What is so important this late?(BxB PAFP)

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    Ooc: Lol i made Barnaby a lot like me so you are not alone XD


    Ic: Barnaby watched as his husband took his shades off, smiling lovingly as he saw those unique eyes. They were a bit odd, yes, but he loved them. Upon hearing his husband explain the last time he ate was three days ago, a gasp left his lips." Jameson! That is not healthy! You need to eat! You have been to the hospital too many times already!" The smaller male shouted, obviously concerned and angered. How could he just not eat like that!? Work was important, yes, but his health was much more important. You could also tell he was very worried since he used his husband's given name. He always called him Jake upon request, and he only used his real first name when angered or concerned. It was a grest way to get his love to pay attention and shut his trap. Even more so when he threw in his middle name. That just shows how concerned he really was about Jake.

    Jake froze, looking up at his husband, quite shocked at his tone for a moment before sighing. "I'll make myself some eggs then, just calm down babe. I seriously am fine.." He said as he got up, his sentence trailing off as he stumbled into the counter, hitting his hip. He grimaced and opened the fridge, grabbing some eggs and putting them on the scrambler (Becuz english) and turning on the stove. He sighed inwardly, feeling nauseous just looking at the food and thinking about eating made him sick. He ran his fingers through his dark hair and glanced over at his blonde husband, offering a small smile, though there was not a lot of life in his eyes. "See, look, cooking food." He said sarcastically with a tiny chuckle.

    Ic: The small make puffed out his cheeks, watching his love move to the kitchen. He playfully glared at his husband at the scarcasm, sticking his tongue out childishly. Getting up from his chair, he walked behind his husband, wrapping his arms around his torso." You understand why i am worried, right honey? I know your job is important, but you need to eat. Hungry or not. Your body can't function when you haven't fed it for three whole days. Jake, i worry about you so much since i hardly get to see you. Just ease my mind and eat when i'm around, okay love?" He mumbled out, resting his cheek against his lover's back. He was serious in when he said he worried constantly over the other. Since they hardly got any time alone, he never knew if the other was alright or healthy. It pissed him off, yes, but what could he do? Tell Jameson to leave his job? He would never do such a thing to his husband. Though it woulf be nice if he put both his own health and his husband first sometimes.

    Jake sighed softly. God, he seriously felt worse now. He chuckled weakly, "Alright blondie.. I love you." He mused, taking the eggs out of the scrambler and putting them on a plate, allowing his lover to hold him like this for one more moment before he sat down and took a bite of the eggs reluctantly, flinching slightly as the food slid down his throat. He took another bite, then his stomach rejected it. He gagged slightly, causing him to put a hand over his mouth. He bit down on his lip, his odd eyes watering slightly as he got up and puked in the sink, washing it down the drain and coughing weakly, laughing. "Delicious." He commented quietly, obviously not willing to finish his meal, he sat back down in his seat, still feeling nauseous and weak from puking. "I must have a bug or something." He laughed, covering the obvious fact that he couldn't stomach food for some reason, most likely a mental issue with it.


    //Legit Jake is exactly like me. I wont eat for 3 days then try to eat and instantly vomit, then ill shove my face full of food then vomit for several hours. xD

    Ooc: i just eat when i'm hungry, and that can take hours. And lol i'm a huge worry wart like Bunny and i go into mom mode when my friends don't eat XD


    Ic: Barnaby smiled softly as he was told that he was loved, pressing a kiss onto his spine." And i love you, Jake." He mumbled back, following the other to the table. He sat down as his love did, eating his food happily. He grew concerned as his husband covered his mouth, standing up frantically as he heard the other vomit. He went over to his love when he sat back down, feeling his forehead and cheeks." You don't feel warm baby..... lets get you into bed, okay? If you are sick, you need to rest. Plus you have been over working youtself these last few months. You deserve a good rest, my love." The freckled boy saif softly, pressing a kiss onto Jake's forehead. He was getting a bit scared from the condition his husband was in, and you could tell. He was frantic and trembling, eyes wide and posture strait. He only ever got this way when he was scared or very nervous.

