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OLEANDERPAW — I'LL FUCKING BURN IT DOWN
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GENERAL:
► oleanderpaw | leanie, ollie.
► past: oleanderkit.
► future: oleanderflower/poison.
► pangender | dfab | any or he/it/they.
► greypansexual | aromantic | monogamous.
► 10 moons physically | 13 moons mentally.
► born: june 15 | ages real time | 10 moons.
► apprentice of shadowclan | [un]official hellraiser.
► human au | voice reference | changes with faceclaim.
RELATIONSHIPS:
► single | no past relationships | no planned relationships.
► no romantic feelings | little romantic interest.
► ½ fightme | ½ leavemethefuckalone.
► TATTEREDSTAR x WHITENOSE | Gen 2 | no mentor [open].
► ollie currently has no living family, that it knows of.
► current family tree, updated and first version.
► will only have a queerplatonic relationship, if any.
► they really just don't do relationships, my aro baby.
► will call their partners a datemate or a zucchini.
IMPORTANT FACTS:
► ollie is pangender which means that they believe they are all genders and so when it comes to pronouns they generally do not care what anyone chooses to use for them, however, if anyone specifically asks they usually say to simply use masculine pronouns as they often prefer those but, again, they don't identify as only male and honestly they just generally do not care about gender and will take anything that's given to them. some often use feminine pronouns as their biological sex is female and, again, they just don't give a fuck. also, i would like to say that when writing i will switch between a lot of pronouns so do not be confused if i'm switching between many pronouns.
► ollie has intermittent explosive disorder, which is almost like anger issues on steroids - it's an explosive kind of rage that usually results in violent outbursts and impulsive behavior that one cannot control or predict. it's a psychological disorder that is usually treated with therapy or medication and when it goes unnoticed it can cause serious damage to the person mentally and socially.
► as a kit ollie was ruthlessly beaten by his father after his mother left and while he usually only talks about the minor accounts they were times when he believed that his father would have killed him given the chance.
► ollie is aromantic which means that they do not experience romantic relationships or emotions like everyone else, in fact, they do not experience romantic feelings at all. however, that does not mean they are incapable of loving and caring about people it just means that they can't function and do not want a romantic relationship in the way that everyone else sees it. when they date they would prefer to have something along the lines of a queerplatonic relationship; that simply means that while they have an intimate relationship it is not treated like a romantic relationship and more of a super close friendship, or well, more than a friendship i suppose. they don't want a boyfriend or a girlfriend they just want... a friend, a mate, a datemate or just someone who doesn't seek out that super sappy relationship because ollie just can't give that to them.
► ollie was born in shadowclan.
PHYSICAL: [reference]
► MAINE COON | health: 100%
— oleander is, in a way, a very attractive young feline with pristine white fur, a slim build, and beautiful eyes - now, before you start going off on how they kind of seem a little... uh, perfect? understand that they may be pretty in terms of appearance but their personality more than drags their looks down and can even make them ugly by the way they behave. they may have a slim build with the right amount of muscle to where they do not appear overly bulky but don't look boney and week, their fur is well kept and long in a bright snowy white color and they just generally look good. however, they do stand a little bit on the shorter side and aren't nearly as big as they could be but that is not something that can be considered very important in the long run. their eyes are extremely bright, strangely so, along with being heterochromic with the right being a bright blue and the left a bright green; now, if you didn't think his eyes could get any more different well, my friend, it gets even better when i say that ollie carries the crosseyed gene and that it's eyes are permanently crosseyed. it doesn't affect their vision as much as one may think as they really only have to deal with a little bit of a depth confusion but outside of that their eyesight seems completely unaffected by the crosseyed gene.
— major injuries: none.
— minor injuries: none.
PERSONALITY:
► estj | the executive.
► mental stability: 100%
► disorders: intermittent explosive disorder.
— now let's get one thing straight, ollie, by no means, is someone who you would actually want to be around for extended periods of time. they aren't a very good person, not really, they are rude, blunt - to the extent of being cruel - and they really don't seem to have a filter at all and usually say exactly what they are thinking in that minute and most of it... probably shouldn't ever be said. they don't really understand why they are so negative but it almost seems like they don't know how to be positive and would rather complain and point out all the bad in a situation rather than to try and have some kind of hope about something working out. they've simply always been like this, cold and closed off and constantly insulting and belittling those around it because it doesn't feel like they know how to do anything else - they can't make friends even if they were to try so they have all but given up and prefer to push everyone away on its own terms. they are outwardly aggressive, immensely so, and will lash out and have explosive episodes of complete and total rage that they cannot explain and cannot control; these episodes are often brutal and end in violence of some sort whether they get into a fight with someone else or hurt themselves in their uncontrollable rage. they have a short fuse and are quick to anger which doesn't really help keep them from having their explosive episodes but they don't really have the patience to try and focus on not getting annoyed or pissed off. along with being short tempered they are impulsive, rash, and often don't think things through before deciding "fuck it" and probably doing something that they shouldn't exactly be doing because what the hell is wrong with you. they are somewhat intelligent, they can't tell you everything or start listing how to do this and that but they do pick things up rather quick and have a sharp and vicious tongue when it needs to be but outside of that... yeah not really they can't help you out. in all they are just an incredibly angry person who is down to fight 24/7 if you even look at them wrong because they simply just can't help it.
INTERACTION:
► moderate physically | still training.
► will start fights | will finish fights.
► will not kill but will maim if possible.
► attack in bold #DBBA85.
► ask for capture or injury - pm this account.
► can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
► does not allow contact from anyone.