//excuse my lazy mobile post and lack of a subaccount- it's late and I wanna get this post out before I lose my motivation lmao I'm not a n00b I swear sweaaatt
"One... two... three... seve- wait, no that's not right..."
Cricketpaw let out a sort of sob in response to the feeling of hopelessness that was no longer contained to the deep pits of her gut. Heavens above knew how long she had been walking for, and the heavens only knew how long she had been /running/ before that. But now she did neither of those things. Now she stumbled across the forest overgrowth whilst fighting off her own fatigue.
Where she came from didn't matter. What she was so desperately trying to escape didn't matter either. The only thing that did matter was that her name was Cricketpaw and her demons were behind her- both figuratively and literally. Her hind leg wasn't afflicted with a slight limp, her face didn't have any scratches that would probably scar up, and her brindled coat most certainly did not have the eerily distinct shine of blood.
Nope. Not at all. Nada.
None of it really ended up mattering anyway, since Cricketpaw was now pulled away from any sense of misery she had been feeling as a particularly nonexistent congregation of blood caked onto her front paw caused her to slip and fall on a particularly, /annoyingly/ smooth rock.
Thankfully, her brief flight ended with a crash landing among fragile leaves and moist soil, but the impact was nonetheless damaging. The loss that she had gained with her new situation had hit her much harder than that stupid, /stupid/ rock could ever make her fall. Her hopes, her aspirations and dreams- they were gone. All the things she had wanted to do- those were gone too. All the conversations she had wanted to have all the friends she wanted to make all the things she wanted to /learn/!
Gone.
Tears welled up within Cricketpaw's eyes. She was going to die. She was going to die alone with the stupid rock and in the middle of nowhere on the literal edge of existence where no lived and her voice would go out and she would be even more forgotten than the cats in those stupid fake stori-
Wait.
No, that's not right.
Every story has a bit of truth to it. Every story has something to take away, an opportunity to learn- a lesson, a moral, a characteristic, a history.
Perhaps... perhaps where she came from wasn't the only place that had a significance- that had a population. Perhaps... if she kept going she could find somewhere that her usefulness had worth.
A newfound determination filled Cricketpaw and caused the young apprentice to rise to her feet and go onwards.