She wasn't alive. She was breathing, but she felt like a ghost. She had disappeared and lost everything she loved. Hell, even now her own clan wouldn't acknowledge her existence. No one even came to check up on her, or ask where she went while she was off feeling suicidal. No one really cared about her, no one aside from Chicagocrimes, the love of her life, the mother of her children who also somehow managed to disappear in her. She was replaced by the people she cared and loved the most, and she just hoped that her fiancé didn't trade her in for a newer make and model.
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