    Jake sighed, seeing how worried his husband was just made him feel guilty. He picked Barnaby up and kissed his cheek, not breathing on him. "Babe i'm fine, seriously. I gotta work later today but for the next few hours i'm all yours, alright?" Jake smiled, carring his husband upstairs and setting him on the bed before brushing his teeth really quickly to make sure his breath didn't smell like vomit. Then, he sat down next to Barnaby and smiled softly. "I'm not sick, I promise."


    //I go mom mode when my friends dont eat and they know that i physically cannot stomach food yet. Some stuff happened a few months ago, I went missing for two weeks, and now sometimes I just feel too disgusted to eat anything.

    Ooc: That sounds rather scary. Though i hope you are alright dear!


    Ic: Barnaby scowled softly as his love said he was fine, and that he was still going to work. He just threw up! He is not okay! Allowing his lover to carry him up the stairs, he sighed softly as he was placed down." Honey, you are not okay. It is not normal to go without eating for three whole days then thrownuo when you try. I'm worried. You need to understand that your health comes before your work, love. I know your job means a lot to you, but this is getting ridiculous. You need to sleep and eat properly and quit worrying about your job when you are home." He said gently, trying to keep his calm. He was probably going to blow up and scream about how neglected he has been feeling if his husband even dared to sass him. He just wanted the other to see just how terrible and unwanted he has been feeling these last few months.

    Jake sighed softly, listening to the blonde's rant before sitting on the other man's lap, pushing his back on the bed and laying on him, cuddling him sweetly. "I know.' Is all he said, his voice quiet as he gazed at the sheets below them, negativity crawling about his mind. I'm too disgusted with myself to eat was what he wanted to say because it would definately be the truth. But he didn't want to worry the blonde any more than he already had. "Soon I can quit writing articles and focus on my book series which would mean a lot more time here with you.." He mumbled softly, smiling at the thought. Oh, wouldn't that be amazing?


    //I'm physically fine now, kinda. I mean, I hadnt eaten since yesterday morning (Its 130pm here) so i grabbed a bowl of cereal and tried to eat and now my stomach feels awful. xD

    Ooc: That's good! Not the stomach part. I understand that feeling. If i eat too much in the morning, i feel awful the rest of the day. It happened this morning -_-. It's 4:30 PM here and i still feel like shiz


    Ic: Barnaby widened his eyes as his love crawled on top of him, a blush stirring on his cheeks. Though he grumbled unhappily at what his love said." You have been saying that for almost a year, love. This is torturing me... i hardly get to see you anymore! When was the last time we even went out to eat? It has been so long that i have forgotten..... H*ll, when was the last time we even had....... since you've touched me? I have needs too Jake. It feels like i'm being put last when it comes to your work...... it is actual torture on my mind....." He stated, his body beginning to tremble. He needed to get out before this started a fight. Whenever he said anything remotely bad about his husband's work, it always lead to a fight. He just wanted the other to know how he was feeling, bug they were most likely about to get i to an argument over it.

    Jake sighed, hugging his lover tighter and scattering little kisses on the man's neck before shoving his face softly into Barnaby's neck. Its torturing me too was again what he wanted to say, but he wouldnt. Guilt washed over him like it did whenever he was with his husband. "I promise it'll happen soon.. After I finish this book and it starts selling I can stop articles. I'm almost done with this book." He mentioned softly, his breathing on the man's neck. "I'm sorry.." He mumbled softly, his hideous eyes roaming Barnaby's neck for a bit longer before he sat up and flipped them so Barnaby was on his chest and his own head was propped up by a pillow. He gazed at his lover silently, all he felt was guilt. Guilt he had to leave someone so perfect alone for so long.


    // xD. My mom has had me taking these pills that settle my stomach I think so I can eat dinner when I want too but she makes me eat dinner at least 5 times a week.

