if we're gonna die, bury us alive // o - eating

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  • //k so Old Development is caught up on so its time for New Development. buckle up kids.


    I'm so...I'm so fucked. He kept chewing. This is awful. Stop. Kept chewing. God, Maru. Swallowed. Bit again. Wrestled to tear the soft, tender flesh away from the body.


    Since the darkness had fallen, Maru had been remarkably fine. If a sudden upshoot in his closeted cannibalistic tendencies constituted 'fine'. He kept reminding himself that it was a time of scarcity. That this was fine. That he was okay. The rapid rate in which he grew numb to the thought of butchering and devouring his roguemates was alarming to say the least. Maybe it was the darkness. The false sense of security it provided, like an icy womb, or like a blindfolded victim.


    This victim had not been blindfolded, but she had been young. Just barely grown out of her kitten fuzz. Maru licked at the pale slices of bone that curved up through the red pulp of torn meat. He had been bringing his catches far out into the territory after disguising his scent and leaving the remnants out. Hopefully any Exiles who came across the carnage would pin the blame on the beasts that now haunted their land. Whatever keeps me fed.


    It wasn't like he hadn't searched for prey before resorting to his actions. Wasn't like this was his plan A. Or even plan B. But when there's a lack of prey and stressed, neglectful parents leave their young unattended...


    Maru sniffled. He was fairly certain he had come down with something. A light cold, or something along those lines. H wolfed down the last few bites, savoring them before promptly abandoning the site, slinking back to camp in silence, heart pounding in his chest when he thought he saw a shape move to the left. The ocelot picked up his pace.


    //you can have a character be aware of what he's doing if you really want but for the time being i'd like it if nobody confronted him about it

  • "ya seem to be rushing somewhere, friend!" leonidas began the moment he caught sight of the ocelot increasing his pace. he was brutally curious about what this figure had done to make him seem so, suspicious, but that was for a later time. "what did ya do? murder someone? wreck the shit outta someone? brought upon nothing but despair upon someone? i am merely curious." leonidas inquired, tails flicking in much thought.

  • Maru eyed Leonidas through the dimness, hackles bristling warily under his hoodie, but he slowed his pace and raised his head, peering through the dark at the other. "Just tryna stretch the ol' legs, thought I saw something." It was only a lie by omission but that kind of thing is still pretty hard on one's conscience when the omission is 'also I ate someone's kid'. Funnily enough, grappling with that had gotten much easier lately.



    "How about you?" The ocelot inquired in a smooth purr, trying to surreptitiously deflect the attention on him for the time being. "How's it goin'?"

  • [center][fancypost= bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 450px; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt;]The mere thought of somebody being a cannibal terrified Greer. Sure, it was great in fiction, but she might barf if she actually saw it. Greer really hadn't thought through about joining this place, because the cruel reality was that everyone here were murderers, and some of them didn't even hide it. It might be rather clear if someone got to know Greer this was not the place for her, but yet, she didn't feel like a safe idea would be leaving. Greer did however have the fantasies of murder. She had the boiling hatred inside her, but it was something she desperately tried to conceal. She's considered murdering her parents, and other people who even slightly pissed her off. But those thoughts terrified Greer, it made her afraid of herself and desperately trying to find some sort of form of help. But that would be nearly impossible at this point, her facade of friendliness was on the brink of extinction. The only thing that she had left was herself desperately clinging to her morals. She's caused someone to bleed, she'd caused anger, but she never tried to murder someone, or seriously injured anybody.


    Padding forward, Greer stared at Leonidas with an anxious feeling stirring in her stomach as she processed his words. She's met Maru and hadn't really gotten any sort of strange vibe from the male, but she couldn't help but feel uneasy at the prospect of him also being a crazy serial killer. The Scottish wildcat would fixate her gaze onto Maru instead, offering a cordial expression to Maru. Everybody here had likely done something at least once that was unscrupulous, it would shock her if such wasn't true. She hadn't ever tortured anybody, or murdered anybody, she's only had fun wrestles with her brother and friendly spars with others. But either way, she didn't want to say any of her thoughts aloud. She was rather good at masking her fear, so it wasn't noticable that she was frightened. "Good day, Maru! What have ye been up to today?" She'd think for only a moment about something to talk about. "Don't ye think it's a little bit cold today? Or maybe that's just me - either way, I haven't a single idea what to do today." She'd then face Leonidas. "Good day, lad!" It was only polite she'd address everyone there.

  • [center][fancypost=background-color:transparent; border-color:transparent; border-width:; width: 420px; border-radius: 0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify; ]"Jus' out for a walk, bud." He repeated with a careful grin, attention turned to Greer as the telltale fizz of anxiety bubbled around his chest cavity, crowding around his heart. He shuffled his paws, looking from Greer to Leonidas in the dark. The long, long dark. Maru's ears twitched back. "A-Anyway we oughta get movin' back to camp, right? 'Cause there's probably somethin'...somethin' out there." He stammered, thankful for once in his life that cowardice was a characteristic of his. Nervousness right now wouldn't look out-of-the-ordinary. Wouldn't be a red flag.


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    GENERAL:
    ⊗ maru
    ⊗ transgender male
    ⊗ demisexual | demiromantic | no particular gender preference
    ⊗ eleven months old
    ⊗ paragon and big brother of the exiles
    CURRENT EVENTS:
    ⊗ resorting to cannibalism to cope with the food shortage
    ⊗ returned from a capture and torture
    — physical health: 75% | mental health: 70%
    — current injuries: a split ear, sprained hind leg, several gouges on his chest and haunches
    PERSONALITY:
    ⊗ Undergoing Dramatic Change
    — making decisions that contrast with his previously formed morals (he is harming the weak, growing cold and distant), trying to transform himself into something much crueler than he is. he is more prone to malicious deeds and temperamental outbursts than ever before.
    ⊗ Still Supportive
    — maru is exhausted and coping with his own self-destructive tendencies but he is still there (or trying to be) for those he's close to. he doesn't seem as involved, but the paragon is still ready to play the big brother figure to the exiles. this includes comforting others and trying to stop conflicts.
    APPEARANCE:
    ⊗ OCELOT
    — Just your average sleek jungle cat sporting a stolen black and white hoodie that he keeps from slipping down his arms with the help of several colorful rubber bands. On the shorter, stockier side of things. Maru's two upper canine teeth are gold and fashioned to be just a bit larger than they would normally be.

    INTERACTION:

    ⊗ open to powerplayed peaceful actions.
    ⊗ mentally medium | physically medium/hard
    ⊗ attack in BOLD WHITE or white underlined