Does it trouble your mind |open, visitor| The way you trouble mine?

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  • Where did the man belong?
    No where, no where at all.
    He was dangerous, Unpredictable, unstable. His tortured mknd was slowly deteriorating, fading away faster and faster with every assign moment. If Atticus did not know any better, he would have assumed his mind was disintegrating within his skull, fading into nothingness. It sure felt as such considering all his explosive episodes and mental breakdowns, he even had to leave his husband in fear of hurting him but it was more than just that.
    There were chemical imbalances in his brain that had all become too prominent, to psychological and chemical damages brought themselves together to take over, to wreck havoc upon the body and soul of Atticus Hacksaw.
    He wasn't a chemist or a psychologist but he knew he was going mad, he knew he needed pills - something to counter this disease of the mind.
    Lithium pulls was used by his father to control the symptoms of bipolar disorder. Sadly, however, poor Atticus Hacksaw wasted hours digging through rocks and boulders to find the ore to no prevail.


    That was why the old former deputy stood on Blizzardclan's border now. His knees shook at the joints, his ears pressed against the back of his skull, the moose looked rather distressed and in quite poor condition.
    Concussion still well in his brain, the damage to it renderred his reflexes and motor skills incredibly poor, there was still redness on the healing scar over his throat but the cervid didn't care of his physical condition. He had to fix the mental.
    He needed lithium, or something.
    Anything.

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    COME JOIN HEATHER IN HELL...
    heather chandler — standard poodle — trope: alpha bitch

    [fancypost=border-width:0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 125%]It was pretty much impossible to miss the giant ass moose coming onto their territory. It wasn't exactly an animal you saw every day either. How did someone this big get around, anyways? [color=skyblue]"Holy shit on a stick. You look like you just went through hell and back, and trust me, I would know." Heather pauses a moment before quirking an imaginary eyebrow at him. [color=skyblue]"But seriously, you alright? You look like you need a fix of some heavy drugs, gramps."

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    Spotting something as massive as the moose put him on edge. Mieczyslaw had a tendency to not trust strangers ever since his accident. Even if they were joiners, it took a while for the vulpes to warm up to them. Now, seeing this elk who looked in real shit condition brought some assumptions in mind, none of them were good. The guy looked like they had been on some sort of rampage. His attention then flickered to the poodle present, she spoke rather casually, maybe too casually to the sense that it seemed rude. But he wasn't one to judge. He had some pretty fucked thoughts as well. "Are you here for something?" The kitsune would then speak, returning his pale amber gaze to the massive stranger.
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    i'm not afraid of god, i am afraid of man | tags


    [fancypost=borderwidth: 0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; margin-top: -15px;] ✧・゚: * Luna was fairly perceptive, and she could tell enough to know that the unnamed man on their land wasn't around to join. There were physical ways to tell that, by his shaky body and distressed face, but mentally, the psychic could find something a little more interesting. His brain, his emotions, they were all a haze— she caught onto the fact that he needed something desperately, but she couldn't tell what, much to her frustration. With a sigh, she took a seat next to Mie, farthest away from Heather that she could get.


    "...Excuse me, would you like a medic?" he had a scar on his throat that seemed to already be taken care of, so perhaps not, but she would ask anyways. There was nothing they could do for his poor motor skills, she assumed— Lottie and Ben weren't miracle workers, but maybe they had something to help.



  • The first approacher came up speaking with quite a heavy concentration of profanity within her words. Usually, Atticus would have been thrown off and he would have commented on that, but now he was so desperate he did not care.
    Hell and back? An accurate description, the moose thought in his deteriorating mind. This was suffering like he didn't experience before, he had faced the torture of the body and the physical core more than anyone else had, but this torture of the mind was unbearable. Hearing the female mention drugs the moose's ears flickered backwards. His face twisted with disgust for the first thing that popped into his mind was his former Morphine addiction. The drug ruined him in his coyote form, his arms were scarred and he was constantly getting infections... However, it did help calm nerves. In fact, when he was on Morphine, the moose remembered being calmer than ever.
    Maybe he did need drugs.
    No. Don't go back to that. Focus.