    Ooc: I understand why she would make you eat though. Everyone needs to eat to survive.


    Ic: Barnaby was finally unraveling at his seams, and his husband was about to witness all of it. The small male was trembling from anger and sorrow, eyes becoming glassy with tears." Sorry is all you ever say! Yet you do nothing about it Jameson! I'm tired of sitting around at night, wondering when you will be home! I never know if something has happened to you, and that terrifies me every single night! Sometimes i feel like your work takes over your life and that leaves me out to dry! I love you with all my heart, but sometimes i think it's one sided. Especially with the way you have been staying out so late these last few months! I feel like i am just some d*mn housewife! I am not going to sit around forever! I'm sick and tired of this!" The small male ranted, voice rasing as he finished. Pushing himself off his husband's chest, he felt tears leak down his face. He felt so unwanted and has had little attention for what seems like forever. Standing up, the crying male felt his body quiver from his sobbing. He really has lost it.

    Jake sat up, watching his husband cry made him upset, and though sorry was all he said, there was nothing else to say. "I'll come home sooner. I'll stay longer." He said softly, gazing at him and grabbing his shades, putting them on. He didn't want Barnaby to see his eyes turn to sorrow, he never let anyone see that, in fact it was rare for him to even let anyone see his eyes period. He gazed at his beautiful husband. "I'm sorry." He said softly, gazing at him. "Your not a house wife. It isn't one sided. I think about all day and all night..." He sighed softly, looking at the ground for a moment and running his hands through his hair. "I'll quit my articles job today." He said plainly, not looking up at Barnaby as he knew his husband was still going to be angry at him.

    Ic: Barnaby quieted down as his lover spoke, still rather angry. Though all that anger flushed away when his husband said he would quit the article job. He didn't want him to quit, since he knew just how much his betrothed loved to do it. Though maybe it would be for the best. That job seemed to be way to stressful for his husband right now. Between running an entire business and writing a book, he knew this article job had to be hard on his love. Sniffling softly, the small male wiped his eyes. He said nothing, not sure how to respond to what his husband just said. While he wanted to be selfish and keep Jake all to himself, he also didn't want to make him loose one of his jobs. The small make continued to cry, needing to let such sorrow out. It was stressful on him, too. He just wanted to see his husband more often than he does now. Is that really too much to ask?

    Jake sighed, getting up and wrapping his arms sweetly around the blonde for a moment before sighing and grabbing his phone, texting his boss. "Annd..... Done. Now we have all the time in the world blondie." He said softly, though he tried to sound thrilled, he really wasnt. It wasn't because he had to quit articles, he liked writing them but they took up a lot of his time, but mainly because his husband was so stressed. He was stressed too, but he didn't pity himself much. He didn't give himself a proper amount of pity either, everything he did was disgusting in his mind, he had thought that since he was a young boy. "Hmm... Why don't I take you out to dinner tonight? I know just saying sorry isn't going to make up for lost time and neither will that, but I can try my best." He said softly, though not looking up or taking off his glasses. With them on, it was hard to tell what he was really feeling actually.


    (k lemme re-explain his eyes becuz I kinda forgot how to explain them myself. The white is gray like ash, and on the right eye its deep red with some pink on the bottom and on the left eye its a brigh, lime green with some like sunny-d yellow at the bottom. And sorry that I had Jake try to end that argument quickly I was cringing for Jake and Barnaby and any more cringe would have killed me. Not becuz it was bad or anything but just becuz JAKE AND BARNABY BOTH FEEL TERRIBLE AND SJFHAKJEHKJNL XDD))

    Ooc: aHHH HIS EYES ARE SO COOL WTF. And it's okay! Barnaby honestly couldn't take much more anyway XD


    Ic: Barnaby squeaked as arms wrapped around him, squirming slightly. He just wanted to cuddle up in bed and never leave. His eyes widened as his love actually sent the message, his anger flaring down somewhat. Hearing the offer for dinner, the small make turned around before looking up at the other. All he wanted now was some love put on him. Reaching up slowly, he removed the shades and placed them on the dresser. Pushing his love gently back onto the bed, Barnaby crawled onto his lap." Perhaps. All i want now is for you to make up for all those months you haven't touched me. I was starting to go crazy, so it is yout responsibility to quench my urge, my love." The dirty blonde boy hummed, leaning down to kiss his husband. His legs were on either side of the other, kissing with such a passion he thought he lost. Now all he desired was his love to make him numb to all the sadness and replace it with ecstasy.

