Sometimes, if he focused enough, he could still feel the suffocation of the water. He would breathe in, and it felt like he was being drowned, salt on the tip of his tongue. He felt the weight on his chest, the unforgiving currents. Then he'd break away from his day-dream and be pulled back to reality, gasping for breath. This was one of those occasions. But it felt particularly vivid, a putrid bitter taste replacing the sting of salt water, the toxic filling his lungs instead. Wrenbreeze glanced around, his eyes roaming over the cats going on with their day and not haunted by memories, shaken down to the bone. He felt a twist in his gut and he turned away.
A Riverclanner was afraid of water. He scowled at the thought, cursing himself and his past mistake, curling his tail around himself. He stared out, at the glistening surface of the river, tail curled around his paws. He bit at the inside of his cheek, glaring with an surprisingly ferocity.
He wasn't a coward; or at least he liked to pretend he wasn't. He played the ignorant, blinded by his pride and desire, darkened to the fact that he wasn't what he displayed. He mulled over this fact now, shame a weight in his body. A breath left his mouth, shaky, as he stood up and cautiously approached the water, like it was made of all claws and teeth and ready to strike him down.
i was gonna make a human aubut i thought nah and now i want one
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