    Someone came up to ask for his reasoning behind his visit and he was quick to speak, leaving his name out of his words to mask his identity.
    "'M lookin' for som'thin'" The older male would say, his speech slurred and Southern drawl heavier due to the amount of trauma his head had faced lately both physically and mentally.
    "D'you happen ta'ave some Lithium ore'round here." The moose would ask with a force smile that was rather crooked and lopsided, the left side of his lips hardly moving at all. As Luna approached asking if a medic would be needed, the mighty beast shook his head and remained silent, as if forgetting that he needed to use words.



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    CAPITALISM KILLS — loveletter — blizzardclan — she/her — tags

    [fancypost=border-width:0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 125%]According to a stranger she had not met yet, this guy had come from hell. Love could only agree, in that he looked much like her in cat form. His eyes sunk into his head and his gaze was clouded and his body unresponsive. It was almost like looking in a mirror, which is exactly why Loveletter kept her gaze on a patch of grass right beside him. Despite her discomfort, she settled beside Luna and grinned anyways, even if the smile wavered at times. "Might have to go digging somewhere else buddy, unless we suddenly have some 21st century mining tools, which I doubt. Sorry moose man." she responded, her gaze still awkwardly away from him. She didn't want to slip deeper.

  • [center][fancypost= width: 450px; text-align: justify;][size=11][font=timesnewroman]Lithium? Sweetophelia was hardly well-versed when it came to chemical elements, and she definitely could not understand why Atticus was looking for lithium of all metals. Approaching after Loveletter, Sweetophelia settled closely beside Mieczyslaw, her pale lilac eyes narrowed in interest as she gazed back at the former WindClan deputy. Sweetophelia had heard of his demotion and the subsequent promotion of his replacement. Clearly the recent developments were taking a hard toll on Atticus.


    "Why do you need the lithium?" she wondered, her dark ears pricking. The BlizzardClan leader paused for only a half-second before following her question up with, "I might be able to find some." She could - through conjuration - but Sweetophelia was concerned as to what Atticus actually planned on doing once he was able to acquire the lithium.
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    What a strange question. Why was this man looking for a rock? Surely, the creature must be out of their mind. They certainly looked like it. The former windclan deputy didn't look mentally stable at all. Should they really be giving him anything besides medical attention? "Should I go get Lottie?" The kitsune would then whisper to his mother when she arrived. The pale panther surely could counsel this creature, right? But half of him wanted to send them on their way. The moose only meant trouble.
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  • The response Loveletter came up with obviously did not satisfy the brain damaged moose. He frowned and let out a low snort through his muzzle, shaking his head to show off his displeasure but immediately he regretted the movement. He was still quite concussed and any movement of the cranium left him rather dizzy. His eyes stared off into nothingness as he let his brain settle in stillness, his response to Ophelia was rather delayed for it took a few beats before he finally spoke again.
    "Medicinal purposes, ma'am." The veteran would say, wanting to nod his head but he obviously learned his lesson and instead kept still. His response was rather vague, yes, but he didn't lie. Lithium was a mental balancer and if he were to tell everyone he was going to use it to treat his insanity, god knew what could have happened to him and his image.
    Luckily for Mieczy, Atticus did not hear his words and therefore did not speak his way.
    He didn't need attention - he was dangerous. he just wanted Lithium and go conjure up some sort of pill or tea or whatever to fix his brain.
    He just wanted to go home.


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  • [center][fancypost= width: 450px; text-align: justify;][size=11][font=timesnewroman]"That might be a good idea," Sweetophelia agreed quietly, looking at her son appreciatively. Her pale eyes returned to Atticus then, figurative eyebrows raising. "I'm afraid I'm no medic," she remarked, although that should have been obvious. "Would you enlighten me as to effects of lithium?" The most she knew of lithium was that a: it was an element, and b: that it was the element LithiumClan took their name from.
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