me and you // pafp, GxG, girl needed

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    "Two weeks. We have two weeks." I informed her sheepishly. I twitched slightly at her last comment. "I'd rather you just lie and say I blackmailed you than you leave town." I chuckled awkwardly, glancing at her.

    "You don't deserve that though. I'm already setting you up as evil just for spending a few days with you. I don't think it would be fair if I made it worse by saying you did it again for prom. I could say it's to prank you." I suggested. "It could be like the Carrie movie."

    "I don't deserve a lot of things Jessica and the others say about me. Do you know how many times they've told someone I'm pregnant and that's why I wear baggy clothes? And that I'm on drugs?" I pointed out with a surprisingly amused chuckle. "I guess do whatever you want. They're your friends but it can't get any worse for me."I assured her.

    I nodded. "I'll think of something. I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm just scared." For comfort I aimed to take her hand in mine. "The pregnant one I knew of. Jessica told me first. She also figures that you're anorexic, that's why you wear baggy. Someone else figures you hurt yourself." I shook my head. "I try to stand up for you but they're like mosquitoes. Once they find blood they get their fill before moving on."

    I smiled slightly at the feeling of her hand against mine, curling my fingers with her's sweetly. "Oh well, they can have their share. Last time I checked i'm pretty gay, I love food, and I'm not depressed. Me and my other friends know that and it's all that counts." I pointed out, glancing across the field to the school. I then scooted over to her a bit more, smiling with a small chuckle.

    Her remark caught me off guard. Was she joking or serious? My heart began to pick up it's pace as she moved closer. I laughed with her. "My mom once told me something. Said if they're talking about you they're leaving someone else alone." I gave a sigh. "I have often been envious of you. I thought you had the perfect life. Free from the stress of having to blend in with the flock."

    "That's true." I chuckled softly before cocking my eyebrow. Envious? Of me? "It isn't much easier, if not harder. I mean honestly I have bad social issues, anxiety, and that type of crap. I guess at least I'm trying my best to be myself." I told her, leaning over before gently resting my head onto her shoulder in a sweet gesture. I rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb, keeping our hands locked together.

    My heart picked up it's pace again as she laid her head on my shoulder. I refused to accept the feelings I was having. I'd been told it was supposed to be for boys only. "It seems we both have it rough. It would be great if we could run away together." It felt oddly natural to be feeling like I was even though I'd been told it was wrong. "We could find somewhere that just accepts us for who we are."

    "Yeah." I paused, giving a tiny yawn before stretching my legs out in front of me. "That'd be nice." I admitted before glancing to the school. It wasn't long until the bell rang. "I don't wanna go back." I grumbled, glancing at my phone to check the time.

    I nodded. "Yeah. Hey why don't we just sneak off? Call it a day now? I'm not missing anything important and I'm doing well enough that I don't need to be in class." I suggested with a smile. "I'm enjoying being with you far to much to just walk away now." That had sounded bad in my head. Maybe she would take it just as it was.

    I felt my heart skip a beat at her suggestion. She actually wanted to stay with me a bit longer? "That sounds great. Where do you want to go?" I asked, giving her a small smile as I reluctantly took my head from her shoulder. I knew it was a bit touchy but I couldn't help it. It has been forever since I actually had alone time with her, not counting the seemingly torture once I formed a small crush on her.

    "Let's get ice cream. I'll buy." I suggested getting to my feet. I held my hand out to help her get up. I thought about everything I'd heard for a while. I'd ask her when we got to the store about what she had said. I was curious now. I took out my phone. It had been going off the whole time. I looked at who it was. The group. I didn't bother looking at it beyond that before turning it off.

    "Alright, if you insist. I can always pay for myself, though." I told her before taking her hand, sheepishly pulling myself up. I paused for a moment, glancing down at our hands before shyly taking my hand away, unsure about keeping her hand in mine. "We can go to the place down the street." I added, glancing down.

    "Sweet. I love that place. They know my order." I said with laugh. "I'd eat there every day but I'd get fat." I looked to the ground than back to her. "I have a question. Something personal." I stated to see if I could ask more serious questions.

    I giggled lightly at her comment, nodding in agreement. It was pretty good and honestly I would also eat there every day. I furrowed my eyebrows at her last comment, glancing up at her carefully before cocking a eyebrow. "Shoot for it. I mean, sure." I approved, silently waiting.

    I gave a sheepish smile as she gave the green light. "W-well when you said you were totally gay..." I blushed bright. "Were you serious about that?"

    I could feel the burning feeling in my cheeks as a dark shade of red began to dust my pale cheeks. "Yeah.... do you think i'm wrong? disgusting?" I paused, glancing down at the ground, shuffling my feel nervously. Most of my friends knew by now but I guess she never gave me time to speak to her about things like this, things I wouldn't dare text with the chance of it being spread or seen by her friends.

    I shook my head. "N-no. I just never knew." I felt like an idiot for asking. Maybe that was a part of what made her life so hard. Was I the last to find out? Maybe I could tell her how I felt after all. Clearly she would understand better than I'd expected. "I-I um... Well I didn't know if you were being serious or not." I started. I decided to wait. Wait until we were out of public.

    I couldn't help but chuckle. "Chill, it's fine. Now you know I was serious." I said with a toothy grin before gathering myself up and grabbing her hand. "Want to walk or drive there?" I asked, getting off the last subject.

    "It's a nice day out and it's not far lets walk." I suggested. "So what class are you missing?" I was thankful she had changed the subject. I'd keep away at all cost now. Except to tell her. "But I guess if we drive we can head right home from there. Yeah let's drive. I'll text mom let her know what I'm doing. Except the skipping class part."