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( ooc ) tw for mentions of sh and suicide! also trying out a new/old writing style, so bear with me until i get my style perfected
These days went by without you knowing. It was clockwork. Weeks melded together, and you were unable to tell each hour apart. Soon enough, everything was one big muddled mess. Your house was covered with dark blue blood. Sometimes it was the only thing that felt real, that felt good. You remember you one promised Mari that this wouldn't happen anymore, that you wouldn't hurt yourself again. But for all you knew, she was dead.
Like Spectral.
The thought of your old imprint caused your stomach to coil into knots. It still hurt. Everything was fresh -- the pain, the memories, the ache in your heart. You loved him so much, so god damn much, and he was gone. He took his own life, and you couldn't do a damn thing about it.
Maybe that was why it hurt so much. The thought that not even you could stop him from killing himself. You didn't do a single thing about it. You let him do this. Maybe that's why you tried slitting your wrists, tried to follow in his footsteps. But, damn, you couldn't even do that right. What a fuck up.
You slowly exited your cabin, swallowing thickly. You hadn't been out in the daylight for so long, and you weren't sure if you even wanted to do it. One, two, three. Step, step, step. Soon enough, you were outside. To anyone else, this task was something they didn't even have to think about. But to you, every step hurt. Your writs hurt, your heart hurt, everything hurt.
Take a breath. Not even time will heal your wounds.
GENERAL
experiment #3735-4730573 // goes by wren almonte // npc x npc // agender // he/they pronouns // 23 months physically // unknown age mentally/spiritually // blizzardclan // warrior // cannibal // massive silver tabby domestic feline // blue eyes // homosexual aromantic
PERSONALITY
cold // callous // posh // elegant // flirtatious // depressed // self-loathing // intelligent // charismatic // austere // censorious // doesn't care for most people
POWERS
super strength // shapeshifting // earth elementals
INTERACTION
extreme physically // medium mentally // attack in bold #5792ba // okay to powerplay peaceful, nonviolent, or healing actions unless otherwise stated
OTHER
ic opinions strictly ic // links to be added