its raining somewhere else — dnp / frisks storage

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ALL LOVING HERO — tries to befriend everyone and anyone, is willing to die for a complete stranger (this is even lamented by chara) and will do just about anything to make someone's day a little bit brighter.

ANGST COMA — went into one after they hit their one year anniversary on feralfront and all events of the previous year came flooding back to them due to the sight malfunctioning; didnt wake up for two weeks and was basically trapped with their internal demons. see 'break the cutie', 'trauma-induced amnesia', 'trauma button', or 'dark and troubled past' for more information.

ANXIETY DREAMS — most of these are actually memories that have been blocked off by their mind (see 'trauma-induced amnesia' and 'trauma button' for more information) but they are often exaggerated and people who weren't originally there may appear, invoking this trope.

BACKPORTED DEVELOPMENT — frisk has gone through a lot of development, but only some things have stuck around.

BADASS PACIFIST — self-explanatory.

BECAME THEIR OWN ANTITHESIS — atychiphobia.

BERSERK BUTTON — gordon (and anyone else they care about, for that matter) being threatened or attacked does not bode well for anyone who isn't frisk. touching their flowers without permission and attempting to enter their mind is also a nice way to get them to try and gut you. oh, and so is abusing their trust or manipulating them.

BEWARE THE NICE ONES — aside from the fact that this little amnesiac sweetheart has helped put an end to their original world (see 'dark and troubled past' for more information), frisk has been less than friendly to those who push their buttons, the best example being when cassidy was kidnapped by the cartel; they and radioactiveplague invaded the place just to start up some hell. frisk is also prone to snapping at people who they don't really trust, such as darkstalker-- but their trust can easily be regained with just a few words here and there.

BODY HORROR — and how. frisk is usually covered in bright yellow flowers, giving them an adorably cute appearance upon first glance. however, if one were to remove the flowers, they'd be in for a nasty shock, considering that the plants have blossomed over hideous scars, such as one that travels twistedly from up their collarbone to their jawline, and then they have a large, gaping hole in their left cheek, the remaining flesh there disgusting and charred. not to mention its painfully obvious that half of these wounds are infected, but frisk hasn't taken the time to treat them fully for god knows why.

BREAK THE CUTIE — the poor kid! they've always been nice at best, but the more they learn about how harsh this world is (and any world, for that matter), the less optimistic they become. they've watched loved ones be captured and tortured (gordon, kate), loved ones capture and torture other loved ones (mercy and sango, radio and takumi) and finally sat there helplessly as they watched their father get killed before their very own eyes by one of the many people they swore to protect him from! and for some fridge horror, its note-worthy to mention that after their father (who came back from the dead) abandoned them they went to stay in their fathers murderers clan. see 'byronic hero' for more information.

BYRONIC HERO — really, frisk is much more complex when it comes to being weighed on the scale of good and evil, black and white. they destroyed their world but not out of selfish intent; it was for the good of everyone, as the world simply was too far gone and was doomed to die anyway-- but it doesn't change the fact that they just killed off an entire planet, and erased a timeline on top of that. and then there is their own experiences here in feralfront; after funhaus was killed, the first thing frisk does is move in with his murderer. sure, they hadn't been aware that bill cipher would be in the rebellion (let alone did they know that they're a leader there) but they argued that they wanted to stay anyway, because it looked "cool". the carnival is cool, but living with your parents killer is not. they undoubtedly flounder in some sort of grey, but how dark is that grey? how light?

CHILDREN ARE INNOCENT — while frisk is morally ambiguous at the moment, there is little to no doubt that they have a heart as gold as the flowers on their body.

CONDITIONED TO ACCEPT HORROR — or atleast, they were like this in the underground. not so much here in feralfront, but they're getting there.

CRAPSACK WORLD — and how. the surface was a wasteland overrun with garbage, and the underground was no better. the monsters below arent as friendly as their game counterparts (in fact, most of them are all blatantly unstable), and are in a time of starved depression under queen undyne's rule, an old hero who turned tyrant after being corrupted by the loss of her friends and the love of her life. frisk was unlucky enough to fall down, and had been used, betrayed, killed, and eaten numerous times when they were there. not to mention their time underground led to them eating (or trying to eat) some of the more "friendlier" or less aggressive monsters, such as the annoying dog.. as well as other humans-- unintentionally! "creepypasta" is taken very literally down in the underground..

