adieu, cheri // amelie

GENERAL

✦  amélie lacroix | doesn't like nicknames | codename: widowmaker

✦ unknown sexuality, unconfirmed | female [♀] | feminine pronouns

✦  twenty five moons in ff time | thirty three years old in human aus

✦ resides in riverclan | no notable titles/ranks

— based loosely off of widowmaker with personal headcanons

— lost many memories of past, remembers only violent present

— suffers from ptsd, often gets attacks that hinder her ability to think properly

— shuts down whenever memories try to resurface, uses lack of empathy as a coping mechanism

— partially dead - functionally immortal but can die from injuries
— speaks fluent french - roleplayer doesn't, uses google translate

RELATIONSHIPS

✦ single | [0] crushes, [0] maybe crushes | ½ [relationship]

✦ unknown x unknown | generation x | no siblings | no children

✦  generally hard to befriend but not impossible | tries to convince self she doesn't need affection | sees the worst in everyone before the best

✦  amelie is anything but a happy go lucky character, and therefore her pessimistic views often fringe upon her ability to make and uphold friendships. she is not opposed to them, however having forgotten so many relationships she knew she has had in the past and knowing how many she's killed, she fears that the same will happen to any new bonds she attempts to form. she is generally friendly once you become her friend, but there is always that wariness around her that prevents her from forming close bonds with others.

APPEARANCE

✦ [reference] french spaniel | CURRENT HEALTH: 100%

— medium sized, sleek, lean | dainty, small paws, relies mostly on agility

— silky purplish black canine | golden eyes | well groomed and smells like flowers

PERSONALITY

✦ comes off as very quiet and brooding, sophisticated and eloquent but detached.

✦ struggles with displaying emotions, often hides behind an emotionless mask instead.

✦ calm most of the time, rarely loses patience or anger, extremely resilient.

✦ heartless and merciless when it comes to battle, will kill anyone on the opposing side without a thought.
— neutral evil | ravenclaw | INTJ

— positive traits

— negative traits

— tv tropes

INTERACTION

✦  has no trouble fighting | will initiate first | extremely difficult in long range engagements | weak in close quarter engagements

✦  earth manipulation, wind manipulation, fire manipulation, molecule manipulation, teleportation, heat vision

✦ doesn't mind touch as long as there is permission given | will turn violent if touched by anyone without warning

HEADCANONS/MISCELLANEOUS

— main theme song

— amélie likes disney movies. they remind her of her childhood and are a small comfort when she feels more empty than usual.

— amélie is good at reading people. even fictional people. she can see a plot twist coming a mile away.

— she only ever lets her guard down around people she trusts, and then she turns into a far more human amélie than anyone knows her to be.

— amélie enjoys ballet and singing but won't ever let it show.

— amélie has a very dry sense of humor.

— amélie’s got her on-mission mode where she’s focused in, able to stay in a single position for hours, and ready to spring into action at a moment’s notice. and then she’s got her off-mission mode where she’s a logy, tired, blue lady who refuses to use a couch correctly and flops around like a daddy longlegs.

— amélie's body temperatures reach temperatures far cold for normal creatures to survive in and her heartrate is far slower than that which is deemed "survivable."

— amélie does not mind the cold at all and actually feels more comfortable in it. she despises the heat, however.

— amélie prefers coffee over tea, but her sense of taste has somewhat suffered so god help you if you try and steal out of her cup, it is both extremely strong and very bitter.

— amélie suffers from dissociation a lot due to her ptsd and the brainwashing effects her torture had on her. on one hand she's the girl everyone knows as amélie, on the other during battle and more severe moments of dissociation the woman known as widowmaker comes out.

— amélie tends to suffer silently, not showing the pain she has until she is alone somewhere to scream it all out.

— amélie can remember a bit of things at her past, but not much. and whenever she tries to delve deeper, her own minds seems to go against her and shuts down.

— amélie avoids personal questions, but shows some emotions in matters she likes.

— some past memories can restrain amélie from killing others, but the chances are minimal.

— amélie feels a lot of headaches when forces to remember the past.

— in a way, amélie was widowmaker's first victim. in order to become the perfect assassin, amélie had to sacrifice a part of her own personality and humanity to become what she is now.