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    Nev hummed gently as he relaxed beside him quietly. He smiled when he finally settled and let his tail drape over them both comfortably. The demon hummed and closed his eyes as the younger male brushed the hair from his face. It brought back so many painfully sweet memories from before. "Good night my dear." He murmurs gently as he cuddled him closer. It was refreshing to feel the warmth of another being beside him although he himself gave off quite a bit of heat.


    The demon bit his lip as the other played with his tail before falling asleep. It was such a sensitive part of his body being only second most sensitive with his ears being the most sensitive. He sighed gently when he finally fell asleep. He flinched faintly when the other woke up. Was he really breathing that loud? He wasn't actually paying too much attention to it. He frowned slightly before he slipped off of him again and faced away from him this time. Oh well he couldn't expect a miracle on day one after all.


    He smiled as he was pulled closer, pushing down a content purr as he watched the younger male drift off finally. He closed his eyes for a brief rest when he heard the younger muttering in his sleep. He gasped sharply and held his crotch as the other managed to get a good solid kick to his groin. He let out a low pained whine as he reached out and shook him firmly to wake him up. "Ruka! Wake up!" He whimpered, slowly regaining his breath as the pain ebbed away but he continued to guard his groin from a repeat attack.

    Loki shot up when he heard the male whimper at him, lazily turning to look at the male that had pain written all over his face. He brought a hand up to his face, rubbing his eye with a balled first while a small yawn escaped him. Loki didn't even try to hide the glare he was wearing as he looked down at the older. What could be important enough to wake him up? He pouted as he looked down at the demon. "Yes? Something wrong? If not I'm going back to sleep." He stated not actually waiting for an awnser as he crawled under the covers.


    Loki curled up around the others leg resting his head on the hips. He whimpered when he noticed the hand protecting the groin. The boy gently shooed away the hand cringing when he pulled down the other's pants and looked in the underwear to see the damage he caused. "Did I kick you?" He asked quietly in a guilty tone from under the covers. "I'm sorry, I'll kiss it better." He mumbled as he leaned closer and pressed a small kiss on the groin, not realising how inappropriate that action was until he already did it.


    Blushing a deep red he nudged his face into the thigh as an attempt to hide it. He took a deep breath in hopes to calm his bright blush before crawling back to the surface. Loki whines quietly as he nudged into the crook of the neck whispering a few small 'sorry'. Sighing to himself he brushed some long, slightly curled locks out of his eyes so it didn't keep poking his eyea when he looked around. "Is there anything you can use to tie me up with? I want to make sure you don't get hurt anymore."

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    Nev's ears flattened a tad nervously. "What were you dreaming about? You were all over the place..." He mumbles. He did not care for or really pay attention to the irritated voice the younger male had at the time. He huffed as he crawled back under the covers without waiting for an answer. "So cold." He whispers and closed his eyes thinking the other was going to go back to sleep.


    The demon frowned as he felt him lay against his hips. At the very least the boy would not really be able to kick him again if he was so low. He sighed and relaxed until his hand was shooed away. "Perhaps you did but it was in your sleep." He murmurs. His ears twitched and pinned back as he felt the kiss.


    Nev blushed faintly as his heart raced. He had to remind himself the younger was injured to keep himself from pouncing on him. It didn't help that he had pressed into his thigh right afterwards. He chewed his lip slightly as he wrapped his arms around him. "I would prefer not to do anything of the sort while you are injured." He murmurs. Now if he was healthy the demon wouldn't think twice about tying him up but he would probably have his way with him if he did. "Try to sleep." He murmurs gently as he stroked his head gently.

    "I was dreaming of chasing a rabbit." He whispered as he curled up around Nev. He leaned into the touches the other gave him purring faintly. The boy placed his chin on top of Nev's head as he calmly closed his eyes. It only took a few seconds for him to fall asleep but once he did he put the demons ears inside this mouth, drooling slightly on them. "Yummy." He breathed around the ear, holding the other close. He whimpered softly as he pulled away from the ear and burried his head in the locks of brown hair.