DARK AND TROUBLED PAST — frisk originates from a world where they got trapped underground and then they had to defend themself from horrific monsters twice their size who had blatant intent to murder and then eat them all the while they were battling off their own hunger. eventually, they paired up with chara and erased the world before moving on to the next one (feralfront).

DETERMINATOR — being the physical embodiment of determination and sheer will, it only makes sense to have this on here. frisk is a go-getter and does everything in their power to set things "right" so that everyone can have their own happy ending. their determination is so strong that they can even evade death because of their refusual to die.

DREAMING THE TRUTH — wip

EARN YOUR HAPPY ENDING — before they were overwhelmed by atychiphobia, they used to encourage this trope a lot.

GOOD IS NOT SOFT — wip

GRAYING MORALITY — see 'byronic hero' for more information.

HAPPILY ADOPTED — frisk has officially been adopted by four different people (imperiousdevotions, sans, artpop, funhaus) and has lived a happy life with every last one of them. this doesnt even begin to cover all of the people who haven't adopted them (ie, kate, cherviltea, mettaton, sango), but treat them like family anyways.

HEROIC BSD — had officially hit this stage after bill cipher broke up their soul. emotionally unstable and ten times more sensitive than before, they will flinch at unexpected contact, cry over small, seemingly unimportant things, and panic if pinned down. they even stopped taking their meds out of fear of being caught off guard and attacked. this is will be even more prominent now that they are atychiphobia.

HORROR HUNGER — once their digestive system activates, frisk will be overcome with strong bouts of hunger and they'll have to satisfy it quickly or prove to be a threat to those around them.

IMPROBABLE WEAPON USER — wip

INTERSPECIES ADOPTION — all of frisks adoptive parents are canines whereas they themself are a cat. mothernature (their "birth mother") has a cat body, though.

ITS ALL MY FAULT — this belief is how they turn into atychiphobia to begin with.

LEANING ON THE FOURTH WALL — frisk is slightly aware of the fact that they're on a roleplaying website and will casually reference pasts posts in their internal dialogue or verbally compliment someones profile aesthetic if they find it to be appealing.

MADNESS MANTRA — this trope is invoked in nearly any situation where frisk is caught in a highly stressful and mind damaging problem, as they chant one word like their life depends on it, with "no no no no no" being the most common. this trope also comes into play whenever atychiphobia does something they dont mean to do, leading to them whispering a terrified, "im sorry, im sorry, god im so sorry" over and over again.

MARTIAL PACIFIST — they only fight if provoked, but don't really put any effort in it unless they're in a genuine state of fear, panic and/or are triggered.

MISERY BUILDS CHARACTER — the very foundation of their development. see 'dark and troubled past', 'byronic hero', 'the dog bites back' and 'break the cutie' for more information.

OLDER THAN THEY LOOK — any body frisk takes on is typically three - five months old, but they've been in feralfront for over a year now, and they were around nine years of age back in the underground.

TALKING DOWN THE SUICIDAL — when frisk was dragged to the cartel by victoria who was determined to salvage what was left of her family (which included frisk, jefferson, kate and morgan), they tried to convince victoria that not only was she still a good person after killing kate marsh but that she was worthy of forgiveness and her family never left her. instead of frisks words making things better, however, this is what triggered victoria to kill the both of them.

THE DOG BITES BACK — in the underground, frisk initially tried to save the monsters that were trapped there, but eventually they proceeded to erase the world due to realizing that, even if they could befriend and help the monsters the prejudice against humans wouldnt go away, and the monsters would either kill all the humans once they reached the surface or the humans would kill all the monsters because they all had turned into the very thing they had been sealed away for.

TRAUMA BUTTON — wip

TRAUMA-INDUCED AMNESIA — due to the events of horrortale/the underground and what they had undergone here in feralfront, one of their newly discovered powers (the sight) has started to put a barrier around frisks mind, pushing the traumatizing events into the farthest corners of their mentality so that they cant recall them throughout the day. these memories can still come to them in the form of dreams and nightmares, however.

