"I can't tell you... It would ruin everything..." (Advanced, PAFP, Voltron BXB)

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    After Keith, Lance, Hunk, and Pidge rescue Shiro at the beginning of the first episode, Keith is eager to get some alone time with Shiro because he had been missing for so long. He almost can't contain himself, but something seems off about his boyfriend. After learning Shiro had lost most of his memories of the Kerberos mission and a great amount of time before hand, the red Paladin backs off and let's Shiro remember on his own. But what he didn't expect was for Shiro was grow unexpectably close to Princess Allura. From what he had seen, Shiro was steadily creating an intimate relationship with the princess and he doesn't know what to do. Tell Shiro of they're past relationship or keep quiet and try to get over it. It isn't until their encounter with the Blade of Mamora that Shiro starts to sense that something isn't right. Why would Keith want to see him so badly that a his yearning created a hallogram of him?





    It had been a few hours since Keith rescued Shiro, with the help of Lance and the others. The purples eyed boy glanced over at the taller male, his eyes scanning over his chiseled face, roaming over the new scar over his nose and the white tuft in his hair, both he would ask about later. Keith couldn't contain his excitement and relief at seeing his boyfriend alive and safe by his side again. For so long, he thought he had been lost in space. He couldn't really describe his agony when he found out about his disappearance. The black haired boy glanced back over at Shiro, narrowing his eyes before letting out a sigh. "How are you feeling?" He asked in a soft, worried tone. His eyebrows slanted downwards and his lips slightly parted as he looked up at the older male.

    Shiro stared at the ground as he bit his lip. A million thoughts buzzed through his brain as he thought about what happened. He recalled only a few memories from being on an alien ship. He was so confused. How did he end up here, and who were these people. While he could understand that they were friendly, he still felt on edge. He was then dragged away from his thoughts when he heard the man sitting next to him speak. He shook his head as he comprehended what he said, "What?" he asked, looking at him "Oh, I-I'm fine." he answered.

    Purple eyes scanned over the older male's features, worry becoming more and more apparent as Keith gazed up at Shiro. A frown was clearly visible on his face. Shiro was acting weird... wasn't he glad to see him? He hadn't seen him in so long, surely he was dying to pull him into his arms right? "Shiro, are you sure? I mean, you were held captive on an alien ship, do you remember what happened?" He asked softly, reaching out to place his hand tenderly on the male's shoulder. He couldn't help but to keep thinking the worst. Shiro had been cloned and this was his doppelgänger, or his lover had gone crazy, or he was dreaming and everything that had happened wasn't happening, or Shiro had lost his memory. No, surely Shiro was just trying to calm himself down, he would pull him close any second now, surely.

    Shiro let out a sigh and tried to think. "I... I don't remember anything. All I know is that I was on an alien ship, but, everything is just a big blur." He answered. It pained him to think too much about memories that weren't there to the point where his head started to throb. He closed his mind and tried his best to empty his thoughts, but then it dawned on him "Hey... How did you know to come rescue me?" he asked.

    Keith watched him with a concerned frown, his shoulders slack as he stepped closer to the taller male. His eyes grew wide with horror as Shiro spoke, his mouth agape. He was silent for a second before speaking up, "Don't strain yourself... okay?" He asked, his voice coming out alittle rough and shaky. It was then that Shiro's question passed through his ears. He slightly smiled with a faint blush, "well, I had been searching for information on your disappearance since I got the news, I learned of a secret cargo shipment and thought that it was suspicious. Turned out it was only a cover up to bring you here" he told him with an exhausted sigh.

    Shiro tilted his head slightly, staring at the boy curiously. He was a little fascinated by his intuition. There was also the fact on how he acted so loosely around him, like they were friends. "Hey, do you... know me by any chance?" he asked, slipping his hands into his pockets and staring at him intently.

    Keith continued to watch him with worry, swallowing down his fear for the time being. He needed to take care of Shiro, his fear could wait. It was then that the other male turned to him and spoke again. Keith was speechless, his eyes wide with shock. He quickly stopped himself from stumbling backwards, glancing away like he would find what to say on a nearby rock or desert bush. His fear clawed back up his threat and latched itself in his eyes, tears beginning to form before he shook them away. He shuddered before giving the effort to speak again. "Yeah... yeah we've known each other since we were kids, Shiro... do you-do you not remember?" He asked, his mouth agape. He prayed that this was just a joke, or a dream now. Of course Shiro remembered him! How could he forget him? They'd been by eachother's side since they were six years old! Surely he hadn't forgotten!