    Loki woke up in the middle of the night, yawning softly as he pulled away from the male that was holding him. He shivered as he sat up, running a hand up and down his soft legs and torso curiously. He slid a hand behind his neck gently trailing the start of his long scar. Humming quietly to himself he shakily stood up, once again shivering at the cold feel of the floor. He looked down at his bare body before shrugging carelessly. Nev probably had already seen his body, plus he wasn't that attractive so being naked probably wasn't a big deal. Loki walked out the room, curiously looking around. He stopped when he saw books his eyes lightening up in happiness as he gingerly took one out of the pile.


    Loki curled up in a seat before opening a book a small smile making it's way to his lips as he read the book, the dim lighting of the moon seemed to light up the whole book. He tilted his head when he noticed the words on the corner of the book 'Property of Ruka' on the book. He slowly ran his fingertips over the letters his smile slowly disappearing when he read further into the book. It was a dark, twisted version of fairytales. He nibbled his lip as he read further his expression once again turning happy. Loki sighed softly as he turned the page, frowning when a much smaller book slipped out of the large book. He hesitated as he opened the book but immediately closed it and placed it back into the large book. It was his diary. Loki swallowed hard as he shakily put the book away exactly where he found it. That small diary had all the awnsers in them but he was afraid that Nev would catch him while he was reading it.


    Loki stayed there, curled up in the uncomfortable seat for a while, his expression innocent yet blank as he fidgeted. Deciding to go somewhere else before he could go back and try reading the diary. Loki stood up, slowly walking back to the bed. He once again curled up under the covers, burying his face inside the chest.

    Nev rested quietly as the bottom finally fell back to sleep. He was in deep thought with his eyes shut when he felt the human start chewing his ear in his sleep. He frowned and flicked it in a tad of annoyance at the amount of drool on it. He had, for now, ignored the pleasurable sensation it had caused. There was no possible way of actually sleeping with the boy with him even if he actually wanted to.


    The demon had settled again once the other had relaxed. Once the boy left the room he opened his eyes and sat up. What was he up to so late in the night? He got up and followed him on silent feet as he watched him explore. He smiled softly as he watched him look through the books. So much like his Ruka. He bit his lip as he scanned his body. He wondered how he got those scars but he didn't want to cause confusion in the boy nor do anything that could possibly expose his lies.


    He was about to leave and return to the bed when he heard something fall. He glanced back just in time to see him put the book back in a small panic. What was it that he had found? Shrugging it off he returned to the bed, laying back in the exact position he had been in before just moments before the boy entered the room and climbed into the bed. He shifted and whimpered quietly as he held him close. "Is everything alright?" He asks quietly.

    Loki had only hummed at the question, thinking hard about his answer. Was anything wrong? He desperately wanted to tell Nev about the diary, but he felt as if the man wouldn't let him read the diary. There was some holes in the story he gave him, making Loki believe that Nev wasn't telling him the whole truth. He backed a way slightly and smiled up at the larger man, it was fake but he hoped the demon wouldn't notice. "No. Just thinking of how lucky I am to have you." The words of deception slipped off his sharp tongue with such easy that, frankly, it was disturbing. No one but himself would be able to pluck the truth from his veil of deception.


    Reaching up he straddled the face before pressing a soft kiss on the forehead. He pulled away and turned around, allowing the guilt of lying rest heavily on his shoulders. He toyed with his bandages (God does he have bandages on? I've forgotten ._. ) as he nervously chewed on his bottom lip to stop himself from saying anything. Loki rolled to his stomach, pushing his face into the fluffy pile of the pillows before wrapping his arms around one. He kept some distance between them since he was unsure if Nev liked to cuddle or not.


    Despite being afraid that the older man didn't like it he rolled until he was laying on top of him. He wrapped his legs around the waist before resting his chin on the others chest. He started at the male with his multi coloured eyes expectantly. Just to make it clear he wanted the other to wrap his arms around the waist he gently bucked his hips so he quickly grounded on the other. "Do you ever for to sleep? Does everyone have tails where I come from? How old am I? Is my family still alive?" He asked, never once pausing in between questions. He huffed softly as he closed his eyes. "Never mind." He whispered softly as he once again started to fall asleep.