TROUBLED FETAL POSITION — frisk wakes up like this whenever they die and reload a save point.

WHAT THE HELL, HERO? — they destroyed their world because there didn't seem to be any other way to protect it from itself. also the fact that frisk is upholding residency with funhaus' murderer falls under this trope.

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— frisk / "atychiphobia"
— nonbinary, they/them
— trot medic / past ranks + relations
— mentally/physically a child
— brown manx kitten w pale yellow sclera & flowers decorating body
— triangle branded into left shoulder
— schizoaffective disorder, off meds
— no mentor, open / prev trained by sans, kate, & negan
TRAITS
— INFP / HUFFLEPUFF / MELANCHOLIC / ABNEGATION / TRUE NEUTRAL
— naturally soft-spoken; voice hoarse when loud
— gentle and clingy, bad at letting things/people go
— a natural sweetheart, but can be otherwise when provoked
— will forgive but wont forget
— timid but brave
INTERACTION
— attack in bold white
— shows mercy / rarely fights back
— pathetically easy / strong when triggered / sensitive to mental attacks
— flowerprints, emotion/scent manip, time control, the sight, give/take away pain
OTHER
— has a block on mind, amnesiac
— embodiment of determination
— cannibal digestive system mutation; dormant

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— frisk / nonbinary / agender pronouns / does not like being called an "it"
— created december fifth 2015 / three months old / mentally + physically a child
— embodiment of determination / hosting the fear of failure, atychiphobia
— schizoaffective disorder / medicated with xanax
— selective mutism / knows and uses sign language
— riverclan guppy [non-s/hp] / former magician [doctor] and taskmaster of the rebellion
— former head medic and honorguard of windclan / former remnant/white fang initiate
— former phantomclan vice-deputy / former rift physician trainee / former shadowclan vanguard and duskreacher

MISC INFO ･ﾟ★ TRUTH IS LIKE A LOADED GUN
— likes to collect items that seem trivial to most; wrappers, bottle caps, wilted flowers, etc. they'll keep anything that has any level of personal significance.
— puts their close friends and family on a pedestal and loves to be around them; they would do anything for them.
— very hard on themself and is constantly comparing themself to their loved ones
— a happy crier, an angry crier… basically they cry a ton.
— has a cannibal digestive system mutation, dormant at the moment but starting to develop signs (ie, cramps, feeling unsatisfied after eating, food tasteless).
— SOUL has been shattered into a mess of red, glowing, shards. can be seen hovering low to the ground beside frisk via the sight, and it pulsates like a living, beating, heart if touched. it balanced out frisk's emotions, and they are emotionally unstable because its been broken.
— a mental block has been placed on their mind. it blocks bad experiences and memories, but is faulty and these memories can be recovered or triggered through dreams or similar settings. the block is removable, but dangerous to their health if done so without proper care.

PHYSICAL ･ﾟ★ YOU DONT WANNA POINT THAT THING 'ROUND HERE
— physical health: awful / mental health: awful
— lax posture / walks with a small gait / intense floral scent
— a soft-furred chocolate manx kitten. they look almost comically childish, with stubby legs; a plump body; wide, pale yellow eyes/schlera; and a general baby face. golden petaled flowers glide up their neck in a jagged line, trailing from the right side of their collarbone to their left cheek, and these flowers also cluster around their upper right thigh. a triangle has been branded into their left shoulder, the handiwork sloppy due to the fact that they had been struggling when it was done. their entire body is lacerated with small scratches and bruises.

