What is so important this late?(BxB PAFP)

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    Ooc: I'll look into it!


    Ic: Barnaby's head lifted as he heard his husband say 'disgusting', having a feeling he knew what it was about; his eyes. The small blonde boy absolutely loved his love's eyes, and he wanted to see them more. Getting off the bed, he walked over to the closet and grabbed his love's hand. Leading him back to the bed, Barnaby situated himself on his lap again. This time, however, it was not for lustful reasons. Reaching up, he removed the shades once more with a smile." Listen up, love. I heard what you said in the bathroom, and i think i know just what it is about. You need to stop looking at them with such malice and hatred. I adore your eyes. They are unique and beautiful in their own way. They are apart of you, and you cannot just hide them. Look at me. I love you with everything i have, and that includes your eyes. So don't you dare say they are disgusting or hideous. I love them, just as i love you." The small male hummed gently, pressing gentle kisses under his love's eyes. He wanted his love to be comfortable in their own house, and especially with his eyes.

    Jake froze, listening to his lover talk like that just made him a bit happier than usual. He smiled softly, rolling his eyes at his husband. "Your the only person to ever think they looked nice. My father hated me before he died because of how hideous they were." He chuckled, blinking slightly. His eyes almost made it seem like he was inhuman, but he indeed was a human. He wrapped his arms lovingly around his lovers waist and gazed up at the dirty blonde with a small smile. "Thanks. I love you too." He purred, kissing his lover sweetly before laying backwards, causing his love to slide onto his chest. "I wish to lay here and stare at nothing!" He laughed, his accent sliding again.

    Ic:
    The small make smiled as he saw his husband lighten up, puffing out his cheeks as he listened to him speak if his father." Well, he was very wrong. They are outstandingly beautiful, my dear." Barnaby hummed, kissing back happily. He gasped and giggled as he was pulled down, rolling his eyes gently."Whatever my british hubby wants. Seems like it has been forever since we have just been able to lay around and have the day to ourselves, hm?" The dirty blonde mused, resting his head on the other's chest. This was almost like a dream come true.... he finally had a day to himself where he could just cuddle and kiss his husband. Was he dreaming? If so, he never wanted to be woken up.

    Jake chuckled, rolling his eyes and pulling his little husband close, tangling their legs together and messing with the man's hair gently. "Have I ever reminded you of how beautiful you are..? More masculine term would be handsome I guess, but I think Beautiful has a lot more meaning." He said with a small laugh, eyeing the dirty blonde with a sweet smile. Hideous. He kissed his husband's forehead, his arms sweetly wrapping around the man's sides. Foul. He softly rubbed his lover's back in a caring and gentle way, unlike before. Imperfect. he smiled warmly, kissing the man on the lips. Unworthy.


    // The italics are his thoughts toward himself, not his lover. Seriously reflecting all of my hatred for myself into this character, though Jake is like 20x as awesome as I am. xD

    Ic: aHHH JAKE NEIN YOU ARE WUNDERBAR STOP T H A T. Lol i start screaming german when i don't like something aND I HATE HOW JAKE THINKS HE IS DISGUSTING LIKE NO BB STOP THAT


    Ic: Barnaby blushed wildly as his husband called him beautiful, allowinf his husband to kiss and caress him wherever he pleased." You have. Have i ever told you how handsome you are? Even more so without your shades. God, how did i ever get so lucky? I have the perfect man in every way by my side. This seriously isn't fair." He giggled out, pressing a gentle kiss to the other's lips. His fingers absentmindedly drew random patterns on Jake's chest, eyes half lidded. This was heaven to the small male.... he never wanted to move again... He just wanted to stay cuddled in his betrothed's arms for the rest of eternity.

    Jake chuckled softly, rolling his eyes at the smaller man, flinching slightly at the touch here and there, not because he was in pain but because his lover's hands were a tad cold. "Your the perfect one here." Damn right. Jake sighed inwardly, "Your beautiful and sweet and kind... And clumsy" He threw in with a teasing laugh. So much better than you, huh? He played with his lover's hair before tracing a little heart on the man's back. "I love you, blondie." Can't believe he loves something as gross as you, huh?
    Why would someone so awesome love you? Maybe its the money.
    Hes probably scared of you because of your eyes.
    Hes probably scared to leave you because he thinks you might hurt him, physically.
    Your don't deserve him. Your garbage.


    //xD Jake is my amazing lil dude, and I'm writing out my old thoughts back when I did have someone to love. I like writing out my emotions into my characters, but the other characters always cheer mine up while irl i don't have that kind of support. My brother is always in his room, I do online school, and both parents are separated and work all day and party all night. Feralfront is the only human communication I get most the time. xD

    Ooc: That sounds awful, if i am going to be honest. I go to a public school and i want to actually die sometimes because social anxiety hates my entire existence. Plus i really have no friends and i suffer from a few mental illnesses that my parents never want to hear me talk about. So i understand the isolation a good 90% of the time.


    Ic: A small laugh left Barnaby's lips as his love combated what he said, shaking his head." Nah, you are the prefect one, my love. You are so caring and gentle, and i know you will never lay a finger on me in a bad way. You're like an angel. A handsome angel with gorgeous eyes." The male hummed, shivering as he felt the heart traced into his back. A soft sigh of content left his lips, continuing to trace random patterns into his skin. He was so in love with this male, and he knew he always would be. The mere thought of being without Jake forever scared him to death. "And i love you too, Jameson." He hummed sweetly, nuzzling closer. He only used his real name when he was angry, or when he wanted to get his point across. Here, he wanted to let his lover know just how much he adored him.

    Jake chuckled at his adorable husband, rolling over and pulling Barnaby over too with a small laugh, they were both still cuddling and facing each other, but Jake was now laying on his left side. He ran his nails gently on his lover's back, smiling softly to himself and humming the tune that had played at their wedding. "...What time is it?" He asked softly. Though he didn't have to go to work, he was wondering if they would have to get up and grab Barnaby lunch. Maybe they could go about the town and go to the park or something?


    //Just woke up sorry about my muse. I've been gradually editing this out of boredom. xD