    Nev frowned at the response for someone who feels lucky he seemed a bit distant. He quickly brushed it off thinking it was just a part of the nervousness that came with the boy's memory loss. "I am the lucky one." He murmurs gently as he relaxed once more, letting the boy have his space after he had pulled away. He was honestly just grateful for having a second chance at a relationship after so long of being alone.


    The demon hummed happily as he felt the gentle kisses from the boy before watching him pull away. Well at least he was not going to be too distant. He watched him silently for a few moments longer before shifting to lay on his back and stared at the ceiling as his mind replayed the events of the past hundred years or so. After a while he found himself thinking about his old lover. He could only hope that this time turned out differently.


    It did not take long for his attention to be brought back as the other rolled on top of him. He looked down at him with a gentle smile. So the boy actually enjoyed the warmth of cuddles as well. He bit his lip hard as the other ground against him. It was starting to get difficult to ignore the fact that he craved the young male. He wrapped his arms around him and held him tight. He flinched as he was suddenly attacked by a flood of questions that he couldn't quite answer without giving up too much and exposing his lies so he was extremely relieved when the other dozed off once again.

    Loki had awoken once he felt as if a few hours past. He grinned as he looked down at the older man under him, poking the cheek as if to make sure he was asleep.

    He supposed he could use this chance to practice cuddling with Nev again when the other was asleep. He rolled the male to his back before crawling on top of him and curling up on the stomach and lap. Somehow it didn't seem he would be getting the hang of this any time soon. "I don't think I'm doing this correctly." He deadpanned to himself but didn't move from his position. He was comfortable and he didn't at all care if the other was in pain from his position. He huffed quietly as he listened to the faint sound of the wolf demon's breathing.


    His eyes fluttered closed, he wasn't tired or anything but he just enjoyed the peaceful moment. He huffed softly was he went to his all fours, moving around so he was facing Nev instead of laying on his lap. Loki sprawled out on top of the man, poking the cheek again with a soft snicker. If he had a pen he'd definitely draw on the handsome face, just to make him a little less attractive so no one would try to steal him.


    "Nev? Are you awake?" He asked in a soft whisper as he wiggled around happily. He straddled the demon, gently batting the face to wake the man up quicker. Huffing in annoyance when he didn't wake up Loki moved to the many fluffy tail, stroking it with a small smile. Deciding to go explore he let go of the tail, standing up in all his naked glory. Slowly Loki slipped off the bed and stood up. He trotted to the kitchen, suspiciously looking around. Loki froze when he suddenly thought of running, looking to the front door with an unreadable gaze. Loki quickly shrugged off the thought, walking to the kitchen to grab a drink of water.

    Nev easily faked his sleep as he felt the younger male moving around. He gave small what could have been a grumbles of annoyance as he felt himself get flipped back onto his back. He had to keep from grunting as the weight of the other was suddenly completely on him. He refrained from rolling back over, curious about what he would do if he thought the demon was asleep.


    He struggled not to start chuckling as the boy started to poke at his face. He shifted 'in his sleep' and his ears twitched and bit. He would have rolled over if the younger was not still on top of him. He hid another annoyed huff as his face was batted by the boy. He was starting to feel like he was a cat at this point.


    It was not until the other left the room that he sat up and followed him silently. He felt a pang of nervousness as the boy stared at the front door for a bit longer than he liked walking to the kitchen. He relaxed and made his way out. "You know, you are my fiance not my prisoner." He mumbles. If you want to go outside your can." He murmurs but left out the part where the demon would follow him just in case.

    After a long, and to be blunt, awkward pause he looked to Nev before down at his naked body. "Nev. I don't have any clothing. So how do you expect me to go outside? Plus it's really dangerous out there. I may trip and crack my skull open!" He muttered, shivering at the thought of him dying just because he had made one wrong step. He stepped closer to Nev a certain sly sparkle in his mutlicoloured eyes. He wrapped his arms around the other, resting his chin on the others chest so he could him.


    "I mean if you love my bare body so much maybe we should just go back into the bedroom and have fun there." He teased as he allowed his hands to roam both down and up the body. Loki playfully grinned up to Nev before leading him to the bed. The small human made the attractive fire wolf demon sit down before making the lap his seat. Instead of continuing though he glanced to the wardrobe. "Are you going to get me some clothing that I can wear?" He asked feeling slightly sorry for leading the other on so much.


