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    Sometimes, if he focused enough, he could still feel the suffocation of the water. He would breathe in, and it felt like he was being drowned, salt on the tip of his tongue. He felt the weight on his chest, the unforgiving currents. Then he'd break away from his day-dream and be pulled back to reality, gasping for breath. This was one of those occasions. But it felt particularly vivid, a putrid bitter taste replacing the sting of salt water, the toxic filling his lungs instead. Wrenbreeze glanced around, his eyes roaming over the cats going on with their day and not haunted by memories, shaken down to the bone. He felt a twist in his gut and he turned away.


    A Riverclanner was afraid of water. He scowled at the thought, cursing himself and his past mistake, curling his tail around himself. He stared out, at the glistening surface of the river, tail curled around his paws. He bit at the inside of his cheek, glaring with an surprisingly ferocity.


    He wasn't a coward; or at least he liked to pretend he wasn't. He played the ignorant, blinded by his pride and desire, darkened to the fact that he wasn't what he displayed. He mulled over this fact now, shame a weight in his body. A breath left his mouth, shaky, as he stood up and cautiously approached the water, like it was made of all claws and teeth and ready to strike him down.


    i was gonna make a human au
    but i thought nah and now i want one


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    the herbs in his jaws were sweet, and the tom resisted biting right into it and letting the flavor settle on his tongue. he had to keep this urge at bay as he moved through the territory. eventually, the leaf bundle had been dragging behind him was full and rainwatcher was beat; he was not proud of the fact that he got exhausted from dragging something like herbs around.


    rainwatcher pricked his ears and stopped in his tracks. was that wrenbreeze, or was he just imagining things? he inhaled deeply, trying to smell past the herb in his jaws. yes, that smelled like wrenbreeze - really good despite that you think he should smell bad because of his arrogance.


    he shook this thought away and started moving toward wrenbreeze. was he near the water? he was pretty sure there wasn't this many reeds in the mainland.


    paws marked his path, pressing into the moist dirt. he was totally sure that that was wrenbreeze near the water. he was about to spit out the herb in his mouth and call out, but something made him stop. wrenbreeze's head was bowed, and he looked...sad? no, not sad but he sure didn't look like his arrogant self.


    "what are you doing?" he questioned. in the back of his mind, he was hoping he didn't startle the tom.


    //when you thought you replied to thread but no
    no you didn't.


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    TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — His focus on the water was broken by a sudden voice ringing out to him. Underneath his breath, he cursed, lifting his gaze from the slow tides that were more intimidating to him than any other Riverclanner. He felt slightly unsettled, his eyes wandering off and giving the possibility that he might fall in if he weren't careful. But, over the moons he had spent in the territory, he had come to know it quite well. Surely his knowledge wouldn't be wasted by tripping over himself and tumbling into the stream.


    Though he wasn't a bit surprised to see Rainwatcher there, herbs held between his teeth. He took a deep breath, filling his lungs before forcing a grin onto his face, as smug as ever. His shoulders gave a shrug and he glanced down at the water. "What, can't a guy appreciate his clan's pride and joy?" he challenged, tail swaying behind him. He sauntered forward, studying the other's face for a moment, then turning and padding back into camp.


    "So, ah...Rainwatcher, how is Mistpaw?" Wrenbreeze asked while ducking into the clearing, turning back with a serious expression, a sudden change from his attitude. He was worried about the kid, and was hoping he'd turn out alright. Besides, they had a good medicine cat and apprentices, he was in good paws. But he couldn't help but wonder what the extent of this poison was.

