[center][fancypost=border-width:0px; width: 465px; text-align: justify; font-family: verdana; font-size: 8.4pt; line-height: 1.4;]The typical warrior in your everyday life. He wore his heart on his shoulder, was justly, kind, and loyal. He was the ideal riverclanner. -Is what he'd like to say. But none of those were true. He kept his feelings to himself, buried under piles of bricks. He wasnt fair or kind, he was stubborn and done with everyone. So done to the point that he'd tell them what they wanted to hear then ignore everything else. The only thing he could agree with is his loyalty. Riverclan was his birthplace, his home. He grew up here, serving his life as a warrior peacefully. Of course he was loyal! He even hid his sexuality and got a mate to help the clan. However, his mate died during childbirth, along with his sole daughter.
He'd taken two moons to heal from the heartbreak, not of his mate but from his daughter. Truthfully, he pitied Littlebird, who had generously loved him and taken him as a mate despite the idea he'd never love her. But his real sadness was for his daughter, who was born due to the need to prove his loyalty and died without a single inch of love. By the time he got over their deaths, Smokestar had apparently ran away and left Cougar-star in charge. Since he never truly met the she-cat or any of his new clanmates, he'd only find it appropriate to greet maybe her and his clanmates sometime. Aka, today.
He wasnt attractive nor important but he prayed to starclan that some cat would greet him. After all, he was eating by himself out in camp for the first time in a while. Perhaps someone payed even the slightest bit of attention to him to even know that.
//rushed + random ass backstory lmao, didnt think this through ><