    Even though he felt sorry for the other he wasn't done playing with him just yet. Loki, while still on top of Nev, parted his legs and stuck out his tongue for a few moments. "Poor Nev. Having to wait for me to heal before we could do anything.' He snickered softly, running a hand down his own bare body.

    The demon watched him silently for a small moment. He was honestly a bit surprised by the boy's reaction, or rather, lack of one. "If you wanted clothing you could have asked." He mumbles quietly. Nev was still trying to adjust to seeing the ghost that was wandering his home. The boy was exactly like his past lover, the same looks, same speech pattern, the way he moved...


    He let the human touch him and lead him back to the room. The demon was finally starting to get curiously excited but quickly got annoyed by the false lead he was given. He stood up and dropped the boy rather carelessly onto the bed. "Watch yourself." He growls lowly as he gripped the wardrobe door hard enough to check it. Ever since his past lover he hasn't been very keen on any type of manipulation. He pulled out an outfit that seemed like it would fit the boy before throwing it on the bed beside him. "Get dressed. " He mumbles before leaving the room. He walked outside and closed his eyes, listening to the sounds of the mountain to help calm himself before he winds up doing something he would regret.


    He sighed and grabbed a cigarette, sticking it between his lips before creating a small flame and lighting it. He took a deep inhalation of the smoke before releasing it in a thin cloud, watching it dissipate. "What am I going to do if this turns out like before?" He mumbles to himself as he looked out at the trees that surround his home.

    Loki sighed in a bored manner at the reaction he had dug out of the older man, but that quickly changed when he looked at the others would ears which seemed to always be twitching with different emotions. He sighed softly to himself, pulling on the shirt and underwear but leaving his pants, seeing no need for it at the moment. He slipped out the bedroom, about to sneak up to Nev until he noticed that the man was muttering. He hid behind the door, trying to hide his breathing by placing a hand over his nose and lips. He listened to the man with a confused expression.


    Was he just a replacement for a ex? Surely that wasn't right. Nev was so sweet. Then again, he didn't remember anything about Nev as far as he was was concerned he didn't actually know him. What if the wolf demon pushed him down a cliff as an attempt to kill him? All the horrid thoughts made tears welled up in Loki's eyes which he quickly blinked away. He ran to Nev as if he was just coming out of the bedroom. He wrapped his arms around the free arm, burying his face in the chest so he didn't see his face.


    Loki took the others face in his hands kissing him, which was mostly him using his tongue to shift the cigarette out of Nev's mouth to his own mouth. He took the cigarette out of his mouth after inhaling, blowing the smoke playfully in the others face before popping the cigarette in Nev's mouth. Loki was very tempted to ask Nev about what he meant earlier but decided to leave it and just look around curiously. He wanted some alone time so he could page through the hidden diary he had found. "Nev, how about you go pick some flowers? I would love to decorate the house with them. Besides you seem to be want to be alone for a while." Loki said, playfully patting the others rear as an attempt to shoo him away. He smiled innocently before trotting back inside again. preferring the nice warm feeling of the house rather than the cold outside.

    Nev silently toyed with the sleeve of his shirt as he thought about what to do next to win the boy over completely before he felt him wrapping around his arm. He flinched slightly in surprise before looking down at him and giving him a soft smile. "Hey, sorry for what happened." He murmurs quietly. "I just don't like being lead on." He murmurs quietly.


    He flinched in surprise at the kiss as the other stole his cigarette. His ears pinned back faintly and he bit his lip slightly before it was popped back into his mouth. "Are you alright?" He asks quietly as he noticed the boy seemed to be distracted by something. He wondered what it was before he realized he was getting shooed away. A bit uneasy about it he stood up. "Okay. I will be back soon then. I will cook lunch when I get back." He called as he walked off.


    He could not believe he had let the human shoo him form his own house. Was he hiding something? Did he regain his memory? He shook his head to clear his head. That was impossible. He finished his cigarette and put out the butt before shifting into his wolf form and trotted his usual rounds, checking to make sure no outsiders were on his mountain before making his way to a flower field he had a little ways from home. He shifted back before picking a decent amount of about thirty flowers before making his way back home. He walked in and set them on the table before washing up and starting to prepare lunch for the boy. In total he was probably gone for roughly four hours.