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    rainwatcher was surprised at the sudden change in the tom's demeanor. but come on. this was wrenbreeze. so he shrugged the strangeness of his behavior off. "well, yes, i suppose you can." the corners of his mouth twitched as he followed after wrenbreeze, dragging the bundle along with him.


    at the sound of his tone, his usual frown formed but his eyes willingly showed his worry. many cats had asked this question after hearing of mistpaw's sickness but none of them truly knew of his seizure. "he's fine, i guess." uneasily, he looked away from wrenbreeze. "i'm keeping my eye on him more often, though, and he's sleeping in my den now." his tail flicked slowly behind him and he slowly edged towards the medicine cat.


    rainwatcher's face scrunched, as though he was internally debating something. he glanced over at wrenbreeze. wrenbreeze had been one of the ones with him when mistpaw had his seizure. he would understand his concerns.


    "i'm just..." he cleared his throat and batted at the herb bundle with a paw. "i'm worried that he'll have another seizure, and that this time i'll be even worse." he moved toward the den with the bundle behind him, assuming wrenbreeze would follow. plus, he couldn't look the tom in the eye. "and i worry about him all the time now. i think he's getting tired of me but he doesn't want to admit it."


    "ah," as though he had realized what he had just said, he shuffled into the medicine cat den, hastily stowing the bundle away. "anyway, mistpaw is okay. he's fine." was rainwatcher saying this to him or himself?


    //that angst ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)


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    TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — He could blatantly understand his concern. With even more siblings of his own, he felt almost disorganized with his nagging worry for them. He outwardly acted like a jerk to them, but he loved them a whole lot. He was even a bit over-protective of them, especially after their parents' absences. Even though he wasn't exactly the oldest of them, he still felt responsible for them, mostly the younger of the group. It hurt him inside to know he had failed with Rookpaw thus far.


    Wrenbreeze pushed back the abrupt thought and listened to what news Rainwatcher had to share about Mistpaw. His face deepened at the tom's slight ramblings, his feelings seeming to spill out. At first he opened his mouth to interrupt, but thought better of it, deciding he probably needed a bit of venting. All of Riverclan were going through rough times right now. With a sense of dread hanging heavy over their heads, unloading some of the negative emotions was probably the best option.


    Naturally, as he had predicted, the tom followed after his steps into the den and took a seat at the entrance, momentraily distracted by the storage of herbs. The musky scent of plants and sickness stuck in the air, his nose scrunching up. He wasn't used to being in the medicine den, he hadn't needed a visit since he was roughly apprentice age. He didn't really bother with remembering the incidents and what not that had given him a reason to stop by.


    "And he'll stay fine," he assured once it seemed the medicine apprentice was finished. He didn't really have a knack for comforting others, a bit too stiff in that department, but he didn't just want to stay silent, either. [color=#E4AFA7]"You, Rookpaw, and Aspenberry are all very skilled at what you do. I have no doubts he'll be better soon, just give it time. Maybe once the poison has passed, everything will get better,"

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    rainwatcher's smile might have been forced, but it was a smile none-the-less. "thanks, wrenbreeze." he silently sighed to himself. although he felt better about his worries now that they were out in the air, that doesn't mean they would go away.


    "anyway," he started in a brighter tone, turning back to face wrenbreeze. "how are things with rookpaw? still bickering like elders?" this time, a real smile pulled at his mouth.


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    TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — His face lit up at the mention of his brother. He was so proud of him, like he was of his other brothers and sisters. He had been elated when Rookpaw was made medicine apprentice. "Yeah, he's just fine. Not sleeping well, really, but otherwise I think he's well," he replied with a wandering gaze. He was a bit sad, reminded of his inability to protect him. He'd wandered off and disappeared when he was only a kit, and Wrenbreeze-Wrenpaw at the time-couldn't find him. Then he had come bearing wounds and injuries. He didn't allow the solemn feeling to show on his face, not wanting to worry Rainwatcher, but he did feel it deep down.


    At the mention of bickering, he only shrugged his shoulders with an unapologetic grin-truth be told, they didn't argue nearly as much as he and Magpiepaw did. He was usually the one to settle the peace between their squabbles. "Brothers will be brothers, I suppose," he didn't say 'siblings' purely out of respect of his sister Larchfang, who was about the only one he really got along with out of his family.