PERSONALITY ･ﾟ★ MAKE ALL OF YOUR SKELETONS APPEAR
— positive traits: innocent, amiable, optimistic, forgiving, affectionate, protective
— neutral traits: perceptive, emotional, determined, sentimental, trusting
— negative traits: naïve, thin-skinned, clingy, self-critical, dependent, snarky
— hufflepuff / melancholic / abstinence / infp / true neutral
— description

RELATIONSHIPS ･ﾟ★ THIS IS REAL LIFE
— asexual / single / not open to romantic relationships
— has a guardian angel named sunday
— fathertime x mothernature / adopted by imperiousdevotions, artpop, sans, and funhaus
— actively searching for a mentor / prev trained by negan, kate, and sans

INTERACTION ･ﾟ★ AND YOU'VE BEEN LIVING FICTIONAL
— easy-ish physically / easy mentally / knows self defense [rusty]
— usually doesnt start fights / shows mercy / typically flanks clanmates
— attack in bold white or @FRISK .
— powerplaying nonviolent/healing actions is allowed
— in battle, frisk doesnt usually fight the actual enemy. instead, they work as a support system for their teammates, typically sticking to the sidelines and using their powers to aid their clan. they use emotion manipulation the most overall, and try to give their friends the edge by giving them boosts of adrenaline and such. they also might target the enemies, specifically the raid leader, and use their emotion manipulation to put them to sleep. problem is, frisk can only focus on one person at a time when using this power, and so they have to choose between their clanmates or their enemies (usually, they pick clanmates). if frisk is confronted in battle, they might fight back and they might not; truly, it depends on the situation.

POWERS ･ﾟ★ I DONT WANNA HURT YOUR HEART, MY DEAR
— flowerprints / discovered / 100% mastered
— the sight / discovered / 0% mastered
— emotion manipulation / discovered / 57% mastered
— time control / discovered / 100% mastered
— scent manipulation / discovered / 100% mastered
— give and take away pain / undiscovered / 0% mastered

OTHER ･ﾟ★ BUT IF IVE GOTTA CUT YOU, OH I WILL
— heartchart / ask.fm / thread hub / storage
— penned by @pure / pm this account for plots

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— do not request for your character to be on here, please! the only way a character can get on this "heart" chart is if they have broken frisk's trust in some way. if your character happens to be up here and i havent updated it after they've had an interaction between the two of them, however, you can pm me and request for the opinions on that character to be updated!

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metanoia / the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life.
ataraxia / a state of freedom from emotional disturbance and anxiety; tranquility
petrichor / the smell of earth after rain
albatross / a seemingly inescapable moral or emotional burden, as a guilt of responsibility
nelipot / one who walks barefoot
huzun / a melancholy resulting from inadequacy or failure that it becomes communal, resigned, and even curiously poetic.

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you lurch forward with jaws snapping, and your teeth catch his throat. you hear the frantic beating of a heart jumping in terror, feel the pulse vibrating through your mandible and that sound almost sways your mind to stop. but then thoughts like those are clouded as you remember that they've made you feel the same way for so long, scared you like how you are now scaring them, hurt you like how you are now hurting them, and you dig your canines in further. your fangs cut through the nasty flesh like a knife taken to warm butter, and you hear the disgruntled cry of your enemy-- you have to act fast! your jaws stumble across the windpipe, and a jolt of excited electricity mushrooms up your spine, burns heatedly in your heart. just one fatal harsh tug and then you snap your head back, ripping the throat free of its blubbery prison with a sick, sucking noise, the sound of inner flesh evacuating its shell. red, stinky, sticky snakes burst from the torn skin immediately and splash over your jaws, fiery kisses ascending across your maw with each spurt of heavy copper-scented blood. you feel the body shut down beneath you with a few feeble twitches, imagine eyes glossing over to signify immediate death and then scramble back to look at the mess you've made. their orbs have darkened and fogged just as you thought they would, and with their throat still hanging from your jaws you start to feel relief. he's dead, he's gone, and you should be safe again.

but then you actually open your eyes, and reality sets in.

you start staring at the body harder, looking into eyes that are meant to be amber, not chartreuse, looking over a build that is supposed to be muscled and toned, not skinny and meek. speckles of silver dot the muzzle, the only highlight in the corpse's otherwise ebony pelt and by now you know that its not him. by now you now that you got the wrong guy.

panic sucker punches you, hard in the gut, and you spit out the flesh that's been clasped between your teeth. your mouth feels like its rotting the second that you do. its a warm sunny afternoon, but you are stone cold, glacier blue as realization doesn't just slam into you, but kicks you down and beats you senselessly. you killed a man, you killed a man. you take a few more steps backward, tensing up guiltily, fearfully. anger clusters in your head, beats down on you with as much severity as the guilt. fucking damn it! you had been so scared that you couldn't even make yourself realize that the person you attacked was not darkstalker, and just some poor passerby who happened to hold a few similar traits to him. you did not kill a vengeful rogue hellbent on hurting you and everyone you care about. you slaughtered an innocent person, you murderous bitch.