    Loki snickered softly when he noticed that Nev heals actually left him alone. He smiled sweetly when he looked out the window, waiting until Nev was out of sight before turning around and excitedly running to the book shelf like a child in a sweet store. He waited for at least ten minutes just to make sure Nev was actually gone and want going to disturb him in any way before starting to search for the book that had the diary hidden inside it. After a few long moments of searching the whole book shelf he had finally found his books. He traced his fingertips over the words on the book while biting his lip.


    He could always ask Nev about his life but then again he doubted the wolf demon would give him a direct answer. He chuckled softly when he shook his head, opening the book and finding the diary as quickly as he could since he hadn't wasted almost, if not more than an hour. Loki quickly scanned over the words. Barely registering most of the sentences because he was trying to read the speed of light itself. However, the more words he read from the diary filed with cursive writing the more horrid he looked.


    He was really only engaged for the power of immortality? If that was the case he needed to make sure that his demonic lover didn't find this out. Otherwise Loki was scared of what would happen to him if he did. After reading it and re-reading he huffed softly, a little happy that he found out that Nev and himself had not yet made love. He sighed softly, putting the book back inside the bookshelf before waiting for Nev to come back. He waited by the kitchen door until Nev came back, immediately attaching himself to the other from behind when he started preparing for lunch. He purred softly when he licked up the neck before gently kissing it. He rested his chin on the shoulder and climbed on Nev so he was basically having a piggyback ride. "Welcome home my dear."


    (Sorry for taking so long, my feral front had been playing up and not saying all my drafts.)

    The demon flinched slightly as he felt the tongue run over his neck before the kiss. "Why hello." He greeted him as his ears twitched towards the boy. "Are you hungry?" He purred out as he started to make a stew. He was carefully cutting the vegetables when the boy climbed up onto his back.


    "You sure are energetic." He murmurs teasingly. "What were you doing while I was gone?" He asks curiously as he scooped the freshly chopped vegetables into the stew. "Nothing too bad I hope." He teases.


    He stirred the stew until it was done. He set up the table and made them both a plate although he himself ate a preserved soul first.

    Loki snickered softly at the others comments, never letting go when he started to do everything that needed to be done like a busy bee. He leaned closer to the ear so he was able to hotly whisper into it. "Believe me if I was naughty you would see the mess." The teen purred softly just to see the reaction he would gain. Loki smiled brightly, sliding off the older man to sit on his chair. "To answer your earlier question I started reading then I got bored and cleaned out the bathroom and made up the bed." He said honestly using his fork to poke at his good once it was set on his plate.


    Loki stared at the stew, picking out all the meat before nibbling on those pieces of food, his gaze flickering around in a poorly hid bored manner. He trotted down to where Nev was sitting, making himself comfortable on the lap. He rested his head on the chest, enjoying being so close to his... lover? False lover? Enemy? Well, after he had read the diary he wasn't sure what Nev was to him. He slowly closed his eyes while faintly purring to himself. He wished he could stay like this for preferably forever. "The flowers look beautiful." He commented while wondering where did Nev get such beautiful things.

    At the first comment the demon blushed slightly more. "Good point." He whispers before the boy finally slid off of his back and sat down at the table. He poured him some water before sitting down at the other end of the table. He looked up at him and bit his lip. "You didn't need to clean." He mumbles quietly. "At the moment you should focus on making sure you heal up." He says before eating quietly. He was watching the boy as they ate until he stood up and trotted over only to make himself comfortable in his lap. He bit his lip and sat back in his chair.


    He stayed like that only for a moment before wrapping his arms around him and resting his chin on his head. He could stay like this for centuries. He sighed and pressed his lips to the top of Loki's head and closed his eyes. He opened them again and moment later. He picked him up before moving to the bedroom and laid back on the bed with the other on top of him. "Its just a tad more comfortable in here." He murmurs quietly as he started to run his fingers carefully through his hair.


    How long would this last? The peace that he longed for after his previous lover had betrayed him. he let out a long sigh and closed his eyes again. He didn't want to lose him this time...