    Pidge watched from afar, for once not distracted by his homemade satalite. He glanced between them, picking up a few words. What worried him was that Keith looked like he was about to cry from this distance. He then turned to Lance and Hunk, worry in his eyes. "Hey... what do you think they're talking about?" He asked, softly.

    Shiro was slightly taken aback by the shorter male's reaction. Had he forgotten? He didn't know who this kid was, unless he truly did loose all of his memories. If what he said was true and they did know each other from a young age, then he must have. He looked into the boy's eyes and saw hurt and grievance and he immediately felt very uncomfortable. He felt like he shouldn't have forgotten, like it was very important. "I- I'm sorry... No, I don't remember..." he responded with a saddened stare.


    Lance was staring over Pidge's shoulder at his computer before he looked over at Keith and Shiro. From the way that Keith acted, Lance Thought he was about to cry. "I don't know." he answered. He stood up and made his way over to the two other males. "Hey, what's going on?" he asked Keith.


    Ooc: did you know that lance is voiced by the same dude who voiced Finn in adventure time?

    Keith was silent for a good while, his purple eyes willing back tears as he stood there. He quickly shook his head, letting out a gentle sigh. "Well... we can start over, that'll hopefully help you get your memories back" he breathed out dryly, glaring down at the ground or his shoes. He couldn't look at Shiro squarely, how could he without crying? He quickly straightened himself up when Lance stepped over, crossing his arms over his chest like he was putting up a wall and looking away. "It's nothing, Lance, just trying to figure out what happened" he told the slightly taller male.


    Pidge watched with narrowed eyes, shifting his jaw slightly before turning to Hunk. "Wasn't there a rumor going around about them?" He whispered, "remember, people said that Keith dropped out because his lover went missing?" He whispered, quiet enough that the other three couldn't hear them.



    Ooc- yeah I did :3

    Shiro was staring at Keith, aware of the sadness and hurt in his eyes and the emotion he was feeling. They must have been very close. He let out a sigh and was going to speak until Lance came up and interrupted. He decided to take the opportunity to change the obviously touchy subject. "So... You're Lance," he said, pointing at the darker skinned male and then pointed back at the boy standing next to him "and you're Keith." he said as if to clear it over with himself. He then looked over at the other two males. "Who are they again?"


    Hunk narrowed his eyes as Lance walked away, thinking it was a bad idea to,get involved. He looked at Pidge as he explained what happened to Keith "Wait.... Are you saying Keith and Shiro were a thing?" he asked quietly, staring at the boy with wide eyes.

    Keith watched Shiro as he spoke to Lance, wanting so bad just to throw himself at the taller male and keep him in his embrace. He quickly looked away, his shoulders slumping as he looked away. He gripped the fabric of his jacket around the elbows, a deep frown on his face as he listened to their conversation. "Ugh yeah... I don't think I've met them either" he mumbled, not baring to look up at either of the other two. Instead he looked up at the two alittle further away, his eyes dark and void of emotion.


    Pidge nodded to his friend, "I'm not for certain yet... but it is a possibility..." he told him, a sympathetic frown on his face. It was then that they were called out, his eyes blinking several times behind his large glasses. He smiled slightly, adjusting his glasses. "I'm Pidge and this is Hunk" he chimed, smiling slightly.

    Shiro looked at Purge and Hunk. He smiled a little and waved at them. He then frowned and looked at the ground. "So. What do we do now?" He asked, turning back to Keith "they most likely got kicked out of their academy and are now wanted for rescuing me. And I still have to figure out what happened to me. Any ideas?" he asked.


    Lance thought about what Shiro said, realising he was probably right. Someone must know that they escaped with Shiro by now and are searching everywhere. There goes his pilot licence- right out the window along with his future career. "Yeah, mind if we stick with you guys for a bit until we figure something out?" he asked.