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[center][fancypost=bgcolor=none; bordercolor=transparent; text-align:justify; borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; font-size:8; line-height:110%;][size=8]— frisk originates from the underverse, horrortale, for the most part. horrortale is a universe where the underground is in ruins after a human completes a neutral route and undyne essentially becomes queen with a vengeance to kill and devour any humans that come down. frisk happens to be one of those unlucky humans. all the monsters are twice the size here than they are in the original series, and none of them are nice. in fact, the only monster you can call "nice" is papyrus, and even he is a hazard to your health. he CAN protect the player from sans though, since the other usually doesnt try anything when he is around. usually. (its best not to push him.)

— speaking of sans, frisk for the most part has mixed, confused feelings on the skeleton. they've died at his hands on several occasions, and are made acutely uncomfortable in his presence. however they have also seen hints of kindness in him, which has encouraged them enough to give him terms of endearment (teddy, bear) which he seems to be more amused by than anything else (this doesnt stop him from killing them, though). sans generally refers to them as "kid, brat, and *on super rare occasions* baby-bones". the only time he calls them by their name is when he is deathly serious about something.

— due to the trauma-inducing state that the events of horrortale left frisk in, when they came to feralfront, the sight instantly blocked the memories from their mind frame, and now they only show in the form of dreams (or in this case, nightmares). running into a character from horrortale, particularly a flowey, toriel, sans, or papyrus, will probably bring these memories back.

— sans and frisk once bonded over putting a human skeleton back together. they came along sans messing with it and rather than turning back to find papyrus, they decided to stay and offer to help. surprisingly enough, he let them, and watched them put the skeleton back together (whilst telling them what part goes where). it was pretty much a human-sized puzzle. that is probably the best memory frisk has of him.

— frisks fear of water stems from a scenario where sans told them that they could cross the lake to avoid papyrus' deadly puzzles. flowey had encouraged sans' advice for once and frisk went along with it. the ice turned out to be thin, however, and frisk fell through and wound up drowning. this fear was only magnified when darkstalker shoved them into the basins waters back in shadowclans old territory. now frisk avoids any and all kinds of bodies of water.

— frisk has been caught in one of papyrus' puzzles before, which turned out to be a bear trap. it clamps around their leg and is extremely painful. here, they have to rely on a random chance encounter. if papyrus comes along, then they will die immediately because papyrus would pounce on them and they would be crushed beneath his weight. if sans comes along, then they have a very slim chance to survive this trap. he offers to free them, and they initially decline. he offers again, saying he has a key. now this is where an option can be presented; accept his help or deny it. if they choose to let him help, he grabs them by their arm and says "keep that leg still, kiddo" frisk will ask about the key and sans will laugh before raising his axe and cheerfully announcing that "this is the key" before he sloppily hacks at their leg and they end up dying from blood loss. saying no for the second time will result in sans shrugging and leaving them alone, heading back the way he came. frisk can then have flowey free their leg and they can escape the trap.

— the first time sans is introduced is when frisk and flowey are escaping toriel and the ruins. toriel, hot on their trail, screams, "now sans, do it now!" and then bones erupt from the ground and frisk is impaled. this marks their first death, and spurs flowey to give them the speech about dying and determination, loads, save points, ect

— sans doesnt like it when frisk uses sign language. in fact, one time he got so sick of it he cut off their hands so that they couldnt do it anymore. they were forced to reset and restart the run because of this.

— "friendship does not mean safety" this is what flowey says after frisk befriends papyrus and he offers to hug them. if its accepted he picks them up and embraces them with all of his strength, crushing their body and instantly killing them. denying a hug will briefly upset him, but he quickly gets over it.

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AND I CANT HELP BUT AGREE