[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify][size=8]"hello?" her heart thumps against her chest as she comes to a stop at shadowclan's border. she wants to pin the blame of her nervousness on the fact that the sanctuary and shadowclan are neutrals [or, thats what she thinks, what with them being allied with colouredclan, and a shadowclanner having even dropped off gifts at their border] but really the anxiety festers from something else, something deeper than alliances. "my name is chicagocrimes, 'n im one of the sanctuary's leaders and blacksmith. im looking for my.. mother, hostesscupcakes." rumors had spread like wildfire of her return, but she is struggling to believe it, to accept it. she's never met the woman before, never talked about her to her own children because what was there to say? she knew next to nothing of her, other than perhaps her being a former leader here. she wishes she asked olive to tag along. she needs her girlfriend's support more than ever.
[align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0;background:linear-gradient(to right,CHOCOLATE,transparent);height:2px;width:450x;padding:0px;margin-top:5px;margin-bottom:5px;][/fancypost][justify][spoiler=GIMME THAT CAN'T SLEEP LOVE / ★ / 1/9][size=8]GENERAL TELL ME AM I GOING CRAZY?
★ chicagocrimes mayella calibur xerxes | female [she/her]
★ taken, dating olive | ½ of cholive
★ hostesscupcakes x nya | adopted by xeryus | mentoring inkpaw
★ soul bonds with onechance/frightfur/amnesiacub
★ fourteen months | november 18 | aged real-time
★ the sanctuary seraphim/leader | colouredclan member | blacksmith
PHYSICAL TELL ME HAVE I LOST MY MIND?
★ DILUTE TORTOISESHELL [current] | HEALTH: 100%
— pretty pale bluegrey ragdoll cat with splatters of orange and white accenting fur. a dusting of dark bluegrey freckles dot cheeks and nose. somewhat plump, lanky figure. dark goldenbrown eyes— when upset sclera turns black and pupils are white. wears a stolen white lace choker. reeks heavily of cotton and orange cloves. PREGNANT, NOT SHOWING YET.
— injuries: none.
PERSONALITY AM I JUST AFRAID OF LOVIN'?
★ ESFJ | More Teeth than the Osmond Family
— aggressive | impulsive | lazy | humorous | vengeful | sensitive | dependent
— trying to heal. has difficulty forgiving creatures, including herself, for past crimes. learning to protect those she cares about. loyal to few individuals. under no circumstances should she be touched without her permission; the response is typically very violent. chaotic neutral.
CONFRONTATION OR AM I NOT THE LOVIN' KIND?
★ attack in CHOCOLATE | physically/mentally medium, extreme with hatchet
★ aims to kill | might show mercy if spared first
★ no kill/maim/capture | pm for plots/threads
★ violent and nonviolent powerplay permitted
— [i]powers: ghostmode, the sight, conjuration, shapeshifting