin permission to do what he wanted
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Lin pulled Bear's shirt off of him slowly and carefully, and set it aside. He leaned in for another kiss, and as he did so he began unbuttoning his own shirt, letting it hang off of his body. He began kissing more intensely now, hand on Bear's chest, touching skin to skin.
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Harry leaned into Lin, the man's skin was warm and sent a shiver through him while the kiss deepened. Harry had expected none of this, Lin was usually so wound up but Harry was rather enjoying the attitude the man had now. Harry laid his hands on Lin's sides as they kissed one another roughly, somewhat fighting over dominance but Lin was winning by a long shot
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Lin felt a vague sense that he was forgetting something. Something. What was it? He was in his apartment, there was drinks in the fridge, he had his wallet, his keys, his phone... he was forgetting something. No, it was probably nothing. He shifted his hand from next to Harry's waist to his thigh, the move subtle and natural, but significant.
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Harry felt the hand on his leg and knew what Lin was asking, he didn't dare pull away but he knew how to answer. His hand slid down the man's body until it reached his pants, that's when Harry wrapped his finger through the belt loop and tugged a little to give Lin his answer. Harry remembered Lin coming in but not locking the door