    Keith nodded slightly over at the other two, biting his lip as he thought. He sighed gently before nodding, "I know a place we can go. It's not far from here" he told them, standing silently and stepping over to his hover bike. "We'll have to fit everyone on my bike again" he muttered to himself, his eyes narrowed as he quickly slid something into his pocket from the handle bar windshield.


    Pidge nodded slightly, beginning to pack up all of his equipment quickly as he stood. "I think the rumor's true" he whispered to Hunk, watching Keith closely.

    Shiro looked over at the bike that belonged to Keith and shuddered. The ride it took to get where they were now was a little panicking as they ran from those authorities. He then sighed "alright, let's get going then." he told Keith, smiling a little. "I would ask to drive but i have no idea if I forgot how." He said jokingly.


    Hunk looked at Pidge "I think you may be right... Should we talk to Keith about it?" he asked, twirling his thumbs in thought. He couldn't begin to imagine how Keith must have felt, looking his lover and then finding out that we was alive all this time.

    Keith turned to him as he came closer and for a moment he forgot about Shiro's memory loss. A smile grew on his face as he cracked the joke, chuckling alittle bit before the weight of it came crashing down. His smile immediately fell and his eyes dimmed once more. He quickly looked away, nodding. "Yeah... that would be best..." he breathed, throwing his leg over the bike and gesturing for everyone to get on.


    Pidge shook his head, "not now, later, but not now... definitely later" he told him, nodding slightly as he carried his stuff towards the bike.

    Shiro was happy that he was able to make Keith laugh, but frowned again when his expression fell once more. He knew that he was upset that he lost his memories, but He was unsure of how to make him feel better. He sighed and turned towards the bike and got on it.


    Hunk nodded "and don't tell lance... Not sure he can keep that secret." he whispered as he got up and followed the smaller male. He joined up with Lance as they approached the bike.

    Keith looked back at everyone, making sure they were on his bike semi-safely before reving up the bike and starting off towards the canyons...


    Later, they arrived at a small shack like building. It looked run down but it did have a brand new coat of white paint on the outside and the beginnings of a fence in the front. Keith quickly hopped off the bike, reaching into his pocket to make sure the thing he took from his bike's windshield was still there before turning to the others. "Just give me a minute, the place is sorta a wreck right now" he told them before heading inside and closing the door quickly behind him.


    Pidge looked the house over before sighing with a frown. The place was basically in the middle of being fixed up, but not the ordinary fix up. Like a couple was redoing it. It had the makings of a really nice home. The rumor was definitely true...

    As the bike came to a stop, Shiro was staring at the small house. His eyes were slightly narrowed and he bit his lip. The house seemed familiar somehow, but he couldn't place a thought on it. He knew that since Keith took him here that it must belong to him, so maybe he had been here before. He slowly got off the bike and walked over to the building, gently running his fingers across a fence post as he tried to recall his memories.


    Lance watched as Shiro got off the bike and examined the home. He looked at Pidge and Hunk before shrugging. He then hopped off of the bike as well. He felt a little stiff, so he threw up his arms, stretching out his back and arm muscles. "Cozy little place. Does Keith live here all alone?" he asked, not really expecting an answer from the two sitting next to him.


    Hunk frowned and shrugged, deciding not to answer him. As he got off, the bike seemed to shift from his weight. He then looked back at Pidge "You coming?" he asked.

    Pidge blinked several times before nodding with a slight smile, hopping off the bike and following them towards the front of the cute little house.


    Keith came out a moment later, opening the door for them slightly. "Just um... come in I guess" he breathed, opening the door for them. Inside, the furniture was a basic wood, homemade probably with a small old timie radio, tables and chairs with soft feather cushions. Dust covered most of them however, except for a few spots that were in the shape of picture frames which were missing. "It's not much... but it's home..." he sighed, retreating inside.

    Shiro turned his gaze from the fence to Keith who was standing in the doorway. He smiled a little "It must have been a huge risk for you to bring us here, so thank you." he told him, placing a hand on his shoulder before walking inside the house. He looked around, not seeing much furniture. He roamed the house and looked into a room, seeing a board with papers and maps all over it. It was a slightly cluttered room, but it didn't bother him much.


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