    The dark-haired male was shocked for a moment, but closed his eyes and sunk deeply into the kiss, his hands snaking around his lover's waist and gently rubbing under his shirt, opening his eyes and pulling out of the kiss before placing sever kisses on his lover's neck, nibbling down a bit on his skin and looking up at the dirty blonde with a small smile, one hand grabbing the man's chin and pulling him back in, kissing him a bit more roughly than previously. Meanwhile his other hand slid up the blonde's shirt, rubbing his back sweetly.


    //xD IKR! For Jake's eyes I combined two real eye diseases and now he looks bawse. And btw sorry, I'm used to being a character more like barnaby mentally and physically, mentally a bit less stable and physically smaller, so this is like mai first time being a character like this. IM TRYIN OKAY?! XD

    Ooc: i bELIEVE IN YOU MY FRIEND XD also wanna skip to after the bbys do the do?


    Ic: Barnaby loved how quick his husband was to get the hint, and he was glad. A breathy moan left his lips as his neck was kissed, kissing back with the same intensity his lover put into it. His body shivered as a hand trailed under the longer shirt he wore, breaking the kiss to remove it. He threw the shirt to the floor, leaving him clad in hus boxers. A sly smirk came apon his lips as he looked down at Jake." Cat got your tongue, baby? I know it has been awhile since we have seen each other like this, but don't gawk." He teased gently, smiling softly. All his anger was gone and replaced with a need for his husband.

    Jake pouted, but obliged nonetheless.


    After an hour, Jake had got up and walked into the bathroom, running himself a hot bath and sighing warily, though a small smile indeed was dancing about his face. He hadn't felt like that in a while. He ran his fingers through his hair and pulled out quite a few prescribed pills, taking his normal dose and stripping before sliding into the shower, feeling the hot water run over his body was nice, as he didn't often have the time for the luxury of showering.


    //I timeskipped xD. Usually I'm good at not skipping but IM A FREAKIN ADORKABLE LITTLE PERSON xDD. Oh, Do you like anime?

    Ooc: Lol i'm a sinner XD aND YES ANIME IS LEGIT MY LIFE


    Ic: Barnaby stayed in bed, soaking in the euphoric feeling of being satsified. It had been way too long since he felt so good, and it was needed. His naked body was still tangled in the sheets, panting softly. Jake really did know how to work his body in a way that he could hardly think after engaging in such activities. His blue eyes stared at the ceiling, half lidded and glazed in happiness. He couldn't wait for his love to get back in bed and cuddle with him. Now that they would have more time to do such things, Barnaby knew both of them would be less stressed. Sighing happily, the smaller male stood up and slowly slid his boxers back on. He needed to conceal at least a little of his body. No need to walk around completely naked. That was for soecial occasions only. Mostly for getting his husband to join him in the bedroom.

    Jake washed and rinsed his hair calmly before stepping out of the shower, turning it off and drying himself, glancing at himself in the mirror before staring. He was happy.. Right? Barnaby was happy, why didn't he feel happy? It wasn't because of Barnaby, no.. It was those damn eyes. He stared at his own eyes and growled. "Disgusting." He snapped at himself, loud enough to be heard from Barnaby, but it was a bit quiet to his husband. He put his hands over his eyes before putting on a towel and sliding on his shades, exiting the bathroom and walking to his closet, grabbing some boxers and sliding them on.


    //Maybe you would like to join a thread of mine then? You don't have to, but this is the link - I Hate You..{BxB}You... Ugh!